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katethepodtherapyartist's review against another edition
challenging
dark
emotional
inspiring
sad
5.0
This book destroyed me (in a good way). A sweet romance primarily about Isla, a woman who has anxiety and depression, learning slowly but surely to have confidence and to reach out in moments she’s not strong enough to love and care for herself. Self-love and self-care are the kinds of love that saves the day and what an important and nuanced way the author goes about it. She doesn’t need to love herself to love others, but she needs to love herself enough to take care of herself and ultimately choose if that loves extends to Ewan and make a terrible, life-altering decision that will impact them both.
I read this for a book club, and I’m so happy this was the choice for our May read. I’m not sure I would have picked this up on my own.
If you are sensitive to triggers, take the trigger warning at the beginning seriously. I myself suffer from anxiety and while I was okay reading it, I was in a good head space when I did so, have good supports, and have worked on getting to a decent spot mentally for years. If you aren’t in a good space, don’t have supports, etc, this book can wait.
I read this for a book club, and I’m so happy this was the choice for our May read. I’m not sure I would have picked this up on my own.
If you are sensitive to triggers, take the trigger warning at the beginning seriously. I myself suffer from anxiety and while I was okay reading it, I was in a good head space when I did so, have good supports, and have worked on getting to a decent spot mentally for years. If you aren’t in a good space, don’t have supports, etc, this book can wait.
Content Warnings
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Mental illness, Death, and Death of parent
gbrolsma16's review against another edition
emotional
hopeful
inspiring
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.75
I loved this book so much. It was a random one I grabbed off the shelf in the library to tide me over until my waiting list books were ready and I’m so glad I picked it. The character development is so thoughtful and done with care. I fell in love with the characters and their story. The depiction of mental health, the struggles that come with it, and the difference that a strong support network and meaningful work in your life can make was powerful. I laughed, I smirked, I cried (kind of a lot at one point). I haven’t loved a book this much since my last TJR book, and that’s hard to beat.
Content Warnings
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Car accident, Panic attacks/disorders, and Death of parent
Minor: Cancer
ilysespieces's review against another edition
4.5
Content Warnings
Moderate: Suicide and Suicidal thoughts
Minor: Suicide attempt and Car accident
greatestheights's review
emotional
hopeful
inspiring
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.5
Wow. I was absolutely blown away by this beautiful book, the characters, the story, the time slip(s) and AUs, and what it means to heal. Absolutely gorgeous work.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Panic attacks/disorders, Death, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, and Suicide attempt
Moderate: Medical content and Death of parent
javablue's review against another edition
challenging
emotional
hopeful
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
Content Warnings
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts and Mental illness
Minor: Medical trauma and Suicide
cassroberts89's review against another edition
challenging
emotional
hopeful
reflective
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Heartbreaking, then beautiful, then heartbreaking, then hopeful, etc.
This was an incredibly hard book to read. Melissa Baron did an absolutely phenomenal job putting the reader in the mind of the characters, especially Isla. I suspect that I struggle myself with mild anxiety (undiagnosed), and I could feel the spiraling thoughts and my own stress levels elevated in response to what I was reading. It’s not a bad thing exactly, but pay close attention to trigger warnings before reading this book. They are not lying. I didn’t even notice it honestly (totally my bad, it’s the very next page after the dedication, which I always do read) and thought I was picking up a sweet time-travel-esque romance. It is that, but it is so, so, so much more. It’s one woman’s incredible journey through, and with, mental illness to a place where she can find some semblance of peace and self-love.
This was an incredibly hard book to read. Melissa Baron did an absolutely phenomenal job putting the reader in the mind of the characters, especially Isla. I suspect that I struggle myself with mild anxiety (undiagnosed), and I could feel the spiraling thoughts and my own stress levels elevated in response to what I was reading. It’s not a bad thing exactly, but pay close attention to trigger warnings before reading this book. They are not lying. I didn’t even notice it honestly (totally my bad, it’s the very next page after the dedication, which I always do read) and thought I was picking up a sweet time-travel-esque romance. It is that, but it is so, so, so much more. It’s one woman’s incredible journey through, and with, mental illness to a place where she can find some semblance of peace and self-love.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Suicide attempt and Suicidal thoughts
annaforthebooks's review against another edition
challenging
dark
emotional
inspiring
reflective
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Death, Mental illness, and Grief
Moderate: Toxic relationship
dianacoronado's review against another edition
challenging
dark
emotional
sad
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
This is the first book to have me silently sobbing in the middle of the night.
