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This is a dark romance, and the author has a trigger warning at the beginning, and for good reason. Side note: I do notice the Kindle version (with the male cover model) didn't show a trigger warning in it. However, I read a paperback deluxe edition that did include a trigger warning for the following: non-con, dub-con, and suicidal thoughts.
This book is dark and starts that way from the beginning. There's no letting the story warm up; we jump into the scalding heat immediately. The reader is immediately pulled into the sorrow that Glyndon feels over her friend, Devlin, who's taken his life recently. She goes back to the cliff where he passed and there she first encounters Killian. Which is likely the craziest, and dirtiest, encounter she's ever had.
This story is told from both Glyndon's and Killian's perspectives. As we get to know them, and their friends and family, we learn that they attend competing universities, one American and one English. There is some mention of families not getting along, and elite clubs that are at odds with each other too. The conflict is there but doesn't seem fully developed, since these two groups of friends keep intermingling and not completely killing each other.
I think the reason that isn't more of an issue is that the real discourse for Killian and Glyndon is both of them fighting their own nature within the relationship. Killian is dealing with some more complex desires and Glyndon is walking the line between her desires and her own mind telling her to stay away.
There is a big twist at the end of this story that I did not expect or even remotely see coming. I think I had to do an actual slow blink because...what?!? It made total sense, but the author does a nice job of keeping the reader engaged with other aspects of the story.
If you like dark romance, dark academia mixed with the mafia, and an intense story, then you'll likely enjoy this.
Moderate: Physical abuse, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts
Graphic: Rape, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Sexual harassment
Graphic: Gore, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Torture, Violence, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Violence
Graphic: Cursing, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood
Moderate: Mental illness, Misogyny, Suicidal thoughts, Grief, Suicide attempt
Minor: Alcohol
Graphic: Cursing, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Stalking
For both the first book of hers I've read and the first book in the series, it wasn't too bad! Obviously there are flaws in the book that had me rethinking my choices, especially in the early chapters (iykyk) but overall I thought that the plot would be more dark - it's more centered around the trope of a dark romance than the whole book being a dark themed - so I was a little disappointed that the book didn't take it a little further.
Unfortunately I just couldn't get myself to like the FL Glyndon King, I think maybe I've read too many romances or the character was just generic, I can't make up my mind on which one it is - she's just too predictable with her character to literally nearly everything she says in every chapter, I mean even the love interest Killian calls her a broken record multiple times.
Not sure if I'll come back to this novel soon, but I'm hoping the second book in the series will be a little better!
Graphic: Body horror, Cursing, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Sexual content
Moderate: Mental illness, Sexual assault
Minor: Death, Car accident
Graphic: Sexual content
Dark, Insta love and zero consent... But still weirdly an enjoyable read. 🌶️ was 🥵 but definitely a bit uncomfortable at points and I don't know if it was just because I was listening to it but it was getting to be a bit cringe the amount of times "tight little c**t" was used in an awkward uncomfortable way and I'm Scottish... We use that word all the time! 🏴
I'm not sure where the line needs to be drawn between what is rape and what is dark romance and I know it's fictional, but I definitely feel like this could be really triggering for some folks.
Overall tho a decent read, 3/5 for me and I'm now onto the next one... 🖤
Graphic: Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicide, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Death, Emotional abuse, Gore, Misogyny, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Blood, Stalking, Toxic friendship, Sexual harassment