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4.5


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kateyoutka's review against another edition

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3.0

A deeply troubling assessment of one woman's experience in the Children of God, a cult known for troubling sex practices (among a myriad of other issues). This isn't so much a book *about* the cult as it is a memoir about one person's experience within said cult. I wish the history of the cult had been given throughout the book, rather than a rushed introduction -- I listened to the audiobook of this so it was impossible for me to flip back to the history section and cross-check anything I was confused about. 

That said, I feel for the author and her experiences and hope she is healing.

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melchncookies's review

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4.5

This book has graphic descriptions of sexual acts involving minors. It’s not for the faint hearted. 

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erebus53's review against another edition

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4.0

This is not a book you want to start into without first being in a good place. It tells the personal story of a child born to a family pivotal to the Children of God, or "The Family"; a cult organisation based on some twisted interpretations of Christian gospel.

There is overt sexual content in the book, and descriptions of children brought up in a sexualised environment, with authoritarian discipline and privations of scarcity and poverty.

I think I would have not understood this quite so well if I had not already read about various social controls and the nature of Domestic Abuse and trauma healing. The descriptions clearly outline the methods that were used to create submissiveness, dependence, and unquestioning loyalty in people whose fundamental rights were being violated regularly.

Honestly the whole concept in such an extreme social context just makes me consider the societal norms and methods of oppression that we have in our daily lives and just normalise.. "that's just how things are".

It's a powerful account, but not really a fun read.

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4.5


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sunflowersabrina's review

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3.5

Very interesting book. I can’t exactly say I enjoyed reading it, but it’s not really the sort of book you’re meant to enjoy. A very clear look at how cults and systematic abuse shape your worldview as you grow up and how you can become attached to and complicit in a system that perpetrates terrible things even while suffering under that same system. At the same time, it shows resilience and the realities of facing the truth about what you’ve done and what’s been done to you and breaking out of a cycle of abuse. 

This book is very focused on the author’s own experience (understandable) and sexual abuse. It is often explicit and this may be hard or triggering for a lot of readers (it was for me). It also glosses over the strong undercurrent of racism within the family and how messed up a lot of elements are like Witnessing. 

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playswithstring's review

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4.0

This book was tough. It’s hundreds of pages of abuse. I knew what the Children of God cult was about after reading Uncultured (Daniella Mestyanek) last year, but Faith Jones goes so much more into detail about the abuse she suffered. 

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3.25

I've read a lot about cults and personal memoirs from people in cults, but this one didn't really help me understand the cult itself. The descriptions of sexual abuse are so graphic, it's very difficult to get through. 

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