Because it’s a romance novel, the ending is predictable given the genre but that didn’t make it any less impactful.
At times, I couldn’t stop crying because it felt like my own thoughts and emotions were on the page. This is the most accurate depiction of anxiety and depression I have read… well ever.
I am so thankful this book exists. What a lovely, tender story.
Because it’s a romance novel, the ending is predictable given the genre but that didn’t make it any less impactful.
At times, I couldn’t stop crying because it felt like my own thoughts and emotions were on the page. This is the most accurate depiction of anxiety and depression I have read… well ever.
I am so thankful this book exists. What a lovely, tender story.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Suicide attempt, Death, and Suicidal thoughts
Moderate: Car accident
headbangerhijabi's review against another edition
adventurous
dark
emotional
hopeful
inspiring
reflective
sad
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Okay so it's been a few days since I finished this book; I think I've finally collected my thoughts. I gotta say, it was a roller coaster of a book.
FIRST OF ALL IF YOU ARE NOT IN THE HEADSPACE TO READ ABOUT SUICIDE/SUICIDE IDEATION, NEGATIVE SELF TALKING, ANXIETY, PANIC ATTACKS, AND TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURIES DO NOT READ THIS BOOK. It is a really great story, but if you are not in a good place mentally to handle that it can be a lot. I haven't had a book make me cry in less than 50 pages in a long time but this one did.
I'm going to put the rest of the review below the spoiler
So my thoughts.
1) i saw a lot of other reviewers complaining that Isla's anxiety almost seemed like a whole character. Like it was the villain waiting in the wings. And here's the thing, Anxiety irl presents like that a lot of the time. I have a little voice in my head that tells me a lot of the same shit that Isla was thinking to herself. I've gotten better but that whole "second character who's job is to belittle you" is very accurate to how my anxiety can present itself. One of the tricks I use to keep her at bay is to treat her like a Starbucks Karen. Isla's anxiety is a lot more severe than mine is but this story is about her learning to stand up to her own mental Karen, Ewan helps a lot but at the end of the day Isla is the one who needs to stand up to Karen.
2) I love Isla and Ewan's relationship. He's great at pulling her out of her shell, and she's someone that Ewan feels like he can be himself around. I get the feeling that Ewan feels judged by a lot of people in his life, and as a second gen kid in an immigrant community that feels so accurate. Being able to follow along with a conversation but not being able to contribute is definitely something that resonated in my personal life. Also, the way their little nerdy banter plays off one another was ADORABLE AF
3) I love the entire premise of the story and the writing was great! my ONLY complaint is that it wrapped up way too quickly. Maybe it's because this is a debut author, and she's still finding her stride, but to have the resolution to Isla's second attempt at resetting the timeline be sequestered to the Epilogue made it feel a bit rushed. I like that the overarching story was that Isla needed to learn to accept herself even when bad things happen, but at the same time we had to sit through the bad timeline where Ewan was gone and we got almost nothing from the good timeline where everything works itself out.
4) I LOVED EWAN. I even wrote in the margins when he first got the call from Future!Isla that if he was the one who dies I would riot. AND I FUCKING DID. the first 89% of the book I flew through in like a day and a half. The like 10 pages from the Accident to when Isla realized she could call him again took literally FOUR HOURS of me pacing and crying and screaming and cussing to get through 😅
5) I love that Future!Ewan was able to get Isla to a place where she was able to step out of her comfort enough to meet him in a different way than they had originally. I love that she was able to learn how to accept the issues that would come, and that Current!Ewan was quick to learn how to work with her quirks. Their relationship felt real. Ewan made mistakes, so did Isla, but they worked through them in a way that didn't feel too "Hollywood we've got five minutes to wrap it up" which I think is why the ending felt so jarring. like I didn't want to have to read the hospital scene again, cuz ooff, but if there was a few more scenes, like maybe their wedding or them moving in together after the accident would have been nice. (OR even an announcement that "the accident was x amount of years ago"). I do love that Isla did get to have her moment with the gallery, but I wanted a bit more......
