dark emotional medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
challenging dark reflective sad fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

God was this book triggering as someone who was groomed at 15. But I’m so glad that I finished reading it.  

4.5⭐️ dark and compelling, really great character development, great writing. I feel like I am going to be thinking of Vanessa for a while after this one
challenging dark emotional reflective sad tense slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
dark emotional reflective sad medium-paced

I read this book once, years ago, and when I was about fifteen, and I didn’t really like it. It didn’t stick with me. It felt strange in a way I couldn’t really articulate.

Now, as an adult, I can honestly say I appreciate this a lot more. This book is an expertly written piece of art that will tear your heart out of you. It demonstrates the deep scars abuse can leave with you, the way it makes you think about yourself, the complicity that can be caused by manipulation, even the reluctancy to admit you’re a victim out of fear that it will become all that you are. Vanessa is messy in a way that’s understandable, she hates being pitied in the way many of us do, she seems to want to be unsympathetic because she sees herself as undeserving of sympathy.

I can’t say I love this book, but I can say I’d recommend it. I think everyone should read it. It’s a masterpiece.
challenging dark emotional tense slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: No

A topical, difficult read that made me incredibly uncomfortable most of the time, but was so expertly written I couldn't close the book for long. I'm glad I held out hope for the ending, held out hope for her. 

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Disturbing but ultimately so good and haunting.
challenging dark emotional hopeful reflective sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
challenging dark sad tense slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes