2.93 AVERAGE

fast-paced
dark emotional funny inspiring mysterious reflective sad tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: N/A
Strong character development: N/A
Loveable characters: N/A
Diverse cast of characters: N/A
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

Favorite Quotes: 
“jealousy   
    is a garment  
    most worn  
    under the  
    layers of   
    our soul  
    because no  
    one will   
    ever admit  
    when   
    they’re   
    jealous.“ Pg. 13

“it must suck that life  
    is so painful to the ones  
    that try to   
    enjoy it“ Pg. 21

“you fall in love like how  
    you catch your breath,  
    slowly then all at once,   
    and you don’t realize   
    you’re in love until it  
    leaves you once again.“ Pg. 95

“every tear out of  
    my eye   
    has your   
    name on  
    it.” Pg. 123

“do you ever  
    love someone  
    so much that  
    you only want the  
    best for them?  
       
    then you come to the   
    realization  
    that maybe you  
    aren’t the best  
    for them.  
       
       
    -          most heartbreaking conclusion”
Pg. 143

“now you’re just a   
    stranger  
    with all my  
    secrets   
    and   
    dreams” Pg. 145

“sometimes i wonder why people look at death like it’s a tragedy. it’s not the tragedy, it’s everything leading up to it that is the tragedy” Pg. 157
      
“maybe we’re the bad guys 
    i don’t know what hurts more  
    my heart  
    or   
    my brain?” Pg. 158
     
 “undeveloped polaroids  
    unspoken words  
    untouched hearts  
    unmarked maps  
    unclear messages   
       
    -          path to a broken soul” Pg. 189
challenging emotional lighthearted reflective sad tense fast-paced
dark emotional reflective medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: N/A
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: N/A
Diverse cast of characters: N/A
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated
fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character

<It is boring and depressing , I didn't like it at all , all she talks about is boys boys boys .>
fast-paced

HELP MY GOOD LORD

Why was this book popular online? It felt like I was going through sad quotes on Tumblr.

I hope the author is in a good place, but this book ain't it.

This is only edgy teen writing, all the bad things from Tumblr and Pinterest combined in one book.
I wasn't even sad, I went "Urgh, really?" a LOT of times because it was so cringe.
I expected this book to be melancholic, something you want to read in a masochistic mood, but it is just bad.
This book is 100% nothing for teens, but I feel like teens are the only group who would enjoy this shallow, fake deep writing. (Just like this meme: S[he] Be[lie]ve[d])

If this is modern poetry, I don't want it.


I give little scenarios what vibes I got from this book:

14-year-old girl who got an older boyfriend, everyone warned her about and said he isn't nice and just kinda creepy. That person acts all grown up then even though it's really immature. THEN the guy talked with another girl or just broke up, and she acts as if her life is done, even though it was to be expected. Those were the quotes I saw in her Status then. :')

Or when you have an argument with your parents, you don't even know what It's about after five minutes, but pack your bag and think "Imma run away now." or "I'm going to kill myself then they will see."

All in all, I am glad it was free in Kindle Unlimited and I didn't actually pay for it.

Now a few quotes: (Spoiler and TW) This is what you get in this book, and those at least rime.

take a gun
to my head
because i'd be
better of
dead.

Page 190


i wish i
could take
a knife
and end my
life

Page 190