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Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Child abuse, Child death, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Infidelity, Physical abuse, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Murder, Pregnancy, Gaslighting, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Child death, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Fatphobia, Infertility, Infidelity, Miscarriage, Murder, Gaslighting, Alcohol
Spoiler-Free Summary
What Worked (for me)
- Although Rachel is the protagonist, there are three narrators — all women, all unreliable. Hawkins handles our unreliable narrators and flashbacks masterfully, so you feel obligated to question anything presented as fact.
- I empathized with Rachel and her personal demons, even when some of her choices made me cringe with contact embarrassment. This is a broken woman trying to glue herself back together with booze and mystery.
- While the mystery wasn’t especially difficult to unravel, there is a specific component of the finale that sets this apart from other thrillers I’ve read.
What Didn’t Work (for me)
- I recognize that this is nitpicky, but it still bothers me five years later and ultimately cost this book 1.5 stars (it lost the other 0.5 on its own). Behind the spoiler tag is some science about drinking, but it is technically a major spoiler for the plot.
Blood alcohol levels affect your hippocampus, the part of your brain that records and stores memories. A “blackout” happens when your hippocampus stops recording, or stops storing those records correctly (like when you remember bits and pieces). The memories you have the morning after a bender are the only memories that exist. Any “recovered” memories after the fact - especially much later in time - are fabrications.
- With the exception of that one thing in the finale, the actual story structure is so textbook that I wasn’t surprised when Jessica Brody used it as the “whydunit” archetype in Save the Cat! Writes a Novel.
- While I empathized with Rachel, I absolutely slammed the book on her once or twice when she insisted on doing embarrassing things.
Final Thoughts
It was a fun, easy read, and a solid introduction to thrillers for someone who was - at the time - unfamiliar with the genre. That said, it feels a little too formulaic now and I’m still annoyed about the drinking thing.
Recommendation
I would also recommend this to writers looking to study unreliable narrators and plot structure.
Graphic: Alcoholism, Alcohol
Moderate: Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Infidelity, Murder, Gaslighting
Minor: Physical abuse
Read my personal copy from Hannah.
Graphic: Alcoholism, Alcohol
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Infertility, Physical abuse, Murder
Minor: Vomit
Graphic: Alcoholism, Domestic abuse, Physical abuse, Murder
Moderate: Child death, Emotional abuse, Stalking, Gaslighting
Moderate: Alcoholism, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Infidelity, Mental illness, Miscarriage, Physical abuse, Blood, Grief, Murder, Alcohol
Graphic: Alcoholism, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Abandonment, Alcohol
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Child death, Death, Domestic abuse, Mental illness, Miscarriage, Toxic relationship, Stalking, Murder, Alcohol
Moderate: Cursing, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Infertility, Physical abuse, Blood, Pregnancy, Gaslighting
Graphic: Alcoholism, Emotional abuse, Toxic relationship, Blood, Stalking, Murder, Gaslighting
Moderate: Body shaming
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Cursing, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Fatphobia, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Murder, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail