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Some quick thoughts:
Evan was a character that I loved to hate - right until *that* twist in the end. He's inappropriate, makes poor and harmful choices, and prioritizes his own need for comfort over others (even when his narration is insisting the opposite is true). In essence, he's a realistic teenage boy.
I got such strong secondhand embarrassment from his words and deeds, that reading this book often felt like a minor anxiety attack.
Until like the final 90% or so of the book, I genuinely thought it had been mis-shelved as LGBTQ+. The straight "romance" is excruciating thanks to a certain dramatic irony.
Graphic: Child death, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Grief, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Cursing, Abandonment
Minor: Drug use, Antisemitism
Graphic: Bullying, Mental illness, Suicide
Moderate: Suicide attempt
Minor: Drug use
Moderate: Addiction, Death, Drug use, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Grief, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Cursing, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide
Minor: Drug use
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide
Minor: Addiction, Drug use
Graphic: Bullying, Child death, Cursing, Death, Drug use, Gun violence, Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Grief
Minor: Homophobia
Graphic: Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders
Moderate: Suicide, Suicide attempt
Minor: Death, Drug use
Graphic: Cursing, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Suicidal thoughts, Grief
Moderate: Child death, Death, Suicide, Suicide attempt
Minor: Drug use
Graphic: Death, Mental illness, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Grief, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Drug use, Abandonment
This book was everything I expected and more. As someone who was a complete nobody in high school I related so much to both Evan and Connor. I understood why Evan did what he did. Because already being at the bottom of the food chain you don’t really want to feed more fuel for the bullies to use against you. I knew from seeing the trailer to the movie I needed to read the book and I knew I was going to cry and be slightly trigger from my rough high school days. I can’t wait to see how well the movie does at remaking this amazing book!
TW: Bullying. Suicide. Attempt Suicide. Drugs. Alcohol.
Graphic: Bullying, Child death, Cursing, Death, Mental illness, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Grief, Suicide attempt
Minor: Addiction, Drug abuse, Drug use, Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Toxic relationship, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail