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Graphic: Alcoholism, Body horror, Child abuse, Child death, Cursing, Death, Blood
Minor: Drug use, Emotional abuse, Gore, Gun violence, Violence, Grief, Death of parent, Murder, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Body horror, Violence
Graphic: Body horror, Gore
Moderate: Alcoholism, Child abuse, Child death, Gun violence, Blood, Gaslighting, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Medical content, Mass/school shootings
Graphic: Body horror, Death, Gore, Blood, Death of parent
Graphic: Body horror, Gore, Violence, Blood
Moderate: Child death
And for me, the more I read, the scarier the story seemed to feel. The small chain reactions that continue to build around Jess and the little boy while running away from the creature chasing them end up having such a big impact, I was really just hoping for certain parts to just be a character's dream.
Graphic: Body horror, Cursing, Death, Emotional abuse, Gore, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Grief, Death of parent, Murder, Abandonment, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Addiction, Alcoholism, Animal cruelty, Child abuse, Drug use, Vomit, Medical trauma, Death of parent, Alcohol, Dysphoria
I hadn't read a book by Nat Cassidy yet, but the description spoke to me so I picked this audiobook up. Oh man, oh man, oh MAN. This is an incredibly tense, evocative, and complicated book. Before I say anything else: PLEASE NOTE THE TRIGGER WARNINGS INCLUDED AT THE START OF THIS BOOK. Including some I'll list here: violence, gore, body horror, death of parent, child death, child abuse, medical content, needles, stalking, and kidnapping. And that's just a start.
"When the Wolf Comes Home" is about fear. Largely, it's about being a parent, what that means, the choices we make regarding our children, fears we have/fears they have, etc., but it's also about control. Control is something of an antonym of fear, because we use control to navigate said fears: we control our emotions, our reactions, our actions. Even with a phobia, we exist in a world made of pure fear, and we have to find our own ways to survive all that.
But there is no controlling a child. You can try, as characters in this novel do, but when it comes down to it: that child has their own autonomy. If you try to "control" a child, they will likely have one of two reactions: acquiescence or resistance. They will learn to adapt your behaviors/lessons, or they will oppose you and defy your attempts. Ultimately, we can only control our own actions and reactions. We cannot foist our will upon another, even if they're too young to understand different.
The lessons in this book reflect back on control often. Although you get little of his perspective, the boy's father tried to control him prior to the inciting incident that opened the book. Jess, the protagonist, picks up his baton and tries to teach/control the kid thereafter. But they both end up at the same conclusion: he cannot be controlled. And what does that mean?
Fear is too big a thing to ever control. You can heal the symptoms, but can you ever fully relieve yourself of fear? And a child fears most of all, because they have no prior experience, no context with which to understand the world. For instance, I have 30 years of life to help me navigate new challenges daily. Kiddo had five. Less, considering memories aren't exact when you're too young for words. So he, rightfully, feared everything. And what happens when your fears are a trigger for even scarier things? Well, that's what this book is about!
"When the Wolf Comes Home," follows stressed-out, mid-crisis Improv-wannabe, Jess, as she finds a scared young boy and attempts to protect him from the real world (and fantasy) dangers that follow them. Among said dangers are wolves, monsters, animated characters, and hat-bats. Levels of danger vary. Soon enough, she comes to realize that the danger might not be "after them," after all, but running alongside them. The boy has powers. Jess, an ill-equipped waitress and reluctant caregiver, is thrown into a helluva situation. She adapts by using the number one rule of improv: Yes and.
Nat Cassidy's writing is full of visually complex ideas and creations. It's never hard to picture what's on the page (or spoken through the radio, in my case), because Cassidy is so descriptive and exact. Every confusing notion is followed by a simile or metaphor that knocks you right back into the world of Jess and her charge. The characters and set-ups are if not perfect, then sooo satisfying when they pay off. The characters are fully realized, fully themselves. They could walk off the page and you wouldn't bat an eye (not just because of the fantasy powers depicted).
The ending is dark. Shocking, and hard to read. This isn't a happily-ever-after story. But if you read this, you'll understand that there really couldn't be one? The themes of the story are too complex, too real for this book to end anywhere close to happy. This story contains a lot of death. As depicted on the cover, no one will be sparred. I enjoyed this book a lot, but it was very hard. Very difficult and heavy. And I say all this with the disclaimer that I do not have/want children. I do not feel the maternal instincts indicative of my gender, feelings that may affect many audience members. Be warned, this is a heavy book.
Thank you to Netgalley for the digital audiobook, in exchange for an honest review.
Graphic: Body horror, Child abuse, Child death, Death, Gore, Violence, Blood, Medical content, Kidnapping, Grief, Medical trauma, Stalking, Death of parent, Murder, Abandonment, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Addiction, Gun violence, Alcohol
Minor: Suicidal thoughts
I thought I hated this at first. In fact, I almost DNFed it like twice in the first half! This is through absolutely no fault of the book at all, entirely a skill issue on my end. The thing with this book, it subverts a lot of the thoughts you might have about a horror novel. There are monsters, yes. There's high stakes, it's bloody, all of that. But this book isn't *just* all of those things. This book also tackles the terror that is being a young kid and what that might look like if those fears become real. Sometimes that looks kinda silly, like <spoiler2D cartoon characters chasing you through a hallway with a chainsaw. Sometimes that's much more horrifying, like
The audiobook for this was wonderful. The narration masterfully done, Helen Laser does a great job throwing her voice between woman in her 30s and child at 5 years old. Nat himself chiming in at *just* the right moment (you'll know) was also so incredible.
One thing I will say is I didn't super love the ending. Felt a liiiittle lame for a "twist" to me. Not enough to knock down my rating but worth mentioning.
I wouldn't recommend this to just any old horror enjoyer; it certainly won't be for everyone, but this book was definitely something to marvel at and I'm really glad I stuck with it in the end.
Graphic: Body horror, Child death, Death, Gore, Violence, Blood, Death of parent, Murder, Abandonment, Alcohol
Graphic: Body horror, Violence, Blood
Moderate: Child abuse, Child death, Death of parent
Graphic: Body horror, Child abuse, Child death, Gore, Panic attacks/disorders, Blood, Death of parent