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tlycomfort's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Sexual violence, Pedophilia, Rape, and Toxic relationship
Moderate: Drug use, Suicide, Emotional abuse, Gaslighting, and Alcoholism
Minor: Bullying, Death of parent, Infidelity, Grief, and Vomit
autumnwhite's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
Graphic: Alcoholism, Animal death, Infidelity, Misogyny, Rape, Sexual assault, Vomit, Bullying, Cursing, Adult/minor relationship, Death of parent, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Gaslighting, Sexism, Sexual content, Sexual harassment, Sexual violence, Stalking, Child abuse, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Suicidal thoughts, Alcohol, and Toxic relationship
tmickey's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Gaslighting, Rape, Child abuse, Sexual harassment, Emotional abuse, Adult/minor relationship, Pedophilia, Toxic relationship, and Sexual assault
Moderate: Drug abuse, Addiction, and Drug use
Minor: Infidelity and Suicidal thoughts
samarakroeger's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
This is a hard read. I could not stomach more than a chapter or so at a time for the first half of the book because of how triggering and DARK the subject matter is. That being said, the prose is immensely readable; Kate Elizabeth Russell did an outstanding job, especially considering this is a debut. I thought it struck a perfect balance between being "beautifully written" (a description I often think is just a euphemism for "flowery") and viscerally raw. The narrative voice is so strong and so believable (yet also unreliable), and writing teen narrators that sound like actual, naive teenagers with real, (rational to them) thoughts is a feat that is nigh impossible to pull off.
I'm not typically one for quotes, but this one from the end of the book really called out to me and sums up one of the main points of the book.
I'll be thinking about this book for a long time.
Graphic: Emotional abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Adult/minor relationship, Gaslighting, Pedophilia, Toxic relationship, and Physical abuse
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Drug use, Stalking, Death of parent, Mental illness, Misogyny, Sexism, Alcoholism, and Death
Minor: Child abuse, Bullying, Infidelity, and Animal death
If you want to know what grooming can look like and how teenage girls can fall into that trap through excessive gaslighting, manipulation, and abuse, this is the perfect book for you! A harrowing portrait of why victims of abuse/trauma can sometimes really struggle to admit that they were victims and the ongoing trauma (PTSD, general struggles with mental health and addiction, memory loss) these events have on their lives.shellbeesbooks's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Graphic: Rape, Toxic relationship, Suicidal thoughts, Sexual harassment, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Panic attacks/disorders, Mental illness, Infidelity, Grief, Emotional abuse, Drug use, Death of parent, Death, Alcoholism, Alcohol, and Adult/minor relationship
sparkyreads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
My few issues with this book are:
- Britney Spears refferences. I do not get why she refferenced her in so many occassions, it seemed so out of place.
- The narratives between 2007. and 2017. felt intertwined. At times it was difficult to distinguish between these two narratives, as they both contradicted the 2001. narrative. The lines between these two years were somewhat blurred, and they were hard to follow at times.
- The metaphores were cliche, and were boring to read. They were also repetetive. In some scenes they served their purpose (for example in Strayne's bedroom), but at other times they felt useless.
- Some scenes were just way too graphic. I know that she wanted to make us disgusted with Strayne, but she did that so well with just his phrases and choice of words. She did that so well, that the graphic scenes were completely unnecesary and disturbing. Especially when she was younger. Too detailed and deffinitelly too traumatizing.
- Also what's up withh all the J names???
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Alcohol, Alcoholism, Animal death, Bullying, Child abuse, Death of parent, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Gaslighting, Infidelity, Mental illness, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual harassment, Sexual violence, Stalking, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic friendship, and Toxic relationship
foreverfoxes's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Gaslighting, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual harassment, Sexual violence, and Toxic relationship
Moderate: Alcoholism, Death, Drug use, and Grief
Minor: Death of parent, Suicidal thoughts, Mental illness, and Infidelity
tahsintries's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship and Pedophilia
Moderate: Addiction, Alcohol, Drug abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Infidelity, Sexual assault, Sexual content, and Sexual harassment
Minor: Death of parent and Homophobia
jameslyons's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Addiction, Adult/minor relationship, Alcoholism, Body shaming, Bullying, Child abuse, Eating disorder, Grief, Infidelity, Mental illness, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Stalking, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Violence, and Sexism
Moderate: Suicide, Miscarriage, Infertility, and Pedophilia
Minor: Blood, Cancer, Death, Death of parent, Fatphobia, Gore, and Animal death
Child sexual abuse is the main subject. Gaslighting, grooming, institutional violence, and coping mechanisms.thesaltiestlibrarian's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Oh, man. This was rough. The writing was quality, but the content hits you like a brick.
Vanessa Wye recounts her time at a private boarding school in Western Maine, where an English teacher grooms her and proceeds to take advantage of her. Years later, the #MeToo movement bursts onto the scene, and Vanessa has to decide how she's going to deal with other students making accusations about the man who professed to--and continues to profess to--loving her. What's more, she starts to wrestle with her own mind. Were his advances love, or was she manipulated all along?
(Spoiler alert: she was totally manipulated.)
What we have here is an interesting parallel to Lolita in the age of open discussion regarding sexual assault and pedophilia. So while the book became a bit repetitive in some spots, I can see the necessity for it in a time like this.
It can even be argued that the repetitive nature of those bits reflects the hellish merry-go-round of mental gymnastics that victims of abuse struggle through their entire lives. Definitely read this when you're in a safe mental space.
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Bullying, Pedophilia, Toxic relationship, Emotional abuse, and Infidelity