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just_one_more_paige's review
emotional
funny
lighthearted
reflective
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
I think I'm just basically at the point where I'll read whatever new thing Alexis Hall writes. I mean I know I'm behind by a couple, but the point it, everything has been amazinggggg. Now, my clear favorite so far is A Lady for a Duke, but I haven't read anything I haven't liked. I wasn't sure about the first one in this series (Rosaline Palmer Takes the Cake), tbh, because I just don't get the baking show hype. But it turned out that I loved it - at least in part but definitely not as the only reason - because the MC felt super relatable to me. Anyways, between that surprise interest and the stunning cover on this second one, I grabbed it as my recent Holiday weekend relaxing romance read.
The book brings us into the next season of Bake Expectations. Paris Daillencourt was entered by his roommate to push him out of his box (and maybe into making friends and actually believing in himself a bit). Tariq Hassan is, confidence-wise and stylistically, the exact opposite of Paris, hoping to use his time on the show to start a B-list celebrity career. Despite an inauspicious first interaction, the two start dating. However, Paris' anxieties over everything (the baking and the dating) ending in failure may, in fact, cause them to end in failure. Plus, Tariq is perhaps expecting things that Paris is not (yet) able to provide, no matter how much he thinks otherwise. And then, of course, there is the stress and pressure of Bake Expectations itself...and the social media storm that inevitably begins once the episodes begin airing. The question is, can Paris figure out how to quiet his brain and find his confidence in time to realize that he really does deserve the good things in his life, and save them?
Oh well it was fun to get back into the host/judge/director characters of Bake Expectations. I had forgotten how real they were. I mean, I know I said I don't really "get" the cooking show craze, but it's almost impossible to not have seen at least parts of episodes, so I know what they're structured like, and Hall really brings this "cast" to life. Their personalities came back quickly as a started reading this and it was a fun "oh yea!" reader feeling. It was also wonderful to slip back into Hall's writing. His hilarious and smart sarcasm, phenomenal dialogue, and overall quick and witty writing continues to be an absolute favorite.
On this note, the way he writes specifically, in this case, Paris' internal anxiety monologue feels, in my experience, like a very honest representation. I do not have a diagnosed anxiety disorder, but the thought patterns Paris deals with do show themselves, in a slightly less intrusive-to-real-life-interactions but no less recognizable way, for me. All that to say that, on top of the rest of the familiarly fantastic Hall writing, this is a very viscerally real experience reading about anxiety (and panic attacks. Please note the many trigger warnings that come with that viscerality. I also want to note the fully dimensional way anxiety is addressed: internally (and externally) by the person dealing with it, with friends trying to help (thinking they can help) and maybe not always doing the right thing, coming to the point where not getting help becomes more damaging to relationships than having the mental illness in the first place, and the fight against internalized negative mental health stigma and the need to get past the voice in your head saying you deserve to always feel this shitty, versus accepting that it doesn’t have to be that way and finally getting help. Plus, the recognition that it's not a quick fix, and that it takes a lot of work, but that it is worth it - you are worth it and your future is worth it - was lovely.
One thing about this book that was particularly different from any of Hall's others (that I've read so far) is the lack of explicit, on-page, steamy scenes. This is not because he suddenly changed to writing "fade to black" romance, but rather because Tariq is very open in talking about, in accordance with his faith, he does not believe in sex before marriage. There are some wonderful kissing scenes, of course, but for the most part, this is a very emotional-growth-and-connection type romance. I didn't know that going it, so it was not what I expected, which is too bad because that's an expectations versus reality that doesn't at all reflect on the actual story/writing, but did affect how much I was into the story. Basically, it wasn't less quintessentially "romance" because of that, but I wish I had known going in. I do want to note though, that Hall's head-on addressing of the conflicts of religion and the queer community, the either/or reality that they're come to represent, was great conversation. Tariq's conviction in the fact that being Muslim and being gay are both key aspects of who he is, and absolutely can exist in harmony within himself, is beautiful. And an open-mindedness about identity that would be lovely to see in a more widespread way.
Interestingly, because this was told from Paris' POV, which was (naturally) very self-focused and centralized due to his anxiety, the way his brain twists and takes things over, this felt like the most underdeveloped set of characters that I've read in one of Hall's books. There was still an array of other characters (Tariq's family and roomies, the other contestants, Paris' roommate), they just felt much more like props in this book. However, in thinking about it more, and considering the perspective of the MC, it actually does make sense that they'd feel less real, since it wasn't until the end that Paris was able to step outside his own thought spirals at all.
