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Graphic: Death, Grief, Death of parent, Murder
Moderate: Physical abuse, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Toxic friendship
Minor: Child death, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Terminal illness, Torture, Violence, Car accident, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Gaslighting, War
Graphic: Child death, Confinement, Death, Homophobia, Physical abuse, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Grief, Medical trauma, Death of parent, Murder, War, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Torture
Our two main characters, everything just seemed pointless. The backstory was not well filled in, I didn't really believe their love story. The ending, felt a bit out of left field, but the very end, I will say, I am glad happened (to not spoil anything, I will leave it there).
Overall, very whimsical writing with a plot that had the drive to be amazing. I still liked it enough to finish and if it wasn't for the prose itself, I would have rated it lower...
I have two main complaints. This book was barely fantasy or magical realism until the end. It just felt like besides the fact they were reincarnating that they just lived in whatever era they were currently in like normal people. While the story was lovely, it just didn't feel like a fantasy novel to me.
And this is where my second complaint came in. The ending and the explanation for why they kept reincarnating and having to kill each other before their 18th birthday felt incongruous with the rest of the book. The heavy fantasy elements didn't pair well with the mundanity of the lives they lived when not killing each other. I think we had one hint with The Mother showing up in the trenches and that was it.
Despite these complaints, I really did love this book. I absolutely devoured it and fell for these characters really quickly. I just think that the author wrote herself into a corner with Evelyn not being able to remember certain things and it caused the disconnected feeling between the majority of the book and the ending.