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A Study in Drowning by Ava Reid

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moonchild_cos's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional mysterious sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.25


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kemikemi's review against another edition

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dark mysterious tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.0

Regardless of however the book was marketed, to me this book is a mysterious and anxious character study inside a dark academia fantasy setting. The focus on higher education research and the Llyrian literary world, with exerpts from books, poems, and academic  articles from within Llyr at the start of each chapter, reminded me of Emily Wilde’s Encyclopaedia of Faeries by Heather Fawcett—another book I enjoyed that created additional academic lore to immerse the reader in the culture it was creating and further the themes of the novel. Angharad, as well as Myrddin’s poems, were written so beautifully and I wish they were released on their own so that we could read them in full; Ava Reid did such a good job with the setting of Hiraeth, its location within
the Bottom Hundred, and with the overall character that was the sea.

This book was also a fascinating character study, and no matter how many other people call her bland I will stand by Effy as a character. The beginning was a little hard to get through because her perspective was giving me so much secondhand anxiety; the description of her thoughts and feelings were so visceral and yet she also spoke in vagues, so that you could not clearly grasp what exactly was haunting her so. Once she began to reveal her past, however, it all slowly clicked into place, and from the moment she said it I knew in my heart it was all real. It’s a bit of a tale as old as time, a young woman who is experienced no one believing her for so long that she begins to doubt her own senses and sanity. Don’t get me wrong, I was very invested in the mystery behind Angharad and wanted to see what the truth would unfold to be, the most of all I wanted to know if Effy would ever get to experience realizing and proving that herself as right in her own personal story. I also don’t understand how people don’t see the romance in this story, because I very much did; it was tender and rooted in someone caring for and believing in you. Especially with the blatant juxtaposition of very masculine older men trying to tell Effy who she was and what she needed, her relationship with a same-aged peer and quiet academic felt very precious to me and I enjoyed every minute they were on-page together. 

My main critique would have to be the way the events of the book unfolded from the climax to the end; when considering the pace of the rest of the novel, it did feel very fast and like so much information was suddenly dumped on us.
I did feel very vindicated, having guessed from the moment Preston said he didn’t think Angharad was written by Emrys Myrddin it was written by his widow, although initially, I was a bit too optimistic like Effie and thought that it was going to be a love story where women weren’t allowed to publish novels and so one man who loved his wife so much published it for her so that he could prove to her that her writing could and would be beloved by the entire land. The reality is so much more bleak, but in a world where sexism is so ingrained, a story about common men being commonly greedy and cruel more realistic than a fantastic love about a man who rose above basic misogyny.
However, this complaint does not ruin my enjoyment for the book as a whole, and thus I rate it four stars. I had a great time diving into this world, and I also have to thank Saskia Maarleveld for her fantastic narrating of the audiobook; I especially loved how she did Preston’s voice, and I think her voice lilting across all the Llyrian and Argantian words and accented voices really elevated the experience for me. 

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witcheep's review against another edition

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dark emotional mysterious tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

2.5

I can see why so many people have enjoyed this book, but to me, it is a miss.

This is very dark story due to the worldbuilding! The world the characters live in is very misogynistic, and the main characters find it hard to fight against, which made the reading experience very uncomfortable – as it should. However, the plot didn't offer enough either mystery or romance, so besides uncomfortable, the book was also boring. The hints towards the mystery made the ending too predictable.

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michelethestick's review against another edition

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dark medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5

A Study in Drowning was a lengthy look into how superstition is just the ugly side of magic.  This is a dark and icky world where female characters have no agency.   It felt like a cross between Rebecca and the Magicians.  A devotee of a book discovers what it's like to understand her hero.  It's a little soggy.  

Well written though, this novel was filled with beautiful descriptions.  The characters were multi-faceted.  The world building was rich and filled with minute details.

I don't love the way Reid handles SA and its been present in all of her novels I've read so far.  Which I also don't enjoy.  

There were a few times when the characters' decisions seemed too convenient and not fully in character.  But for the most part, it's a good book.

