Reviews tagging 'Suicide'

If Tomorrow Doesn't Come by Jen St. Jude

55 reviews

lunaticloverpoet's review against another edition

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emotional hopeful reflective sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

We were here for a time to dream.

We still are.

I actually cannot express how insane this book made me feel. I read it in a single day. It’s 400 pages long. Me when I get slapped in the face with too much recognition. I don’t think I’ll ever be the same. I CRIED. I NEVER CRY AT BOOKS. This book beat me up. I want to kiss it on the mouth. Me when the silly little gay girls in the silly little doomed apocalypse romance are actually affected by the apocalypse 😱. Avery Byrne and Cass Joshi-Aguilar are me-coded in inexplicable ways. I cannot get my thoughts together in any coherent way but I am HEAVING.

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caseyaboutthroughout's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional inspiring sad fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

5.0

Wish i could rate it 100000/5 stars

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brittknee52's review against another edition

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emotional reflective tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0


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fairynanook's review against another edition

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adventurous emotional sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

Really good read. Harrowing look at depression that can be triggering at times, but I greatly enjoyed the family and friend dynamics in this book. 

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spaghettii's review against another edition

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dark emotional hopeful tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

Incredibly well written. One of few books that has made me cry. 

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saskiajva's review against another edition

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dark emotional hopeful reflective sad fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

At it’s heart, this is a beautiful and poignant story of a girl struggling with depression and suicidal ideation, finding her way back to herself. Finding ways to feel the love and beauty she’s already surrounded with that she has not been able to feel for so long, accepting herself, finding how to finally live for yourself and no one else. Finding hope amidst despair, and learning how to let others in. It’s about a love story for the ages, one that feels like it might just withstand the end of the world. 

I originally picked it up after having it recommended on Facebook as “a book that will rip your heart out and have you sobbing”. And while it is want nearly as devastating as i had expected and hoped, i think it will be heartbreakingly beautiful and hopeful for people who resonate with the main character more. This book is for people who feel an unending abyss of pain, one that feels like it has no beginning or end, no rhyme or reason, no way out. For the people that don’t know how to love themselves, who feel shunned by their families, their communities, and their religion. The ending was not what i expected, and while i originally felt like it wasn’t as satisfying as I’d hoped, i think the author did an amazing job staying true to her characters and was so thoughtful and careful about the messages she wanted to send about depression and suicide. About needing yourself just as much as you need others. 

I loved every character in this book, and each story has so much to say about love, family (found and born), and happiness. 

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falibat's review against another edition

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dark emotional hopeful sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0


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toebeans's review against another edition

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dark sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

2.5


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saxy_lady's review against another edition

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dark emotional tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.75

This book was a HEAVY read, make no mistake. But I related so much to the main character it shook me to my core. Not only does this book depict a beautiful and yearning sapphic romance, but it also takes a good hard look at depression. This may be the most accurately depicted depression I have seen in quite a while. I remember sitting and reading this and thinking “I feel/felt the same way!!!”

This book is not for everyone. It triggered me a little bit, but FOR ME it was SO WORTH IT. There are resources in the back of the book for numerous agencies that help LGBT youth and those suffering with depression and suicidal thoughts.

Ultimately, you know yourself better than anyone. If reading about depression and suicidal ideation is going to be an issue. There’s no shame in skipping it. But if you can do it, I doubt you’ll be disappointed. I don’t think a book has made me feel this much in a long time.

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