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suveva's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
1.5
Graphic: Alcoholism, Alcohol, Mental illness, Vomit, Addiction, Toxic relationship, Pregnancy, Sexual content, and Stalking
Minor: Gun violence, Car accident, Abortion, Cursing, Suicidal thoughts, Panic attacks/disorders, and Murder
ptitirodactyle's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
I’d heard mixed reviews about this novel, so I was a bit sceptical as to if I was going to like it or not. Thankfully, I ended up really liking it.
In this story, we follow an 18 year old Korean-american who remains unnamed until the last chapter. She is pregnant and works as a pizza girl. She becomes obsessed with one of her clients while also struggling with the death of her dad and basically her whole life. She lives with her supportive boyfriend and mother.
The depiction of hanging on to an obsessive and intense sapphic crush in order to avoid the fact that your life is crumbling was incredibly well done. By that I mean, I was able to relate to the main character’s feelings minus
Coming-of-age stories tend to incorporate a lot of cliches, which this story didn’t rely on. The characters had their unique personalities & motivations.
The length and pacing were perfect and made it a very fast pleasant read.
I think I read this at the perfect time in my life. It made me feel a lot of emotions and reminded me of why I like reading so much. I still understand how this could be not for everyone.
Graphic: Death of parent, Stalking, Alcoholism, Mental illness, and Pregnancy
Moderate: Toxic relationship and Physical abuse
Minor: Car accident
marippe's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
3.5
Graphic: Alcohol, Toxic relationship, Pregnancy, Gun violence, Sexual content, Domestic abuse, Death of parent, Alcoholism, and Vomit
binreads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.75
Her obsession with Jenny becomes really intense and scary. Very much stalkerish vibes. I felt extremely bad for her boyfriend and mother. The ending was really out of left field.
I thought this was going to be more lighthearted but it was really sad.
Graphic: Grief, Alcohol, Alcoholism, Death of parent, Mental illness, Addiction, Stalking, Pregnancy, and Toxic relationship
Moderate: Gun violence, Infidelity, and Domestic abuse
pabi's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Pregnancy, Alcoholism, Alcohol, Vomit, Toxic relationship, Physical abuse, Suicidal thoughts, and Domestic abuse
Moderate: Death of parent and Death
Minor: Blood and Car accident
roaze's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
~A few days later~
Okay done crying here is a bunch of quotes and lines that I liked from the book or felt represented it pretty well.
“I started to picture the world without me in it“ -page 115.
“I added nothing - I had no hopes, no real tangible dreams that would make any lasting impact. If I was gone. Worst case scenario some pizzas wouldn’t be delivered on time. -page 116.
“You don’t have to be sorry. He didn’t die sad.
He died stupid.“-page 120.
“My heads a mess everywhere I go, I seem to find a way to trap myself. Most days, I can ignore it, but like anything really open and forgotten, it begins to rot. There are just too many thoughts, memories. I can’t look at anything and not think of something else.” -page 127.
“Jenny was more a person to me than mum ever had been” -page 136.
*Possible spoilers ahead*
“I love you,” he said “I love you so much and I’m so mad at you and I can’t even tell you how mad I am at you. The other day I woke up and went into our bathroom. The water was all over the floor, you’d left the sink running all night. I went back into the room, ready to fight about it, wanting to fight about it, but when I open the door you were just sitting up in bed, looking out the window. I stood in the doorway for a full five minutes, and you didn’t even turn your head.”
He looked up at me, tears dripping off his cheeks, and I wished he had hit me.
“What do you do in the shed in the backyard every night?”
Hit me, I can’t have this conversation, hit me, please, anything other than this.” -Page 160 to 161.
“Even if I never picked up the phone and heard her voice on the other end, I would’ve found something to lose myself in-If you were pushed off a cliff, you’d grab hold of anything resembling safety.“ - page 189.
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Addiction, Alcoholism, Alcohol, Death of parent, Mental illness, Suicidal thoughts, Grief, and Pregnancy
Minor: Cursing, Toxic relationship, Stalking, and Sexual content
hellokatya's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Graphic: Alcoholism
Moderate: Toxic relationship
Minor: Gun violence
ajourneythroughpages's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Graphic: Addiction, Alcohol, Alcoholism, Deadnaming, Death of parent, and Pregnancy
Moderate: Physical abuse, Toxic relationship, Panic attacks/disorders, Mental illness, and Suicidal thoughts
Minor: Gun violence
skylaturner's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.0
Graphic: Addiction, Alcohol, Alcoholism, Death of parent, Domestic abuse, Grief, Panic attacks/disorders, Pregnancy, Stalking, and Toxic relationship
molliemoments's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Alcohol, Death of parent, Cursing, Infidelity, Mental illness, Pregnancy, Self harm, and Toxic relationship