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zsometimesreads's review against another edition
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.25
Graphic: Death
Moderate: Transphobia, Emotional abuse, Domestic abuse, Blood, and Child abuse
proudtobeabookaholic's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
I've been wanting to read this series for a long time and the first book didn't disappoint! The characters are odd in a good way and I enjoy the language. I don't fully understand all about the worlds with different parts of Logic, Nonsense, Wicked and such, and I would have liked to see more of that. I appriciate that McGuire has queer representation amongst the characters, and I'm really curious to see where the author takes us next!
"For us, the places we went were home. We didn't care if they were good or evil or neutral or what. We cared about the fact that for the first time, we didn't have to pretend to be something we weren't. We just got to BE. That made all the difference in the world."
Graphic: Mental illness, Death, Injury/Injury detail, Murder, Blood, Child death, and Emotional abuse
teawiththefates's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
5.0
Graphic: Body horror and Murder
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Violence, Transphobia, and Eating disorder
anastasia_raf's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
It makes me wonder if it is a metaphorical way of presenting children scarred from familial expectations and traumatized by a parent's ambitions and ideas of a daughter, a son, a child.
Or if it bears the hope that imagination can be salvation to a child and to those prisoned in societal views and ways.
And still this book felt so magical, so surreal and yet so heavily rooted in reality.
I have so many thoughts about this book and so little to say. I decided that I'm going to let the book show you everything.
Graphic: Abandonment, Transphobia, Murder, Injury/Injury detail, Acephobia/Arophobia, Gore, Death, Grief, Deadnaming, Child death, Child abuse, Body horror, and Blood
Moderate: Animal death, Emotional abuse, Vomit, Violence, Animal cruelty, and Domestic abuse
ehmannky's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
I don't think that this reads as YA, even if most of the characters are teens. Not that YA can't be brutal like so much in this book, but it reads more adult to me. Like, trigger warning for those who read this book, you're going to read about multiple children getting harmed, dying, and having their corpses mutilated during the book.
Graphic: Bullying, Child death, Body horror, Death, Grief, Violence, Blood, Gore, Injury/Injury detail, and Transphobia
Minor: Emotional abuse, Vomit, Animal death, Animal cruelty, and Child abuse
belladsb's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
C.A.W.P.I.L.E. : 9.14
If this is not an apropiate title, then i do not know what is, for it's true that every heart has a doorway, some just may find it more easily than others, but that's beside the point.
In this tale we encounter so many stories equal in thein uniqueness, united by the same feeling of yearning, by the screams of wanting to be heard and the whispers of wanting to be accepted.
It's wonderful in the way it explores how a lot of family units deal with trauma, by wanting to revert, the hardship of accepting that things will never be the same and not knowing how to mourn them, so maybe it's best to make them go away...
How telling can it be, when you think of the reticence of some parents to let go of their children, to let them find their own voices & paths, to let them be hurt.
How hard it has to be for a kid, growing up to "be sure" of who they are or who they want to be, to stand up to those who love us, to try find and forge our own way, our own story...
It's cruel to ask a kid to "be sure" of so much, yet it is the requirement for then, they have accepted the consequences, no refunds here (in this world or any).
And so they go head first, not knowing what it means to "be sure" finding a place fit for them, only to be thrown out later, back into a world that never spoke their language, that never saw them for who they were since it already had decided without them what their place was in it. They know now what is to be sure, for they are sure, that they don't belong here, in this roles planned for them, they're sure, they found their home and now they're lost.
Going more specifically into the story of this particular novella,
This is a beautiful introductory novel for the series, welcoming us to the diferent directions, the complexity of the world, and the musing tone of the tale overall.
We meet character form all over the compass, even if we only get a glimpse of most.
I'll go into Nancy, since she's the star of this particular number. The stillness, her world, her ways, I find so soothing, I connected with her in those way even if I could not in others, she was aproachable, and calming, observing. I loved her.
The plot was realy fun, as well as the resolution, but what gives the killing blow for me is the writing, simple and impactful, right to the core.
"You are nobody's rainbow"
In the end, there's only one thing I hope to gain from this book/series, and that is: If I am to be a Therapist, I hope I can channel all the Eleanor West energy I can manage both to the family as well as my patients. Both the soothe to the family for things will get better, even if they're different than from before ("Let me help, please, just let me help") and to the children, for them to feel understood in some capacity, help them find the similarities in their differences.
-May 2019-
Absolutely Beautiful, I loved loved loooved the complexity yet openended-ness of this book! I already want to re-read AND it’s the first book in a while that actually make me stay up until late at night bc I could not put it down and I didn’t wanted to come back from it
Graphic: Death, Murder, Body horror, Blood, and Violence
Moderate: Body shaming, Child abuse, Child death, Death, Death of parent, Domestic abuse, Dysphoria, Emotional abuse, and Transphobia
Minor: Animal death
dernhelms_bag's review
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Gore and Forced institutionalization
Moderate: Transphobia, Child death, and Emotional abuse
Minor: Eating disorder
penofpossibilities's review
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
2.0
I had difficulty rating this as the book was actally too short for me to get fully into it or for it to develop any of the characters or worldbuilding. There was alot of info dump-y dialogue that was almost boring to read. I felt very little connection to the characters or what was going on.
Props to the author for writing asexual and trans rep (main character and main antagonist as well, so it got a big place in the story!! :)) and for the interesting change of having creepy unlikable and gruesome main characters instead of the usual tropes.
But I could not say I was invested enough to feel a great desire to continue the series. I might, though, just to find out how the writing progresses and if the plot goes anywhere at all.
Lastly I would like to point out that some of the ways the author discussed mental health in this were very... unsetteling and I did not like them. For example, we have a character calling their school 'the looney bin', another saying something among the lines of 'our parents will put us on schizophrenic medication we don't need', and let's not forget Nancy's saying she barely eats but she 'doesn't have an eating disorder'. It just seemed incredibly disrespectful and unfeeling towards people actually camping with these issues? And the baltant way in which it is said could be very triggering for people.
Overall, this felt like a weird short story, perfect for a quick autumn read, but definetly not anything that makes me feel glad I read it. I feel rather meh about it.
Graphic: Gore, Animal cruelty, Blood, Body horror, Child death, Emotional abuse, and Transphobia
angelareads's review
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Graphic: Blood, Emotional abuse, Gore, Kidnapping, Self harm, and Violence
Moderate: Eating disorder and Panic attacks/disorders
Minor: Sexual content and Deadnaming
marieketron's review
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? N/A
3.5
Graphic: Blood, Body horror, Child death, Death, Gore, Grief, and Violence
Moderate: Emotional abuse and Transphobia