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3.8 AVERAGE

dark mysterious slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

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slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

scattered and full of tender love, just as grief itself

some excerpts that particularly spoke to me, reminded me of Mason:

“We will never fight again, our lovely, quick, template-ready arguments. Our delicate cross-stitch of bickers.
The house becomes a physical encyclopedia of no-longer hers, which shocks and shocks and is the principal difference between our house and a house where illness has worked away. […] She was not busy dying, and there is no detritus of care, she was simply busy living, and then she was gone.
[…]
I will stop finding her hairs.
I will stop hearing her breathing.” (p. 20)

“I missed her so much that I wanted to build a hundred-foot memorial to her with my bare hands. I wanted to see her sitting in a vast stone chair in Hyde Park, enjoying her view. Everybody passing could comprehend how much I miss her. How physical my missing is. I miss her so much it is a vast golden prince, a concert hall, a thousand trees, a lake, nine thousand buses, a million cars, twenty million birds and more. The whole city is my missing her.” (p. 50)

3.5-4 I can’t decide

Look, there’s things you just have to do when Cillian Murphy is your only hobby.

3.5/4 - off kilter and immensely lovely
sometimes difficult to understand but i suppose that’s just the way of grief
i think this is a book that needs to find me again when i’m ready for it
dark reflective fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
challenging sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: No
challenging dark emotional reflective medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: N/A
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

Not until the last two pages was this anything but a curiosity of form. And then it slayed me.