3.67 AVERAGE


I plan to revisit this book when I have less going on. It’s just a very slow, thinky book and I don’t have the bandwidth for it at the moment.

I think I understand what the author wanted to accomplish. Unfortunately, even as the reader does witness a progression in the protagonist's thinking (a good thing, because she started out a bit insufferable), the latter half of the book was weighted down by a higher percentage of rambling space-exploration-based  science-nerdery (to each their own) and veering from feminist analysis to feminist mysticism (also not my bag), and these lengthy passages, while eventually arriving at (arguably oft-reiterated) points (arrived at from different angles) made it hard to stay in the mood and mindset best suited to be receptive to the author's final pronouncements on the themes of intersectional feminism and environmentalism, censuring a patriarchal, colonialist, anthopocentric view of the world. 

Specific problems for me:
The idea of identities outside the gender binary are really only touched on in relation to the Indigenous Two Spirit sense, and then briefly, alongside acknowledging historically Indigenous matriarchies. I'm just left with a bad aftertaste of earlier waves of feminism, i.e. 'being a woman means this, this, and this, and men are historically trash' without much nuance added. It feels like near the end the author might be pushing beyond those boundaries, but it's a long time to spend reading over and over again this reaffirming of a pretty rigid dichotomy. 
Much as it makes a juicy topic to expand upon in critical opposition, I really didn't want to spend that much time reflecting on Ted Kaczynski's thoughts or actions. 😑
One motion blurred black and white photo of vague scenery as seen from vehicle was enough, it didn't really act as further scene setting repeatedly interspersed in the text as the locations changed.
And last, but not least, my main gripe: 
Cognitive dissonance, the way it's written, feels like a memoir, but it IS a novel and makes me mistrust any facts delivered. What's real and what is fiction? Without footnotes citing sources, I have to hedge that it's all fake and that does take away from what I think the story was hoping to do. You could argue that there are all kinds of novels that don't bother to cite what might fall under the umbrella of 'common knowledge', but this writing goes in depth on a number of topics, scientific, historical and sociological, and it just feels like work not done that only some direct quotes are given credit in just two pages of acknowledgements (no other citations, list of sources in the book). 🤨

⚠️ Misogyny, SA, processing trauma, animal death, suicidal ideation, suicide, nuclear war anxiety

Reads as non-fiction but is fiction, so missing personal element? I don't know, didn't think I could make it through all at once. May pick it up later.

DNF - couldn't stand the main character, Erin

Strange and wonderful; i led a book club on this book and had no fewer than 40 of those college-era sticky tabs throughout. Loved the science, and the language, and the sometimes blisteringly smart, sometimes perfectly age-appropriately naive philosophy and politics. I'll send a copy of this book to anyone. It's jumping into an ice-cold lake on a hot day.
adventurous emotional funny informative inspiring reflective slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: N/A

I really loved this book. Andrews has a way of writing that spoke to me deeply. I wasn't expecting to cry at the end but y'all, I wept. Such a beautiful piece of work.

3.5

Trigger warning:
Spoiler mentions suicide, sexual harassment, death (of human(s) and animal(s)), near death experience, ecological destruction
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2.0
adventurous informative inspiring reflective slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: N/A
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

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as a woman who loves the wilderness i thought this would be the perfect read. truthfully there were many parts of this book that i did like, but ultimately i found it far too long. it took me like 6 months to read this book because i kept putting it down to read other books, which certainly says something.

i also think global warming is bad, but i'm not about to spend 200 pages reflecting on how nobel it would be to kill myself as a sacrifice to the earth and an apology for existing.