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imijen's review against another edition
3.0
The rest of this very short book I quite liked. The simmering, quiet anger of this unnamed protagonist is well written and clear.
I feel. Of course I do.
I have emotions.
But I try to consider events as if they're happening to someone else. Some other entity. There's the thinking, rationalizing I (me). And the doing, the experiencing, her. I look at her kindly. From a distance. To protect myself, I detach.
She is an observer to her own life. A black British woman, successful in many ways, including in her career in banking, due to her own hard work, despite the disbelief of colleagues and others, who cry over performative diversity. The narrator is not triumphant in her success, however, and instead finds herself feeling lost, despairing over the transactional nature in a society where she can never win.
A moment near the beginning really stuck with me, where the protagonist visits her school, to inspire others from a background, when inside she feels conflicted over promoting a way of life she never truly wanted to the next generation.
I also thought the the contrast between her and her boyfriend, a white man with significant generational wealth, was really well done.
This book felt like it had a purpose, and didn't need another 100 pages to fulfil it. It's dense for something short, but still easy to read in a sitting or two.
Graphic: Racial slurs and Racism
Moderate: Cancer, Death, Suicidal thoughts, Medical content, Sexual harassment, and Colonisation
orlagal's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? N/A
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
3.5
Graphic: Cancer, Death, Genocide, Racial slurs, Racism, Slavery, Terminal illness, Toxic relationship, Xenophobia, Medical content, Grief, Cultural appropriation, Gaslighting, Alcohol, Colonisation, Classism, and Deportation
hilarylouise's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
4.0
Moderate: Cancer and Racism
Minor: Death, Colonisation, and War
calamityin's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
One possible theme is that one cannot stop, but must always keep moving, something Brown directly challenges with her character who questions why the movement is necessary. Much of this questioning rings into suicidal ideation, with detachment, confusion, and resignation all seeping into the words, and the main character's consideration of her cancer diagnosis further bolsters this idea.
As the book came to a close, I was left with the distinct impression that this book was supposed to be a speech more than a novel. It was saying something not about a narrative story but about experience on the whole, which I can understand turns many readers away when they find they cannot connect with the characters. I, however, thought this worked beautifully and could feel myself aligning with an orator who can tell the audience is not getting what they should from the presentation. By the end, I was drawn back to the early image of a talk at a school for young girls, encouraging them to pursue the life of the MC, while the MC herself is questioning if she wants to continue pursuing this life.
Altogether a beautiful book that I will be buying a personal copy of so that I can make my own annotations to the text on my next read.
Graphic: Cancer, Death, Mental illness, Misogyny, Racism, Sexism, Suicidal thoughts, Terminal illness, Sexual harassment, Colonisation, and Classism
Moderate: Hate crime, Slavery, Xenophobia, and Deportation
Minor: Body shaming, Racial slurs, Toxic relationship, Medical content, Toxic friendship, and Alcohol
felicityebhaslin's review against another edition
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
5.0
Graphic: Misogyny, Racism, Sexism, Slavery, Terminal illness, Gaslighting, Sexual harassment, and Classism
Moderate: Cancer, Death, Hate crime, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Police brutality, and Colonisation
Minor: Racial slurs
mackenzi's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
It's prettily written and I enjoyed the style. The jumping between the present moment and thoughts of other events, the past, summarizing feelings, drawing conclusions, all in an uncertain voice which halts and interupts itself frequently. It's an easy style for my brain to read, very similar to my own thought process. And the style conjures a distant, detatched, anxious yet resigned perspective. It's very well constructed.
I thought it was funny how most of the top reviews for this book on Goodreads are white men. How they praise it.
Graphic: Racism, Colonisation, and Classism
sangsmiles's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
4.5
Graphic: Racial slurs, Racism, and Sexism
Moderate: Hate crime, Sexual assault, Police brutality, Colonisation, and Deportation
ssinforshort's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
3.25
This stream of consciousness book kept me interested, and included a lot Black British history that I wasn't aware of. I will definitely be doing more research after this.
I do think this would have been better if it was told fully in verse. The even shorter form would have made it easier to dissect. Though, this may have been the authors intent.
Moderate: Cancer, Racism, and Colonisation
happilyeveralli's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? N/A
3.5
This is an impeccable novella. I think that a work should always aim to unsettle the current worldview of its readers, but the number of my review reflects my indecision about how I felt about the ending. The novella touches on dread, and that’s how the ending made me feel. I don’t think that’s a bad thing, I just think that I’ll have to sit with this one for a while.
Graphic: Cancer and Racism
Moderate: Racial slurs, Suicidal thoughts, and Colonisation
fiaharringbook's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Racism, Gaslighting, and Colonisation
Moderate: Cancer, Racism, Toxic relationship, Sexual harassment, and Colonisation
Minor: Genocide, Racial slurs, Racism, Slavery, Police brutality, Alcohol, and Deportation