Overall, Paris Daillencourt Is About to Crumble felt, to me, very different than Hall's previous works, yet in many ways it was just the same and I fell comfortably back into it. A strange combination of feelings to be left with, but in the end, a very affecting and engrossing romance. I definitely appreciate Hall's writing through this one, and I think, with a more clear set of expectations going in (which hopefully this review will give you), right up there with the rest of his books.
“Because how could you tell whether you wanted something or just thought someone else would want you to want it?”
“Because he could just about imagine a world in which Tariq was right and whatever had turned Paris into the useless sack of shit he was today was a medical thing he couldn’t control. But it also felt like a massive cop-out: like he was appropriating a serious condition that other people had to justify his crappy behaviour.”
“And right then, for as long as it lasted, for as long as they were touching, Paris, too, felt loved and free, and part of something beautiful.”
“…but in baking, as in life, sometimes not enough felt like too much, and sometimes too much didn’t feel like enough.”
“Trying something until it was perfect was the same as not doing it at all, because perfection was just a ghost he conjured up to scare himself with.”
“It felt like a moment to bask in, but it also felt like a moment not to be complacent. And a moment to be reflecting and regretting and hoping because apparently, it was possible to do all those things at once when fear wasn’t flooding your body with the useless kind of adrenaline.”
Content Warnings
Graphic: Bullying, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, and Islamophobia
Moderate: Racism and Religious bigotry
Minor: Sexual content, Medical content, and Abandonment
maaikereadsbooks_'s review
challenging
emotional
funny
hopeful
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
Many thanks to Little, Brown Book Group UK and Alexis Hall for the advanced copy of Paris Daillencourt Is About to Crumble via NetGalley, in return for my honest and unbiased review. Quick note: I don’t recap plots in my reviews, as it’s easy enough to read the book’s synopsis and blurbs, I purely focus on my feelings & opinions of how the books makes me feel.
Paris Daillencourt was a delight to read, although as someone diagnosed with the same mental illness that the protagonist eventually is diagnosed with, it was at times not an easy read!
This story was a great illustration of how it’s so easy to judge those we see around us and in the media, and never have any idea of what’s actually going on. Money, good looks, being good enough to be on a baking show, it doesn’t mean you’re emotionally ok…at all. And then, when you do let your emotions show, people are likely to think the worst of you in one way or another.
So, this book definitely really spoke to me on the mental health level. It was also really funny and light-hearted in-between the ‘deep’ bits, which I felt was well balanced.
Tariq’s viewpoint on the relationship was an interesting one and not something I’ve read before. It did cause the story to have a natural limitation which Hall handled really well and naturally.
I really liked that Hall included warnings, labelled as ‘content guidance, at the front of the book for contents which some readers may find upsetting and potentially triggering for their own mental health.
Overall, I really enjoyed this book. I found the mental health portions difficult to read, due to suffering the same problems myself, but felt they were handled well, and I enjoyed the overall story. Another well written book by Alexis Hall!
Spice: 2/5
Trigger warnings: as per the author’s content guidance submitted in the book: Main character with an undiagnosed anxiety disorder (that does get diagnosed), on-page panic attack, hospital stay due to panic attack, treatment plan for anxiety disorder discussed, emotional unavailable parents, very graphic swearing, cyberbullying, religious and racial microaggressions, Islamophobia (challenged)
Content Warnings
Graphic: Bullying, Mental illness, and Panic attacks/disorders
Moderate: Emotional abuse and Islamophobia
aromarrie's review
emotional
funny
hopeful
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
"Change is part of growing up. You don't want to stay a kid forever. That's Peter Pan, and he is not the hero of the story. . . The hero of Peter Pan is Wendy. Peter is trapped in a weird fantasy world constructed of his own fears. Wendy goes there, learns what she has to from it, then comes back and gets on with her life."
Paris thought about this. It made a terrible kind of sense. "Oh."
"Come on, you wouldn't want to live in Neverland."
"You say that. But when I left, I grew up into . . . me."
