3.92 AVERAGE

adventurous dark emotional mysterious reflective sad tense fast-paced

mommy issues meet the tight grip of who you once were, clinging to a past that is irreplicable. lyrical, unsettling, and gritty. This passage from the third chapter stood out to me:

"A sensation of helplessness, as if it were utterly impossible to go on living. Painful waves beat relentlessly on my heart, as after a thunderstorm the white clouds frantically scud across the sky. A terrible emotion — shall I call it an apprehension — wrings my heart only to release it, makes my pulse falter, and chokes my breath. At times everything grows misty and dark before my eyes, and I feel that the strength of my whole body is oozing away through my finger tips."

dark emotional hopeful reflective sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
dark sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
dark emotional informative reflective sad fast-paced
dark emotional reflective medium-paced

If you're a chismosa, like me, you're going to love this book. 
dark emotional reflective sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
challenging dark emotional sad slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

To wait. In our lives, we know joy, anger, sorrow, and a hundred other emotions, but these emotions all together occupy a bare one per cent of our time. The remaining ninety-nine per cent is just living in waiting.

Very sad. But very beautiful.
How does Dazai write of such tragic subjects such as grief and death and sadness in such a poetic way? His writing captivated me and made me feel so many things I have never before. This book made me feel empty and yet not alone at the same time. A truly strange feeling.
I wanted to read this book to learn more about the life and psychology of Osamu Dazai and I saw glimpses of his troubled, complicated and dark mind while reading this. Fascinating.

"When I pretended to be precocious, people started the rumour that I was precocious. When I acted like an idler, rumour had it I was an idler. When I pretended I couldn't write a novel, people said I couldn't write. When I acted like a liar, they called me a liar. When I acted like a rich man, they started the rumour I was rich. When I feigned indifference, they classed me as the indifferent type. But when I inadvertently groaned because I was really in pain, they started the rumour that I was faking suffering. The world is out of joint."
emotional sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes