sxmuel98's review

1.0
challenging inspiring reflective slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

I had high hopes for this, but can't see what everyone else is seeing.

The writing was not for me. I cringed and said "what the fuck" more times than I managed to find a beautiful passage. I love poetry and metaphors and deep writing, but the characters thoughts felt like my observations of the world when I was 7.

okay so no one warned me that this book would read like a spiritual crisis disguised as a love story??? like. i picked it up thinking it’d be poetic and weird (it is), but what i got was a slow unraveling of emotional armor in real time. it’s giving "what if being vulnerable was the scariest thing of all?"

lóri (the main character) is basically the blueprint for every emotionally avoidant girl trying to heal. she’s guarded, detached, living in this haze of “don’t get too close.” then this guy, ulisses, tells her she has to grow before they can be together. not change who she is—not become someone else—but evolve. and she actually listens. and the rest of the book is her trying to figure out how the hell to do that.

the whole thing is slow and spiritual and weirdly romantic?? not in a typical swoony way, but in a “maybe loving someone means finally letting yourself be seen” kind of way.  it’s a love story, sure, but the real tension is between lori and herself. her fear of being seen. her fear of softening. of being instead of doing. and that hit way too close.

it’s my first lispector read, and i was absolutely mesmerized by the prose. her stream-of-consciousness style might not be for everyone — it’s slippery and abstract and kind of refuses to be pinned down — but for me, it was really special. her writing feels like she’s whispering something holy and strange and urgent into your ear. not gonna lie, i underlined half the book because lispector says things that feel like truths, even when you don’t totally understand them.

also, lispector really said “let’s talk about god and existence and the void and how terrifying it is to be alive but also how weirdly beautiful it is too.” and like?? i was NOT emotionally prepared. this book doesn’t hold your hand—it just stares at you until you start asking yourself questions you’ve been avoiding for years.

i’ll be real, it’s not a book i’d recommend to everyone. if you want plot, action, or even a clear sense of what’s going on at all time, this ain’t it. but if you’ve ever been afraid of intimacy, afraid of letting go, afraid of just being a human in the world—yeah, this one might wreck you (in the best way).

will i be rereading it? probably. do i know what half of it means? not really. but did it change me a little? yeah. yeah, it did.



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religious experience as per

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turquoiseshell's review

5.0
adventurous challenging emotional mysterious reflective slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

amazing and defies categorization and I adored it 
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honeysgogh's review

4.0

A very interesting read with prose I don't think I've ever encountered before. Very much existentialism, didn't care much for the romance because, ultimately, it was a product of its time. But a worthwhile read nonetheless! 
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dhuhareads's review

4.5
emotional hopeful reflective slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
adventurous challenging reflective

monkeybananapie's review

4.5
challenging mysterious reflective slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

This book is like nothing I've ever read before. I both relate deeply to Lori and dint understand her. Poetically written, yes confusingly accurate in its depiction of human nature.
challenging emotional hopeful reflective slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes