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inkyinsanity's review against another edition
emotional
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Addiction, Body shaming, Eating disorder, Alcohol, Toxic friendship, Alcoholism, Death, Mental illness, and Grief
Moderate: Forced institutionalization and Car accident
Minor: Sexual content, Suicide attempt, Vomit, Biphobia, and Homophobia
liftyourheavyeyelids's review against another edition
5.0
This book effed me up! But in a good way, because Danny was too real for me.
alyssiar's review
emotional
reflective
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
matiel72's review against another edition
1.0
DNF at 10% This review is going to be left unrated. I am not in the mood for this book, from the point at which I read Danny wasn't developing nor was she likable in anyway. Her Mental Health was belittled by both her and her parents and made this book hard for me to get through.
nabiis's review against another edition
1.0
tw: ed // dnf @33% (ch 10)
okay first of all i feel horrible not finishing this book but i really dont like it and it just fell flat for me which is really upsetting bc i was looking forward for this book!!! maybe expectations were too high?
first the story starts in the middle of everything so you dont really know what is happening or what happened before. danny (the mc) went to a treatment center for an ed but you dont actually see the before and during part. you only see the after and i didnt really like that. also i dont like danny’s narrative and the love interest is the “manic pixie dream girl” stereotype which doesnt sit well with me. the book in general moves super slow and the plot is not strong. i think the concept is good but the execution could have been so much better.
okay first of all i feel horrible not finishing this book but i really dont like it and it just fell flat for me which is really upsetting bc i was looking forward for this book!!! maybe expectations were too high?
first the story starts in the middle of everything so you dont really know what is happening or what happened before. danny (the mc) went to a treatment center for an ed but you dont actually see the before and during part. you only see the after and i didnt really like that. also i dont like danny’s narrative and the love interest is the “manic pixie dream girl” stereotype which doesnt sit well with me. the book in general moves super slow and the plot is not strong. i think the concept is good but the execution could have been so much better.
simoneandherbooks's review
3.0
If you're looking for a sophisticated "adult" read, be prepared. This isn't for adults. The writing and the voice is way more amateur, but as a young adult novel this voice isn't meant for adults. This book in general isn't made for adults because while hitting on some serious adult themes, it's still made for teenagers.
The only thing that really irked me about the book was the writing and the voice. However, I also took it with a grain of sand because Florence Gonsalves had a point in writing this book with that particular voice.
Aside from that, this was one randomly deep book. I picked this up because I wanted to read something light and simple. With the word "love" and a cute picture of a Venus Fly Trap, I thought that this would be one of those books. However, what I got was quite the opposite.
The main character, Danny (short for Dandelion, which is kind of cringe-y for a name), is a young driven woman who during her first year at Harvard suffered from so much stress and disorder in her life that she was placed in a special hospital for her eating disorder. The story begins with her release from the hospital and trying to reconnect with her friends during summer break. She has until the end of the summer to decide if she wants to go back to Harvard after she's feeling better.
During that time, she's faced with her best friend, Sarah, who has changed drastically within the ten months they were separated for school. She also meets a friend she met at the hospital, Bugg, who later becomes her love interest.
I think that if you're a person who has ever had a best friend throughout your childhood and suddenly feel the strain of leaving each other for school, then this book will resonate with you. You may not be suffering from an eating disorder or even questioning your sexuality, but if you thought your friends would be friends forever and now it's not then this will ring in your ears like the bells of Notre Dame.
I really liked this book because I resonated with that. Also, I resonated with some of the mental health issues Florence Gonsalves brings up. While I don't have an eating disorder, it's been considered that Bulimia and Anorexia both have underlying symptoms of OCD. The inability to control everything around them materializes in control over your own body and your food intake. It becomes an obsession with obsessive thoughts. For example, being able to look at a piece of food and not spiral out of control on what would happen if you ate that food.
It was really difficult to read Danny's relationship with food. She's always wearing mu-mus because she's ashamed of the way her body looks. You find her vegan-ness to be more of a way to control her calorie intake than really anything to do with the harm of innocent creatures. You can see the symptoms in everything she says (lots of denial), her binge eating habits, her inability to tell the truth, etc.