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zoer03's review against another edition

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adventurous dark mysterious tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

3.5

I liked the mysteriousness and the sort of fae like elements to the world that is built within this story, I just don’t like or couldn’t sympathise with the MFC, effy felt at times childish, naive, rude, horrible and a bit too dramatic almost to the point of madness I feel that with her moods she might be described as having depression. Granted her backstory is pretty harsh but she never apologises for how she treats her rival - lover Preston and I can’t accept it. I found the ending a bit flat. It’s good if you are looking for or love this wishy washy Edwardian style fantasy but I find it leaves a nasty taste in my mouth. 

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aleilvandrea's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional inspiring mysterious tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

5.0


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terrastrial's review against another edition

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adventurous mysterious
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No

3.5

not my favorite of hers, I liked the plot tho and the strength of connection formed between young women who've been preyed on by older men. The resilience that sparks when someone finds another that has suffered the same trauma and validates its reality. I do feel like Ava Reid built up a whole fantasy world with political strife and two warring countries and then placed this story inside it, I think the xenophobia was unnecessary but I may have missed something.

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edilyaaang's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging dark emotional mysterious sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.75

Reading this book felt like a rollercoaster ride. 

Got really confused about everything at first especially because there were lots of gaps in the beginning. There were times that that I rolled my eyes hard at some parts but in the end I felt like those things married the story together in a way that gave it more depth.

 But whew, I did not expect the story to turn that way. Though I have already guessed some parts of the story, the plots twists blew my mind off.
Especially how the Fairy King was real. I did not see that one coming. And that bed scene came out of nowhere LMFAO.

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hspfost's review against another edition

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dark inspiring mysterious reflective medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

This book gets a 5 for impossibly perfect water metaphors.

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ceruleanheather's review against another edition

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challenging dark emotional hopeful mysterious tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

"I wish I had fought..."
"Oh no, Effy. That's not what I meant at all. You don't have to take up a sword. Survival is bravery too."

Effy is a smart, pretty architectural student who is probably Emrys Myrddin's biggest fan. So when she gets the chance to redesign Myrddin's home it seems like a dream come true. However Effy has to share this dream with a smug literature student named Preston, who is bent on proving that Effy's idol is not deserving of the praise he receives.

This sounds like a rom com at first glance, but there are sinister secrets everywhere. Old magic, curses and sacrifices, and a journey of healing and self discovery. It is tough to get through at times, just like any real grief and healing journey.

In the end I absolutely adored this book, but it took me time to get there. I really struggled to sit down and read it. At first I thought it was because I couldn't connect to the characters and the story. However as the story continued, I realized that I in fact connected too much with Effy. And that is the beauty of this book. Just like Angharad was a lighthouse for Effy, A Study in Drowning is a lighthouse for any girl or woman (or any person for that matter) who has been through something and had no one believe them. Yet the story is told in such a way that you don't realize it is helping you heal until you battle through it.

Effy's journey from a lost, self-doubting, girl who thinks she isn't capable of being loved to the girl who survives and uses the strength she found along the way to make a stand is just beautiful.

Also a side note: I picked this book as the last one in my Taylor Swift Eras reading challenge, to go with the Tortured Poets Department. It ended up fitting pretty well. Who's Afraid of Little Old Me? You should be.

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Some of my favorite lines/parts:

"Love is a fire that cannot burn alone."

"My apologies if it wasn't clear to you, Mr. Marlowe." (It makes sense in context!)

"Miserably, and against her will, Effy realized that she was in a Romance after all."

"Are you scared?"
"Of drowning? Of the dark? Yes. Those are very reasonable things to be scared of."

"And everyone thinks that I started it but I didn't. I never got anything from him..."
"...I believe you." ❤️❤️❤️

"One must know before loving."

"The only reason anything matters is because it ends."

"The Fairy King was all of them...every wanting man..."

"I wanted just one girl, only one, to read my book and feel that she was understood, and I would be understood in return." ❤️❤️❤️

"If you can learn to love that which despises you, that which terrifies you, you can dance on the shore and play in the waves again like you did when you were young. Before the ocean is friend or foe, it simply is. And so are you."

"Survival is bravery too."

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