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thatchickengirl23's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
Graphic: Forced institutionalization, Death, Grief, Child death, Homophobia, Hate crime, Rape, Sexual assault, Torture, Death of parent, Body shaming, Bullying, Outing, Police brutality, Religious bigotry, and Sexual content
Moderate: Medical trauma, Abandonment, Incest, Pedophilia, Sexism, Misogyny, and Alcohol
Minor: Colonisation, Xenophobia, and Racism
maxierosalee's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Please note that this is a book that covers many triggering topics. I've done my best to list all of them accurately.
This is more of an expression of my thoughts than an actual review.
This is definitely not the kind of book that I usually read. I read it on a whim; it was part of a fiction sampler I was reading, and I kept becoming curious about what happened next.
I feel like I mostly suffer from not being the kind of person who usually reads these kinds of books? It's a coming-of-age story about a boy struggling with his sexuality and feminity in 1990s India, where LGBTQ+ behavior is outlawed. It details the main character growing up with their family, going through boarding school, joining the circus, and falling in love with another man. I don't consider this plot outline too much of a spoiler, because for these kinds of books, these kinds of settings are only a small portion of the story. The real meat of the story is the trials and tribulations of the main character, his emotional trauma, and his journey throughout. There are a lot of events in the book that seem more symbolic than anything else.
This is an emotionally heavy book, and some parts affected me heavily, especially regarding his family relationships. There were a few parts that I skimmed when I began to get bored of it when it seemed too repetitive with what the conflict was. But the parts that got me hooked (will not say due to spoilers) kept me going. This wasn't a book I wanted to put down or considered leaving unfinished when I got to the parts that hooked me and kept my interest. And I feel like a book that has me thinking about it and considering it after I've finished and put it down has done a good job of making an impression on me.
The reason it's not a full 3.75 stars is mostly due to some repetitive parts where I was losing some of my interest. Some of the narrative threads felt like they wandered a bit to me with not a lot of connection, almost like a train of thought that kind of goes on without being reigned in. It wasn't a steady ride throughout my reading of it; I had highs and lows as I was going through it. But it's an emotionally devastating book, equal parts tragic and beautiful, and I'm glad I took the random chance to read it.
Graphic: Sexual harassment, Toxic friendship, Sexual assault, Toxic relationship, Homophobia, Rape, Hate crime, Body shaming, and Bullying
Moderate: Death of parent, Child death, Emotional abuse, and Child abuse
Minor: Police brutality
More potentially triggering things below (please note that this is a pretty big spoiler in the later portion of the book near the end)morybaby's review against another edition
3.0
Moderate: Body shaming, Death of parent, Child death, Adult/minor relationship, Bullying, Sexual assault, Homophobia, Pedophilia, and Forced institutionalization
nini23's review
3.25
Graphic: Homophobia
Moderate: Sexual assault, Body shaming, Bullying, Religious bigotry, and Police brutality
Minor: Pedophilia
dimcmill's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
Graphic: Homophobia, Toxic relationship, Sexual assault, Torture, Sexual violence, Pedophilia, Medical trauma, Rape, and Fatphobia
penguin00000006's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Graphic: Sexual assault, Homophobia, Rape, Sexual harassment, and Body shaming
Moderate: Misogyny and Death of parent
Minor: Incest and Pedophilia
mezzythedragon's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
3.0
Moderate: Outing, Sexual assault, Child abuse, Bullying, Body shaming, Death, Homophobia, and Police brutality
Conversion therapyskitch41's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Graphic: Homophobia, Rape, Sexual content, and Sexual assault
Moderate: Child death
Minor: Child abuse
jareadforfilth's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Panic attacks/disorders, Religious bigotry, Body shaming, Child death, Child abuse, Death of parent, Forced institutionalization, Hate crime, Homophobia, Infidelity, Outing, Pedophilia, Toxic relationship, Violence, Sexual assault, Dysphoria, Confinement, and Bullying
chemicallykat's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.75
I'm conflicted about how to rate this... so I'm going with a 3. This isn't bad - it just didn't work for me, and the MULTIPLE graphic sexual assault scenes were difficult to handle. I found them to be incredibly jarring. I really think this book could have used a content warning because I was wildly unprepared. I almost dnf'd for this reason. If I had known going in this wouldn't have been as much of an issue because I could have prepared myself properly. This probably would have been a 4 star for me without the repetitive graphic SA scenes.
The narrator had a good tone and pace and I felt his voice really fit the story. I enjoyed the cultural aspects of this book. I did genuinely feel for Shagun at multiple points, so I was somewhat invested.
This is a coming-of-age story set in the past centered around a queer man who is struggling to find his place in the world. There is a lot of sexual assault and trauma here... which may be realistic (I wouldn't know), but I was really thrown every time it happened.
This is a valuable story, but it won't be for everyone. This book covers a lot of nuanced topics such as finding your identity, feeling like an outcast amongst your peers, and dealing with abuse and homophobia. There are very complicated relationships in this novel - in particular, the relationship between Shagun and his parents is very complex and interesting.
I don't love how everything was handled, but I do think it was somewhat realistic. The conflicting emotions were done well. I just personally don't like this idea that people who harm you should be forgiven, even at great personal cost. I would literally never forgive someone for SA'ing me. I would never think of them fondly again.
The end of this novel was somewhat satisfying, at least compared to the rest of the book. It wasn't as depressing as the rest.
There are people that will enjoy and find value in this book, but I wouldn't recommend this to everyone. I haven't read "A Little Life" but based on what I know about it, it's somewhat similar to this book. This is not a happy, lighthearted novel. This is about trauma and making a place in the world.
Graphic: Rape, Sexual assault, Homophobia, Death of parent, Sexual violence, Outing, and Sexual harassment