6) I do wish we got more of Ewan's POV chapters. Like I would love to have a Future!Ewan chapter where he realizes what's happening with the messages. Or even just a bit more of Current!Ewan's thoughts. I also REALLY want to know if Isla ever actually tells Current!Ewan about Future!Ewan and Future!Isla...... like what was that conversation even like?!?!?!
Overall solid story, the rushed ending was my only real gripe.
FIRST OF ALL IF YOU ARE NOT IN THE HEADSPACE TO READ ABOUT SUICIDE/SUICIDE IDEATION, NEGATIVE SELF TALKING, ANXIETY, PANIC ATTACKS, AND TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURIES DO NOT READ THIS BOOK. It is a really great story, but if you are not in a good place mentally to handle that it can be a lot. I haven't had a book make me cry in less than 50 pages in a long time but this one did.
I'm going to put the rest of the review below the spoiler
So my thoughts.
1) i saw a lot of other reviewers complaining that Isla's anxiety almost seemed like a whole character. Like it was the villain waiting in the wings. And here's the thing, Anxiety irl presents like that a lot of the time. I have a little voice in my head that tells me a lot of the same shit that Isla was thinking to herself. I've gotten better but that whole "second character who's job is to belittle you" is very accurate to how my anxiety can present itself. One of the tricks I use to keep her at bay is to treat her like a Starbucks Karen. Isla's anxiety is a lot more severe than mine is but this story is about her learning to stand up to her own mental Karen, Ewan helps a lot but at the end of the day Isla is the one who needs to stand up to Karen.
2) I love Isla and Ewan's relationship. He's great at pulling her out of her shell, and she's someone that Ewan feels like he can be himself around. I get the feeling that Ewan feels judged by a lot of people in his life, and as a second gen kid in an immigrant community that feels so accurate. Being able to follow along with a conversation but not being able to contribute is definitely something that resonated in my personal life. Also, the way their little nerdy banter plays off one another was ADORABLE AF
3) I love the entire premise of the story and the writing was great! my ONLY complaint is that it wrapped up way too quickly. Maybe it's because this is a debut author, and she's still finding her stride, but to have the resolution to Isla's second attempt at resetting the timeline be sequestered to the Epilogue made it feel a bit rushed. I like that the overarching story was that Isla needed to learn to accept herself even when bad things happen, but at the same time we had to sit through the bad timeline where Ewan was gone and we got almost nothing from the good timeline where everything works itself out.
4) I LOVED EWAN. I even wrote in the margins when he first got the call from Future!Isla that if he was the one who dies I would riot. AND I FUCKING DID. the first 89% of the book I flew through in like a day and a half. The like 10 pages from the Accident to when Isla realized she could call him again took literally FOUR HOURS of me pacing and crying and screaming and cussing to get through 😅
5) I love that Future!Ewan was able to get Isla to a place where she was able to step out of her comfort enough to meet him in a different way than they had originally. I love that she was able to learn how to accept the issues that would come, and that Current!Ewan was quick to learn how to work with her quirks. Their relationship felt real. Ewan made mistakes, so did Isla, but they worked through them in a way that didn't feel too "Hollywood we've got five minutes to wrap it up" which I think is why the ending felt so jarring. like I didn't want to have to read the hospital scene again, cuz ooff, but if there was a few more scenes, like maybe their wedding or them moving in together after the accident would have been nice. (OR even an announcement that "the accident was x amount of years ago"). I do love that Isla did get to have her moment with the gallery, but I wanted a bit more......
6) I do wish we got more of Ewan's POV chapters. Like I would love to have a Future!Ewan chapter where he realizes what's happening with the messages. Or even just a bit more of Current!Ewan's thoughts. I also REALLY want to know if Isla ever actually tells Current!Ewan about Future!Ewan and Future!Isla...... like what was that conversation even like?!?!?!
Overall solid story, the rushed ending was my only real gripe.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Grief and Panic attacks/disorders
Moderate: Injury/Injury detail, Car accident, Death, Death of parent, Emotional abuse, Grief, Medical trauma, Mental illness, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, and Vomit
Minor: Injury/Injury detail and Vomit
jenn_reads's review against another edition
The pet names are atrocious. The main character is unrelatable. This dude is waaaaayyyyy too much and the conversations are not engaging.
Normally I love time nonsense but this is not for me and I DNF.
Normally I love time nonsense but this is not for me and I DNF.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Death of parent, Panic attacks/disorders, Cancer, Suicidal thoughts, and Suicide attempt