"And I like you."
this story was...so absurdly funny, as promised in all of alexis hall's works. and it has a lot of heart. i also can painfully relate to paris and perhaps felt overwhelmed at how seen i felt, so...that was a welcome surprise. there is a romance, but as seen in other reviews, someone cleverly noted it as a bildungsroman because it is.
this entire book is about paris' journey with his debilitating anxiety that grows increasingly worse & worse over time, all set in the backdrop of a british baking show that is all action & cameras but all paris can do is cry. there's a lot of really good moments to speak of, though, and i personally really enjoyed what the author did in paris' relationship with tariq; i liked how we saw tariq stand in his own spotlight as he's given a lot of space to explore his own complicated feelings and just be able to shine as a main character. the rest of the cast for this season were such an absolute delight, and i love how even as disconnected paris might have felt with the rest of them, they weren't simply shoved into the background for the sake of the plot. some returning characters add their own wit and sly british humor, which i found really funny being an american.
the star of this entire series being the baked treats that we get to see our contestants create was certainly one of the highlights of this book, and so it made me sad how paris kind of derailed and beat himself up over creating something that should be fun & comforting but instead just gets him further stuck inside his head. i'm glad he eventually gets the help he needs, just as equally glad to the author for not holding back on how seriously isolating living with a mental illness can be, especially when you're undiagnosed. a real deciding factor in a reader's enjoyment for this story, i feel, is in how one might react to everything that paris says & does because it has as much to do with his character as it also does the mental roadblocks that is his brain. his fears are riddled with the most tiniest of details that it sometimes felt like too much, but it's like he had no control in it and every thing he beat himself up for or was worried about just grew larger & larger to the point where he was screaming inside. his parents being off the radar didn't help, and other characters might've factored into the equation, but the way the author explored how low you can fall when stuck inside your head and how you can try to fight your way out of it was one of the most incredible things i've ever seen in any of his works.
it meant a lot to me.
paris' mental health journey meant a lot to me, and everyone else just added a lot of color to what is really a bright story, to me. the writing was amazing, and while the majority of penis jokes were very questionable (these characters have really crude humor but i wasn't turned off by it), it didn't disengage me from the story at all, it was just yet another strange but real part of these weird cast of characters and i loved them more for it. i loved all the little details i got to grasp about paris , who isn't defined by his anxiety and is actually really good with baking (even if he couldn't see it in himself, i hope he can have fun with it again one day) and cooking, and he's a classics major, too, would you look at that?
really curious what more mayhem will ensue in the next book and what new main characters i'll get to meet who'll charm me a bunch, i hope. i'll be 23 once it publishes, which is just....great :')
Paris thought about this. It made a terrible kind of sense. "Oh."
"Come on, you wouldn't want to live in Neverland."
"You say that. But when I left, I grew up into . . . me."
"And I like you."
this story was...so absurdly funny, as promised in all of alexis hall's works. and it has a lot of heart. i also can painfully relate to paris and perhaps felt overwhelmed at how seen i felt, so...that was a welcome surprise. there is a romance, but as seen in other reviews, someone cleverly noted it as a bildungsroman because it is.
this entire book is about paris' journey with his debilitating anxiety that grows increasingly worse & worse over time, all set in the backdrop of a british baking show that is all action & cameras but all paris can do is cry. there's a lot of really good moments to speak of, though, and i personally really enjoyed what the author did in paris' relationship with tariq; i liked how we saw tariq stand in his own spotlight as he's given a lot of space to explore his own complicated feelings and just be able to shine as a main character. the rest of the cast for this season were such an absolute delight, and i love how even as disconnected paris might have felt with the rest of them, they weren't simply shoved into the background for the sake of the plot. some returning characters add their own wit and sly british humor, which i found really funny being an american.
the star of this entire series being the baked treats that we get to see our contestants create was certainly one of the highlights of this book, and so it made me sad how paris kind of derailed and beat himself up over creating something that should be fun & comforting but instead just gets him further stuck inside his head. i'm glad he eventually gets the help he needs, just as equally glad to the author for not holding back on how seriously isolating living with a mental illness can be, especially when you're undiagnosed. a real deciding factor in a reader's enjoyment for this story, i feel, is in how one might react to everything that paris says & does because it has as much to do with his character as it also does the mental roadblocks that is his brain. his fears are riddled with the most tiniest of details that it sometimes felt like too much, but it's like he had no control in it and every thing he beat himself up for or was worried about just grew larger & larger to the point where he was screaming inside. his parents being off the radar didn't help, and other characters might've factored into the equation, but the way the author explored how low you can fall when stuck inside your head and how you can try to fight your way out of it was one of the most incredible things i've ever seen in any of his works.
