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raen99's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Graphic: Misogyny, Physical abuse, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Emotional abuse, Gaslighting, Pedophilia, Rape, Child abuse, and Mental illness
Moderate: Alcohol and Death of parent
Minor: Toxic friendship, Vomit, Suicide, and Animal death
erica_reads_things's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
Graphic: Child abuse, Rape, Adult/minor relationship, Emotional abuse, Toxic relationship, Sexual content, Pedophilia, and Sexual violence
Moderate: Toxic friendship and Suicide
Minor: Bullying, Death of parent, Vomit, Drug use, Alcohol, Animal death, and Body shaming
mrdeadman's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Alcohol, Alcoholism, Pedophilia, Sexual harassment, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, and Gaslighting
Moderate: Death of parent, Toxic friendship, and Emotional abuse
pictvresque's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Rape, Gaslighting, Sexual violence, Toxic relationship, Sexual assault, Pedophilia, Adult/minor relationship, Sexual content, and Child abuse
Minor: Alcoholism, Suicide, and Toxic friendship
petudc's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
Cuidado con los Content Warnings.
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Gaslighting, Pedophilia, Suicide, and Toxic friendship
bhavya_reads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
“Somehow I sensed what was coming for me even then. Really, though, what girl doesn’t? It looms over you, that threat of violence. They drill the danger into your head until it starts to feel inevitable. You grow up wondering when it’s finally going to happen.”
~ Rating- 4 stars ~
(Content/ Trigger Warnings)
Please check the content warnings before reading this book, as it is a very heavy read.
-Mention of Most of these in the review-
My Dark Vanessa is about a 15 year old girl Vanessa, who has a seven-year affair with her 42-year-old Literature teacher, Jacob Strane. The novel is about Vanessa's relationship with Strane, which began in the year 2000, and it ended in the year 2017. At the height of the #MeToo movement, Vanessa is forced to rethink the romance in the light of several charges of abuse by Strane. She has no choice but to reconsider Strane's responsibility as well as her own efforts. She has to question everything, because if Strane abused others, did he abuse her too?
“Because if it isn’t a love story, then what is it”? I look to her glassy eyes, her face of wide open empathy. “It’s my life,” I say. “This has been my whole life.”
My Dark Vanessa was a dark, repulsive and powerful story. I want to say I liked it, but that feels wrong, as this book is heartbreaking. The purpose of this book was to make its readers uncomfortable, and to make them doubt, examine and scrutinize every belief they held, and it succeed. It was wonderful and frightening all at once.
“I don’t say it, but sometimes I feel like that’s exactly what he’s doing to me—breaking me apart, putting me back together as someone new.”
Overall, My Dark Vanessa was a read I will never forget. It was not easy to sit through, but it was important and I would highly recommend it.
“I was an obvious target. He chose me not because I was special, but because he was hungry and I was easy.”
Review written on 4th February, 2022.
Buddy read with Nashita and Ishika!
DISCLAIMER-All opinions on books I’ve read and reviewed are my own, and are with no intention to offend anyone. If you feel offended by my reviews, let me know how I can fix it.
How I Rate-
1 star- Hardly liked anything/was disappointed
2 star- Had potential but did not deliver/was disappointed
3 stars- Was ok but could have been better/was average/Enjoyed a lot but something was missing
4 stars- Loved a lot but something was missing
5 stars- Loved it/new favourite
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I'm not sure how I feel about this one, but it was an impactful read. BR with Nash and Ishika. Review to come.
Graphic: Rape, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Physical abuse, Child abuse, Sexual harassment, Toxic relationship, Sexual assault, Emotional abuse, Body shaming, Adult/minor relationship, Death of parent, Gaslighting, Mental illness, and Toxic friendship
kaiulanilee's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Alcohol, Child abuse, Cursing, Emotional abuse, Gaslighting, Mental illness, Misogyny, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual harassment, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, and Toxic relationship
Moderate: Addiction, Alcoholism, Bullying, Death of parent, Grief, Medical content, Panic attacks/disorders, Stalking, Suicide, Toxic friendship, and Vomit
sparkyreads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
My few issues with this book are:
- Britney Spears refferences. I do not get why she refferenced her in so many occassions, it seemed so out of place.
- The narratives between 2007. and 2017. felt intertwined. At times it was difficult to distinguish between these two narratives, as they both contradicted the 2001. narrative. The lines between these two years were somewhat blurred, and they were hard to follow at times.
- The metaphores were cliche, and were boring to read. They were also repetetive. In some scenes they served their purpose (for example in Strayne's bedroom), but at other times they felt useless.
- Some scenes were just way too graphic. I know that she wanted to make us disgusted with Strayne, but she did that so well with just his phrases and choice of words. She did that so well, that the graphic scenes were completely unnecesary and disturbing. Especially when she was younger. Too detailed and deffinitelly too traumatizing.
- Also what's up withh all the J names???
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Alcohol, Alcoholism, Animal death, Bullying, Child abuse, Death of parent, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Gaslighting, Infidelity, Mental illness, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual harassment, Sexual violence, Stalking, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic friendship, and Toxic relationship
flowchelle's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
Graphic: Abandonment, Addiction, Adult/minor relationship, Alcoholism, Child abuse, Death, Drug abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Gaslighting, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual harassment, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic friendship, Toxic relationship, and Vomit
amelreads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Pedophilia, Child abuse, Sexual violence, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Drug abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Alcoholism, Alcohol, Toxic relationship, Toxic friendship, Rape, Adult/minor relationship, Addiction, Animal death, Gaslighting, Death, Mental illness, and Misogyny
Moderate: Abandonment, Stalking, Self harm, Animal cruelty, Fire/Fire injury, Death of parent, Blood, and Medical content
Minor: Infertility and Excrement