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tamarakraljevic's review
4.0
Graphic: Mental illness, Drug use, Blood, Addiction, Drug abuse, Toxic relationship, Injury/Injury detail, and Medical content
taylorgraves555's review
4.0
Graphic: Alcohol, Blood, Drug abuse, Drug use, Vomit, and Addiction
Moderate: Cursing, Alcoholism, Injury/Injury detail, Sexual content, and Vomit
Minor: Suicidal thoughts, Mental illness, Death, Infidelity, Medical content, and Schizophrenia/Psychosis
thatchickengirl23's review against another edition
4.75
Graphic: Drug use, Drug abuse, Mental illness, Alcohol, Blood, Alcoholism, and Addiction
Moderate: Self harm, Sexual content, Medical content, and Suicidal thoughts
jessica_luvs's review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Drug abuse, Grief, Blood, Suicidal thoughts, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail, Cursing, Drug use, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Vomit, Panic attacks/disorders, Medical trauma, Infidelity, Addiction, Alcoholism, Mental illness, Medical content, Suicide, and Abandonment
ellievelazquez's review
5.0
Graphic: Drug abuse, Injury/Injury detail, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Blood, and Addiction
kather_doc's review against another edition
4.75
Graphic: Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual harassment, Sexual violence, Addiction, Blood, Cursing, Alcohol, Alcoholism, Death, Drug abuse, Panic attacks/disorders, and Drug use
Moderate: Toxic friendship, Toxic relationship, Eating disorder, Vomit, Medical content, Injury/Injury detail, Mental illness, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , and Suicide
Minor: Infidelity and Self harm
joharrismay's review
4.75
Graphic: Alcohol, Drug abuse, Vomit, Toxic relationship, Panic attacks/disorders, Blood, Addiction, Alcoholism, Injury/Injury detail, Medical content, and Drug use
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Medical trauma, Sexual content, and Cursing
thalia_gossling's review
4.75
Graphic: Alcoholism, Cursing, Drug use, Mental illness, Toxic relationship, Addiction, Blood, Drug abuse, Alcohol, and Suicidal thoughts
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Eating disorder, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Panic attacks/disorders, Violence, and Self harm
halosreputation's review against another edition
4.25
Graphic: Addiction, Cursing, Toxic relationship, Drug abuse, and Drug use
Moderate: Alcohol, Alcoholism, Sexual violence, Mental illness, Infidelity, Gaslighting, and Emotional abuse
Minor: Blood, Violence, Self harm, Panic attacks/disorders, Injury/Injury detail, Grief, Death, Fatphobia, and Suicidal thoughts
shewantsthediction's review against another edition
2.0
Nic somehow manages to be both sympathetic and infuriating in this book - sympathetic because he has bipolar disorder and feels like a raw, exposed nerve all the time; he's so sensitive he feels he needs to dull his feelings and quiet his mind with drugs, which is definitely relatable. But he's also infuriating because of his repetitive, spiraling thought patterns and the way he describes other people. Most women are either "fat" or "wearing too much makeup" - except for the ones he finds attractive, of course. There's also some ableist/racist things in here - one of his friends uses the "r slur" and he describes a Black woman as "masculine-looking," which is just a tale as old as time.
He's also your typical privileged person and just thinks some very nasty thoughts about other people in general. Still, I respect that he at least owns his dickishness - it almost makes you like him a little. Oh and he's also a writer, who of course idolizes a bunch of other white male writers. The only ones I can remember right now are Charles Bukowski and George Miller, but you get the picture.
He writes decently - his sentences are punchy, short, with a staccato rhythm that I think fits the topic well. He has a bad habit of tacking on "and things" or "and stuff" to the end of his sentences, though. My personal opinion is that he needed a harsher editor on this. The book is way too long and the escapades are similar enough that they could've been easily condensed. A lot of him getting high/sober/relapsing over and over again is just repetitive and not very interesting past a certain point. Like I understand it's a story about addiction, but ultimately it's unsatisfying because
Graphic: Addiction, Drug abuse, Drug use, Mental illness, and Toxic relationship
Moderate: Alcoholism, Blood, Suicidal thoughts, and Vomit
Minor: Ableism, Fatphobia, and Racism