mysterious reflective slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: N/A
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated
adventurous challenging dark mysterious reflective slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: No

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challenging slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: N/A
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: No
challenging slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

I'm frankly amazed I got through this audiobook.  Why on earth they chose a female narrator, I will never understand.  It made it more painful than it needed to be, and it was already quite painful.

I don't think I will ever be late-Victorian enough, or understand Scottish Presbyterianism enough, to enjoy this book.  It was the most a-Christological vaguely-Christian thing I've ever encountered.  For that, it was remarkable, I suppose.  But the dragging on and on and on of the plot, through not only the same topics but the same character-types and scenes over and over, was devastating to the psyche.

Shoulda just stuck with that one little quote I learned from the C.S. Lewis George MacDonald anthology as a teenager.  I'll never learn.
challenging mysterious reflective slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Plot
challenging mysterious reflective sad slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
adventurous challenging emotional hopeful inspiring mysterious reflective medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

I honestly don't know. It was confusing and idk I just didn't feel it.

This was one crazy read. I only wish I'd had some idea before starting what the book was about. Very different from Phantastes.

(Notes for my own reference):

p143: "she fears and therefore hates her child..." (this whole chapter is great, chapter XXX)

p189: conversation between Mara (lady of sorrow) and princess (Lilith) on giving up self to find self. and p191: Lilith going through hell.