it meant a lot to me.
paris' mental health journey meant a lot to me, and everyone else just added a lot of color to what is really a bright story, to me. the writing was amazing, and while the majority of penis jokes were very questionable (these characters have really crude humor but i wasn't turned off by it), it didn't disengage me from the story at all, it was just yet another strange but real part of these weird cast of characters and i loved them more for it. i loved all the little details i got to grasp about paris , who isn't defined by his anxiety and is actually really good with baking (even if he couldn't see it in himself, i hope he can have fun with it again one day) and cooking, and he's a classics major, too, would you look at that?
really curious what more mayhem will ensue in the next book and what new main characters i'll get to meet who'll charm me a bunch, i hope. i'll be 23 once it publishes, which is just....great :')
Content Warnings
Graphic: Panic attacks/disorders
Moderate: Bullying, Cursing, Racism, and Islamophobia
meganpbennett's review against another edition
emotional
funny
hopeful
reflective
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
I really really loved Rosaline Palmer Takes the Cake, and was a little disappointed by Paris Daillencourt. But that seems to be the theme with Alexis Hall sequels. Parts of it were really really good, parts of it were really really funny, parts of it were really really touching, and parts of it were really really disappointing. So it averages out to three stars.
Alexis Hall doesn't write traditional romance, and PD, like RP and BfM, are very much relationship fiction, as opposed to romance novels. Knowing that going in makes the book better, as you don't spend half the book trying to figure out how, exactly, it's a romance novel.
Like RP, I found some of the sections very hard to read, because the person in charge of the filming is, frankly, an abusive bully to her charges. Which is not a good thing at all, but is an especially bad thing when the main character has an undiagnosed anxiety disorder. I also found the last section, the one with the tweets way way too over the top and very much unnecessarily harsh. I was also disappointed in the ending.
Thank you to NetGalley and Forever for the eARC!
Alexis Hall doesn't write traditional romance, and PD, like RP and BfM, are very much relationship fiction, as opposed to romance novels. Knowing that going in makes the book better, as you don't spend half the book trying to figure out how, exactly, it's a romance novel.
Like RP, I found some of the sections very hard to read, because the person in charge of the filming is, frankly, an abusive bully to her charges. Which is not a good thing at all, but is an especially bad thing when the main character has an undiagnosed anxiety disorder. I also found the last section, the one with the tweets way way too over the top and very much unnecessarily harsh. I was also disappointed in the ending.
Thank you to NetGalley and Forever for the eARC!
Content Warnings
Graphic: Ableism, Bullying, Cursing, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Racism, Islamophobia, and Abandonment
unsuccessfulbookclub's review against another edition
emotional
hopeful
lighthearted
reflective
sad
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
ARC Review - pub date 11/1/22
The thing about Alexis Hall is that he writes RoNos that look like they’re gonna be super fluffy and then hit you with the sledgehammer of reality.
The thing about Alexis Hall is that he writes RoNos that look like they’re gonna be super fluffy and then hit you with the sledgehammer of reality.
To whit, the latest installment in the Bake Expectations series: Paris Daillencourt is About to Crumble. This is a romance featuring Paris, a man with intense undiagnosed anxiety, and Tariq, a man who is an absolute ray of sunshine. The two MCs were basically heartbreakingly realistic. Paris’s anxiety is intense and graphic. He is incredibly deep in his head - everyone hates him, he’s going to mess up, he’s the worst, etc etc etc. Enter Tariq, a devout Muslim and very out gay man, who tries his very best to “help” Paris while also being kind of into him aka Tariq kinda takes Paris on as a project, which never ends well.
Although this book definitely has a love story in it and ends on an HEA, its focus really isn’t the romance. Paris has an incredibly hard time with his mental health and so that the book becomes more about his struggles. I was much more concerned about Paris getting help than I was about whether he and Tariq ended up together. On the one hand, I loved how realistic and relatable the conflicts in the book were, but on the other, if you are looking for a comforting read about a comforting reality show - this ain’t it.
All that said? There were scenes and moments in this book where I was laughing out loud and reading passages to my husband. I suppose just like real life, there are funny and sweet moments mixed up with the bad ones.
