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Graphic: Animal cruelty, Animal death, Body horror, Death, Gore, Violence, Schizophrenia/Psychosis
Graphic: Animal cruelty, Animal death, Body horror, Bullying, Blood, Death of parent, Murder, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship
Moderate: Self harm, Violence
Graphic: Animal cruelty, Animal death, Body horror, Bullying, Death, Mental illness, Blood, Grief, Death of parent, Murder, Gaslighting, Alcohol, Classism
Moderate: Self harm, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Toxic friendship
Graphic: Animal death, Body horror, Cursing, Death, Drug use, Gore, Mental illness, Sexual content, Violence, Blood, Murder, Toxic friendship
Moderate: Addiction, Bullying, Drug abuse, Emotional abuse, Self harm, Slavery, Suicidal thoughts, Kidnapping, Death of parent, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Gaslighting, Injury/Injury detail, Classism
Minor: Confinement, Eating disorder, Rape, Vomit, Grief, Car accident
and idk if the bitter feelings re: her own pretentiousness among other pretentious art students was a feature of the character or the author, but either way it really grated on my nerves. no, more than that, the narration was SO self-deprecating that it made me outright uncomfortable. i can see how it aids the theme insofar as talking about the empty performative nature of the professional art scene, but it still wasn't my cup of tea.
the reason i'm taking a good half-star off this review, though, is that the author uses slurs in her prose to make it sound more edgy. saying someone looked like "a r*tarded baby", or referring to romani people by the g slur in fetishistic imagery, or using 'schizophrenic' as an insult... idk what she was going for with this but whatever it was, it fell flat for me.
that being said the plot was very interesting and original, the prose was engaging, the relationship between the main character and her best friend really tugged a chord with me, and i liked the ending. just, not enough to overlook the issues i had with this book.
Graphic: Animal death, Body horror, Drug abuse, Drug use, Alcohol
Moderate: Self harm
Minor: Ableism, Racial slurs, Racism, Murder
Moderate: Body horror
There's fantastic commentary underneath the absurdity that is easy to digest: Samantha's extreme insecurity, her hatred for convention while she craves it at the same time, the unattainability of perfect female friendship (her idea of it, at least), etcera etcetera. I might be in the minority who didn't guess the twist about
Re-read in 2025: Still as great as I remember.
Graphic: Animal cruelty, Animal death, Body horror, Death, Drug use, Gore, Mental illness, Violence, Blood, Murder, Toxic friendship
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Grief, Death of parent
Minor: Sexual content
Graphic: Animal cruelty, Animal death, Bullying, Gore, Toxic friendship
Moderate: Body horror, Misogyny, Self harm, Torture, Murder, Gaslighting
Minor: Addiction, Alcoholism, Homophobia, Grief, Abandonment, Classism
Graphic: Animal cruelty, Body horror
Moderate: Drug use, Emotional abuse, Gore
Graphic: Animal death, Body horror, Death, Blood, Toxic friendship