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Credence by Penelope Douglas

229 reviews

adventurous dark reflective sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Plot
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: N/A
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

I officially regret putting this off for so long. 

Yeah, I know this is one of those “you either loved it or hated it” books. I loved it. 

Was it taboo? Yeah. Very age gap-y? Also yeah. But I thought it just worked. Totally fiction? Absolutely, that’s why it’s fun, if you ask me. 

I fell in love with the characters, their struggles (and how they overcame them) and the overall story telling and just loved how Penelope ended it. 

I loved the setting and do find that I’m always a sucker for a “snowed in” trope and this one took the cake in that regard. 

I’ll be thinking about this one for a while for sure. 

*This book and stories like this one aren’t for everyone. Read the trope lists on multiple reviews. Check the trigger warnings. 

What to expect:
🌲 taboo romance
🌲 age gap
🌲 Colorado setting 
🌲 snowed in 
🌲 trauma rep
🌲 forced proximity 
🌲 heartbreak

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funny sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Plot
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

First half of the book RIPS, and then the second half is a total snooze. Ah well. ALSO, obsessed with
the fact that monogamy is the one line they won't cross
. We can excuse [literally so much weird shit], but we draw the line
at polyamory
. This is why more of these *~*dark romance*~* need to be written by little homosexual freaks like myself.

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dark emotional sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

I was recommended this book by a few friends.  I'm down with the smuttiest of books.  While I liked the book overall and was satisfied with it, when I break it down, I'm really not super impressed with it. 
To start, there's obviously a lot of very triggering topics from the beginning of the book.  The main character, Tiernan, isn't super loveable or charismatic and I found myself not even sympathizing with her for much of the book.  Some of the reveals about her relationship with her parents I really felt like should have been explained earlier on, then I might have had more empathy for her.  
Much of the time she spends with her uncle and cousins is very triggering.  Basically lowkey rape to start with.  And while I know they weren't technically blood relatives, the fact that that's how she addresses them the whole book, just weirded me out to be honest.  
The ending also frustrated me sooo much.  I'm all for a happy ending, but I definitely thought that given the darker theme of almost the whole book that it would have a more on brand ending but NOPE
Kaleb miraculously shows up, makes the romantic gesture and suddenly starts to speak.  Of course they end up together, with a child and happily ever after.
.  I genuinely wish that Kaleb had the character development and nuances that we learned in the latter half or latter quarter of the book in the beginning.  Again, I liked the book overall, it was a bit of a slow burn to start with, got intense in the middle and then just had the perfect resolution.

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fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

Not my cup of tea i guess.
The reason im not rating it a 1 is because it was immersive only in a way that i read it fast. I hate every character. I was expecting the book to end every chapter from 30% on.

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adventurous challenging dark mysterious tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

In its own right, it’s a trip. And if you’re down for erotica, you should take the trip for sure. But I’m not a huge fan of the tip-toeing around the incest and underage vibes. My first read through, I almost DNFed because of being a mother and how I felt like I shouldn’t be enjoying it. But I did get over it and finish to say that I did it…. and then handed it off to my mom saying “wanna read something f’ed up?” 😂 (to which she responded “not like the book your sister just read” which was Dead Inside for context and I loudly said “oh god no, this is a spicy book”). 

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emotional funny tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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adventurous emotional relaxing tense slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

4 ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Credence is another Dark Romance novel by Penelope Douglas and once again, she managed to make me fall in love with the characters, the peak and the cabin, the atmosphere and the storyline. 

She created a very calm and relaxing mood throughout the book, probably due to the snow and the winter vibes. The characters were complex, lovable and realistic with their own individual flaws, character traits and passions, which resulted in me instantly liking all of the Van der Bergs, Mirai and of course Tiernan. 
The plot offered unexpected turns, thus creating suspense in just the right amount and the right moments within the story, so that it didn’t feel forced or rushed, but rather very natural for all of it to unfold the way it did. 

Chapel Peak is a place I would love to stay at, if only it was real. It felt like a dreamy place, with small town vibes, as if it could be anywhere (given there are snowy mountains of course). 

All in all, I have to admit that in the beginning  it took me a while to get into the story, just because it wasn’t clear which of the guys was the main love interest for our Tiernan, which confused me quite a bit until the plot started to develop into a bit more. 

Would definitely recommend this, especially to everyone who loves complicated characters with a lot of personality. And of course to everyone who loves dark romance. 

“pain always reminds us that we’re alive. And the fear along with it that we want to stay that way. 

“Credence. It means ‘belief as to the truth of something.’ ”

“ ‘It was time’, he said.”

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dark
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

What the heck did I just read. Someone get me some bleach for my eyes. I have a real issue with dnfing books cause I have major fomo and think that maybe the book will get better and i don’t want to miss it but I was so wrong with this one. 

I will say, for a “tiktok book” my expectations were low so i was pleasantly surprised with the actual writing. Sometimes with popular books it can feel like a teenager is writing it but this one wasn’t like that. 

BUT the plot… yikes. I think it had potential for sure but there were too many red flags and just over all yikes. 

FIRSTLY, this girl IS LITERALLY A CHILD. I ain’t trying to yuck the age gap yum but like seriously, she’s 17, get your 40year old self out of here. I don’t care if she was 18 when anything serious happened. You were flirting with a 17year old. 

SECONDLY dark romance doesn’t mean no consent. Let me say it one more time. DARK ROMANCE DOESN’T EQUAL NO CONSENT. You can write dark romance with consent. Come on guys, this isn’t something you should play around with. This happened at least twice in this book and I seriously should have stopped reading there. 

THIRDLY why are these men literal animals, they can’t last one day without having sex or “needing” sex. Get out of here. You are adult men you can keep it in your pants

FOURTHLY… YOU ARE LITERALLY RELATED YUCK EW STOP. this I could kind of put to the back of my mind cause they aren’t blood related but you can’t be talking like family and then turn around and make it sexual. On top of that, how do you just feel chill about your brother/dad/son is having sex with the same girl you are. Like what? No thoughts on how that is weird to you at all??

Overall, this girl was seriously taken advantage of, the men were not good men. Anyone would be seriously confused by the way each man was treating her. I was waiting for some sort of redeeming factor from the man she ends up “choosing” but really I don’t think the character development happened. Every person in this book needs some therapy. 

The only thing I liked about this book is the living in a forest (slay farm vibe #cottagecore) and the mention of Amber run (an artist I like)

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medium-paced
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No

I want to know... WHO HURT YOU, PENELOPE DOUGLAS!

Fantastic book, while as taboo as they come.  The underlying theme of grief and abandonment was compelling and emotional.

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dark tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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