I think the only thing I felt was a little unbelievable was the levels of Hell she found herself in. Most people don't experience as much pain and loss as Danny does and somehow Danny gets through ALL of it before the end of the book. In the realism of the book, I had to ding it because it just doesn't seem feasible that she can have that much woe at one time. Perhaps it is and there are some people who experience everything at once. When it rains it pours.
But in the end, I really liked this book and it kept my attention the entire time. Now I really need something a little bit more simple and fun.
The only thing that really irked me about the book was the writing and the voice. However, I also took it with a grain of sand because Florence Gonsalves had a point in writing this book with that particular voice.
Aside from that, this was one randomly deep book. I picked this up because I wanted to read something light and simple. With the word "love" and a cute picture of a Venus Fly Trap, I thought that this would be one of those books. However, what I got was quite the opposite.
The main character, Danny (short for Dandelion, which is kind of cringe-y for a name), is a young driven woman who during her first year at Harvard suffered from so much stress and disorder in her life that she was placed in a special hospital for her eating disorder. The story begins with her release from the hospital and trying to reconnect with her friends during summer break. She has until the end of the summer to decide if she wants to go back to Harvard after she's feeling better.
During that time, she's faced with her best friend, Sarah, who has changed drastically within the ten months they were separated for school. She also meets a friend she met at the hospital, Bugg, who later becomes her love interest.
I think that if you're a person who has ever had a best friend throughout your childhood and suddenly feel the strain of leaving each other for school, then this book will resonate with you. You may not be suffering from an eating disorder or even questioning your sexuality, but if you thought your friends would be friends forever and now it's not then this will ring in your ears like the bells of Notre Dame.
I really liked this book because I resonated with that. Also, I resonated with some of the mental health issues Florence Gonsalves brings up. While I don't have an eating disorder, it's been considered that Bulimia and Anorexia both have underlying symptoms of OCD. The inability to control everything around them materializes in control over your own body and your food intake. It becomes an obsession with obsessive thoughts. For example, being able to look at a piece of food and not spiral out of control on what would happen if you ate that food.
It was really difficult to read Danny's relationship with food. She's always wearing mu-mus because she's ashamed of the way her body looks. You find her vegan-ness to be more of a way to control her calorie intake than really anything to do with the harm of innocent creatures. You can see the symptoms in everything she says (lots of denial), her binge eating habits, her inability to tell the truth, etc.
I think the only thing I felt was a little unbelievable was the levels of Hell she found herself in. Most people don't experience as much pain and loss as Danny does and somehow Danny gets through ALL of it before the end of the book. In the realism of the book, I had to ding it because it just doesn't seem feasible that she can have that much woe at one time. Perhaps it is and there are some people who experience everything at once. When it rains it pours.
But in the end, I really liked this book and it kept my attention the entire time. Now I really need something a little bit more simple and fun.
shinesalot's review
4.0
This is a fast read about a witty teen riding an emotional roller coaster with wit, bouts of binge drinking, and fat shaming. The writer has a way of making you laugh but in an uncomfortably so, which makes the experience feel genuine. Freshman year of college can be uncomfortable - we are finding ourselves and it's hard to find a way to communicate that with our closest friends and parents, as Danny finds in this book.
A lot of drama and colorful characters. The plot moves. Sexual identity is explored. Definitely a book for your older, more mature 9-12th grade audience.
A lot of drama and colorful characters. The plot moves. Sexual identity is explored. Definitely a book for your older, more mature 9-12th grade audience.
ezzrin's review
2.0
The main character is HORRIBLE and unappreciative. Narcissistic and always think that the world revolves around her. This book is about grief, however very witty.
megatsunami's review
2.0
This book wasn't that satisfying for me, although it had some nice moments. The love interest was definitely too manic-pixie-dream-girl. Also I felt like the book kept changing its mind about what is the solution/ treatment/ healing needed for the main character's eating disorder.