3.91 AVERAGE

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DID NOT FINISH: 28%

boring
reflective sad tense slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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emotional reflective sad tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

4.42 stars

This started slow for me—this is not my life now, this wild devastation and unraveling, this troubled mothering—but things certainly escalated, and I found myself pulled in, somewhat against my will. Grotesque and full of dread, parts of this reminded me of the claustrophobic scene in The Recognitions with the little girl who continuously asks for sleeping pills at the party (a scene that still haunts me). But the writing here is a peculiar mix of melodramatic and measured.


"As for me, if all the features that I had assimilated from him had once seemed to me lovable, how, now that they no longer seemed lovable, was I going to tear them out of me? How could I scrape them definitively off of my body, my mind, without finding that I had in the process scraped away myself? [...] I wanted to be me. If that formulation even made sense. Or at least I wanted to see what remained of me, once he was removed."

You've felt that. Or am I confusing you with me?
dark emotional sad tense slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
dark emotional reflective medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

The usual good writing you expect from Elena Ferrante.
dark emotional sad tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes