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noorhan4455's review
dark
emotional
mysterious
reflective
sad
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
justingrey's review
4.75
I picked this book up randomly at a thrift store because I like the title. But I didn't expect to be so impacted as I am. Can we just talk about the ending! This author leaves the reader with two options. Either Nathan died at the end of the book. Or that Nathan lived somehow and ran off with Roy. But I also think the ending could be interpreted where Nathan did die and is a ghost and goes to see Roy at the church. But Roy can only see him. Like he's imagining that Nathan is still there. And while Roy runs up to Nathan in front of his church. The crowd think Roy's talking to no one and might be going mad. Roy's grief and guilt conjure up this image of Nathan. Idk those are just some of my thoughts. I wish this book was more well known cause I need people to discuss this with!
lauren_davis's review
adventurous
emotional
hopeful
mysterious
relaxing
sad
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Such a beautiful book.. at first I was off put by Roy’s anger and his possessiveness, however this book transforms into a tale or southern gothic town that houses two boys with a secret. This book has a warm feeling. I recommend it
hick's review
dark
emotional
reflective
sad
tense
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
ilona_cupfulofpoetry's review
dark
emotional
hopeful
sad
tense
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
4.0
I think a one’s experience of a book is greatly determined by their expectations. I know people who gave good, sad, books a low rating because they were expecting a cute rom-com. Thankfully I knew what this book had in store and saw the trigger warnings. Therefore I got to experience this book for what it was, and it was gorgeous. Sure, it was incredibly hard to read at times and very sad, but the writing is sublime and the characters are very real. Everything about this story is gritty and grim; but that renders the sweet moments, the kind moments all the more lovely.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Pedophilia, Homophobia, Sexual assault, Rape, Drug abuse, and Child abuse
Moderate: Religious bigotry, Racism, Domestic abuse, Fatphobia, and Cursing
Minor: Child death
kellijoy's review
4.0
Good lord this was sad. I'm not even sure what else to say about it. The story started out light hearted, a secret romance between two high school boys in the 90s, and turned dark rather quickly.
intotherosegarden's review
4.0
The closeness in which they have rested through the night continues to surround them during the breakfast, a peace that fills the space between them, almost visible. There is a softness in Roy's eyes when he watches Nathan, and for Nathan the feeling is perfected in some way; Roy anchors him in the present, strips away shadows of the past. Like breathing, in and out. Nathan basks in the beating of his own heart, in the descending calls of birds, in the fresh shadows of leaves on the backs of his hands. Life becomes a cool gentleness, a process of listening, a caressing presence. In the world that exists only through Roy.
TW: sexual abuse, rape
Also major spoilers
Phewwww. This book was so heavy throughout, but there always appeared to be a thread of hope stitching the whole thing together. Grimsley's writing style at times felt too sparse, at times too descriptive over unimportant things, but sometimes he would hit the nick just right and grace us with an amazing passage like the one above.
The way that Nathan views sexual intimacy is obviously tainted through the abuse he endures from his father, but I don't know if the way the book handles it is accurate? I would know absolutely nothing about that, so I won't pass any judgement.
However, during the last quarter of this book, there is an absolutely amazing atmospheric section describing the dark and the dread and the silence of a haunted plantation house. I felt my breath hitch and the tension was palpable on the page. However, this exploration of the haunted house unfolds into a graphic depiction of rape, and although the event was heavily foreshadowed for at least 80 pages, it was still so obviously jarring to read. I don't know if the event was necessary, and I had a feeling that something like this would occur between the characters, but still... The book does have a happy ending, but the last 30 pages feel so tainted by the rape that it was hard to process what was happening. I don't think that I'm squeamish, and deplorable things like this do happen, but my god Nathan had suffered enough, suffered more than anyone should ever have to endure. I'm just glad he got to run away with Roy.
But then again am I? Roy left him there in the house after Burke raped him and Nathan somehow miraculously rose from the dead and walked miles and miles through the woods to Roy's church? Roy doesn't even audibly apologize during their reunion? Will he learn from this? Will running away with Nathan actually force him to not be ashamed of his feelings for him? I understand that this book is set in the South, and during a very different time, and it does feel realistic in that way, but it's hard not to look back (from where we are now) and judge Roy for his silence.
Something within me really wants to like this book, and I think there is definitely something here. The highs weren't that high, and the lows were so so so low. It's just strange to me that Nathan is so passive in Roy's treatment of him, especially during the ending. Maybe I just don't understand.
TW: sexual abuse, rape
Also major spoilers
Phewwww. This book was so heavy throughout, but there always appeared to be a thread of hope stitching the whole thing together. Grimsley's writing style at times felt too sparse, at times too descriptive over unimportant things, but sometimes he would hit the nick just right and grace us with an amazing passage like the one above.
The way that Nathan views sexual intimacy is obviously tainted through the abuse he endures from his father, but I don't know if the way the book handles it is accurate? I would know absolutely nothing about that, so I won't pass any judgement.
However, during the last quarter of this book, there is an absolutely amazing atmospheric section describing the dark and the dread and the silence of a haunted plantation house. I felt my breath hitch and the tension was palpable on the page. However, this exploration of the haunted house unfolds into a graphic depiction of rape, and although the event was heavily foreshadowed for at least 80 pages, it was still so obviously jarring to read. I don't know if the event was necessary, and I had a feeling that something like this would occur between the characters, but still... The book does have a happy ending, but the last 30 pages feel so tainted by the rape that it was hard to process what was happening. I don't think that I'm squeamish, and deplorable things like this do happen, but my god Nathan had suffered enough, suffered more than anyone should ever have to endure. I'm just glad he got to run away with Roy.
But then again am I? Roy left him there in the house after Burke raped him and Nathan somehow miraculously rose from the dead and walked miles and miles through the woods to Roy's church? Roy doesn't even audibly apologize during their reunion? Will he learn from this? Will running away with Nathan actually force him to not be ashamed of his feelings for him? I understand that this book is set in the South, and during a very different time, and it does feel realistic in that way, but it's hard not to look back (from where we are now) and judge Roy for his silence.
Something within me really wants to like this book, and I think there is definitely something here. The highs weren't that high, and the lows were so so so low. It's just strange to me that Nathan is so passive in Roy's treatment of him, especially during the ending. Maybe I just don't understand.
gmillers's review
sad
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
2.0
Wonderful descriptions used throughout the book make it mysterious.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Sexual assault
Moderate: Sexual assault and Incest
lezreadalot's review
3.0
This hurt to read; Nathan had to endure a lot more than should have been asked of him. It was a very pretty book, I loved the writing, and Nathan and Roy's romance was very sweet, but it just made me so sad. Not enough dead rapists in this book imo.
Still, there was a happy ending, which I was super grateful for. 3.5 stars.
Still, there was a happy ending, which I was super grateful for. 3.5 stars.