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Graphic: Death, Pregnancy, Abandonment, War, Classism
Moderate: Child death, Infertility, Racism, Sexism, Violence, Xenophobia, Blood, Grief, Death of parent, Toxic friendship
Minor: Miscarriage, Vomit, Fire/Fire injury, Injury/Injury detail
The book is about imposter syndrome, complex interpersonal relationships and solving a mystery under the duress of being humanity’s final hope. Neatly alternating between past and present, learning about who the characters are through who they were. Rounding out their motivations and experiences in a way that informs their current actions. Well timed twists, and a (genuinely) intelligent protagonist. It’s hopeful, turbulent and satisfying.
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A more emotional journey than I had anticipated; themes of disconnection, feelings of not belonging anywhere, familial estrangement, misunderstanding, loss and grief.
The earth in the book isn’t so far departed from our own, providing an uncomfortable look at a possible future. Incredible commentary on climate change, highlighting sociopolitical issues such as racism and eugenics. The value placed on certain traits/skills impact how characters value themselves and one another. The book goes on to criticise how they [we] define “the best” of humanity.
Diverse and intersectional. LGBTQ+ identities are embedded so that you stumble across them. Casual use of they/them pronouns, mentions that she started dating her. Completely natural, brought warmth to my rainbow heart.
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Beyond the enthralling plot and fascinating characters, I want to take a moment to really commend Kitasei for building such a complex world, which parallels and thus critiques our own.
Issues of social prejudice maintain beyond Earth. The crew is diverse and intersectional, a group intended as an elite selection of humanity. In a seemingly inclusive environment that is both feminist and largely LGBTQ+, the story depicts how minorities are still mistreated by members of that community. Safe spaces can feel a lot less safe to those with intersectional identities, and individuals without those intersections are too often oblivious to the fact. While it’s easier for us to believe that such a community could never be prejudiced, the reality is that everyone is a product of their environment and systemic issues don’t vanish over night. That insidious nature is captured here. It’s important to have books like this that highlight that reality. Even when, perhaps especially when, it’s not the main focus of the plot.
Graphic: Body horror, Confinement, Cursing, Death, Hate crime, Infertility, Mental illness, Miscarriage, Misogyny, Racism, Violence, Blood, Grief, Death of parent, Pregnancy, Fire/Fire injury, Toxic friendship, Injury/Injury detail
took me a while to get through because it was one of my camp reads but i was actively excited to get back to it when i had a chance.
super interesting world, setting and plot. it felt realistic but also really enjoyably scifi-y. i wish i got a little more explanation on why the world was so destroyed and what specifically happened to her family, but i get that it wasn't really the focus of the book (they literally left earth behind both figuratively and literally).
both the school and the ship were so fleshed out and had such interesting concepts that i almost wanted a separate book about each, but i felt like balancing the two between flashbacks and current day served the story as it exists very well.
the mystery on the ship was tense and exciting to see progress right up until the end when the perpetrator is revealed which i felt was a little iffy. it didnt really make sense to me for it to be her and i felt like there weren't really any clues, but it could have been because of how chopped up my reading of this was, i tended to forget some details.
emotionally touching and really sweet.
i looooveee sentient ai so that always gains points for me.
i am obsessed with the diversity especially with the ease it's handled with. this is a world that feels so chill around lgbtq people while still having relevant and realistic issues remaining with gender in a wider sense (men vs women on the mission) as well as race somewhat (though it was competition between countries more than it was actual racism for the most part, although that is touched on too)
generally loved the world and characters but the plot and ending were a teensy bit weak.
Moderate: Death, Infertility, Sexism, Violence, Xenophobia, Medical content, Death of parent, Murder, Pregnancy, Toxic friendship, War
Graphic: Death, Gore, Violence, Fire/Fire injury
Moderate: Child death, Confinement, Infertility, Racism, Xenophobia, Blood, Medical content, Grief, Pregnancy, Toxic friendship, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Ableism, Animal death, Miscarriage, Misogyny, Sexism, Suicidal thoughts, Vomit, Car accident, Death of parent, War
It had neat elements of sci fi, a mostly female cast, international and trans rep… but it falls short in that all characters felt very surface level beyond the main character and her best friend Ruth. The time jumps between 12y-18y and 30y old Asuka were barely differentiated by voice or personality. The characters read much younger than they are - this may be due to the 10 year cryosleep but it could also be due to lack of character development.
I think it did well with establishing the pre-mission weirdness of what she was trained to be, and how that impacts her relationship with her fellow crew. The background helps with exploring the motives for possible saboteurs.
Graphic: Infertility, Miscarriage, Violence, Pregnancy
Moderate: Gaslighting, Toxic friendship
Minor: Xenophobia
That said, the book does suffer from having too large a cast. Many characters are mentioned with little depth, and it's hard to hard about anyone other than our main character. Similarly, the sci-fi aspects are glossed over and require a large suspension of disbelief.
Overall, an interesting and heartfelt first novel. I'll be looking foward to more from the author.
Graphic: Child death, Death, Blood, Pregnancy
Moderate: Gore, Hate crime, Infertility, Miscarriage, Suicidal thoughts, Vomit, Toxic friendship
Moderate: Miscarriage, Racism, Police brutality, Murder, Toxic friendship
Graphic: Violence
Minor: Child death, Death, Infertility, Blood, Medical trauma, Death of parent, Murder, Pregnancy, Toxic friendship
I found that when I truly started questioning the logic of this space mission though, things kinda started to fall apart. I had several questions into the planning of this terraforming space mission that don't get answered directly but are implied softly, but I would have liked a little bit more of a concrete explanation as how this whole mission was set up.
Asuka also felt like a very distant narrator, despite the book being from her perspective. I thought I would fine the sci-fi space aspects the most interesting thing about this book, but instead the themes are largely pregnancy, VR implants, and unresolved teenage drama. The pregnancy themes are a little odd too as they don't actually have that much weight in the story narrative till the very end....kinda.
I personally liked the flashbacks before the space mission to be the most. These chapters were more interesting and well-written to me, providing some interesting speculative commentary on the future of Earth interwoven between a difficult mom/daughter relationship.
Graphic: Death, Toxic relationship, Toxic friendship
Moderate: Animal death, Violence, Pregnancy, Fire/Fire injury
Minor: Child death, Grief, Death of parent
Part of me wants to re-read the book again to see if I can pick up on subtle cues leading to the answering the mystery, but things were well-explained and I loved the twists that were explored. The author also does a wonderful job of making each character into a protagonist of their own and weighing the goods and beads of their personalities. The characters were diverse and nuanced, and it truly came through in the storytelling. Overall a great read, and one I hope to revisit in the future.
Graphic: Ableism, Gore, Mental illness, Violence, Xenophobia, Blood, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Hate crime, Grief, Death of parent, Pregnancy, Fire/Fire injury
Minor: Death, Gun violence, Infertility, Miscarriage, Panic attacks/disorders, Racism, Suicidal thoughts, Medical content, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt, Toxic friendship