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katerockreads's review against another edition
4.0
Graphic: Addiction, Drug use, Drug abuse, and Injury/Injury detail
spacecadetjess's review
5.0
Graphic: Addiction, Drug abuse, Drug use, and Sexual content
lilyvertrees's review
3.75
Graphic: Addiction and Drug abuse
chandle5's review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Addiction and Drug abuse
Moderate: Sexual content
annatolan's review against another edition
4.75
Graphic: Addiction
arabellag_13's review against another edition
3.0
Graphic: Addiction, Drug use, Drug abuse, and Mental illness
Moderate: Alcohol and Alcoholism
vijethayc's review against another edition
4.75
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Cursing, Drug abuse, Torture, Toxic relationship, Suicidal thoughts, Sexual content, and Self harm
Moderate: Sexual harassment
Minor: Adult/minor relationship
smiller's review against another edition
4.5
Graphic: Addiction
Minor: Excrement
beetsnotbombs's review against another edition
4.0
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Drug abuse, Drug use, Panic attacks/disorders, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, and Toxic relationship
Minor: Body shaming and Fatphobia
shewantsthediction's review against another edition
2.0
Nic somehow manages to be both sympathetic and infuriating in this book - sympathetic because he has bipolar disorder and feels like a raw, exposed nerve all the time; he's so sensitive he feels he needs to dull his feelings and quiet his mind with drugs, which is definitely relatable. But he's also infuriating because of his repetitive, spiraling thought patterns and the way he describes other people. Most women are either "fat" or "wearing too much makeup" - except for the ones he finds attractive, of course. There's also some ableist/racist things in here - one of his friends uses the "r slur" and he describes a Black woman as "masculine-looking," which is just a tale as old as time.
He's also your typical privileged person and just thinks some very nasty thoughts about other people in general. Still, I respect that he at least owns his dickishness - it almost makes you like him a little. Oh and he's also a writer, who of course idolizes a bunch of other white male writers. The only ones I can remember right now are Charles Bukowski and George Miller, but you get the picture.
He writes decently - his sentences are punchy, short, with a staccato rhythm that I think fits the topic well. He has a bad habit of tacking on "and things" or "and stuff" to the end of his sentences, though. My personal opinion is that he needed a harsher editor on this. The book is way too long and the escapades are similar enough that they could've been easily condensed. A lot of him getting high/sober/relapsing over and over again is just repetitive and not very interesting past a certain point. Like I understand it's a story about addiction, but ultimately it's unsatisfying because
Graphic: Addiction, Drug abuse, Drug use, Mental illness, and Toxic relationship
Moderate: Alcoholism, Blood, Suicidal thoughts, and Vomit
Minor: Ableism, Fatphobia, and Racism