Oh, and Paris’s parents are *gone* like they simply don’t text him back…ever? Even when he repeatedly asks them to? That little detail alone was a gut punch, and added to Paris’s intensely bad time and my angst as a reader. In sum, this book feels a lot like Queenie by Candace Carty-Williams in that there is an MC who is struggling realistically and mightily with their mental health and the general state of the world and you’re simultaneously rooting for them and empathizing with them and also very frustrated by their circumstances. It can be a really emotionally taxing thing to read a book like that so I want to make sure other readers are ready.
👍🏻Recommended with a big dose of check the CW and make sure you have the emotional capacity for this. Lovable and very realistic characters as well as mental health are a huge focus in this book, the romance is sweet but I would not call it the focus.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, and Abandonment
Moderate: Bullying, Cursing, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Racism, Xenophobia, and Religious bigotry
kbairbooks's review
challenging
emotional
funny
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.0
Thank you to Netgalley, the publisher, and the author for approving me this arc.
As someone who struggles with mental health issues, I really appreciated that this book sheds light on how debilitating these struggles can be. I liked that there was a more realistic growth progression (although it was sped up because of the storyline at the end). I also liked that the relationship had more organic ups and downs rather than being picture perfect/nobody owns up to their mistakes. I also liked the character Joy and all the yummy desserts.
Now I’m not sure if there was a ‘dry British humor’ thing going on that just went way over my head but the majority to all of the characters struck me as MASSIVE jerks. Honestly they were all really quite dislike-able and hindered my reading experience. There were funny moments that I genuinely laughed out loud and the language of the book was super unique and fun. And I did start liking Paris and Tariq more at the end but overall I don’t think this was my favorite read.
As someone who struggles with mental health issues, I really appreciated that this book sheds light on how debilitating these struggles can be. I liked that there was a more realistic growth progression (although it was sped up because of the storyline at the end). I also liked that the relationship had more organic ups and downs rather than being picture perfect/nobody owns up to their mistakes. I also liked the character Joy and all the yummy desserts.
Now I’m not sure if there was a ‘dry British humor’ thing going on that just went way over my head but the majority to all of the characters struck me as MASSIVE jerks. Honestly they were all really quite dislike-able and hindered my reading experience. There were funny moments that I genuinely laughed out loud and the language of the book was super unique and fun. And I did start liking Paris and Tariq more at the end but overall I don’t think this was my favorite read.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Bullying, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, and Classism
Moderate: Homophobia, Racism, Islamophobia, and Medical content
ginfizz's review against another edition
challenging
emotional
funny
reflective
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Thanks to NetGalley and Forever (Grand Central Publishing) for providing an ARC for review.
Paris, an upper-crust classicist with severe but undiagnosed anxiety, is entered into baking competition Bake Expectations by Morag, his fat Glaswegian sex goddess roommate. He meets Tariq, an extroverted, confident baker who wants to be a little bit famous and finds Paris charming. Paris struggles with the competition and his growing relationship with Tariq, and tries to learn to manage his anxiety, his relationships, and the internet’s cruel response to the mildly famous.
Paris Daillencourt was hard to read as a person with anxiety. Some of Paris’ spirals began to feed into my own anxiety, and I had to take a some breaks in order to emotionally regulate. I can see some readers might be frustrated with Paris, especially if they don’t experience anxiety (they might agree some of the tweets in part two, tbh). Watching Paris begin to break down from the pressure of the competition in addition to having a sort-of-boyfriend is rough, and my heart ached for him despite recognizing he was creating many of his own problems. Tariq is a gorgeous character — full, interesting, well-intentioned, and obviously trying his best. I loved him, and it was good to see someone try so hard to work with Paris’ more obvious hang-ups, but it killed me when Tariq declared Paris too much — that he thought he could handle it, but he couldn’t, and so he was leaving. This is perhaps the biggest fear of anyone who has severe anxiety — that they are a burden, that they will never be worth putting up with their problems, and the people they love will eventually leave. It was unsurprising that this, combined with his elimination from the show and the unflinchingly cruel responses of fans of the show, culminates in a breakdown.
Ultimately, it wasn't the feel-good rom-com I was expecting, but honestly with Alexis Hall I should know better. He gives us the love, the tension, and romance, but there's always a deep and raw struggle for the characters to overcome. I think, perhaps, this was the first book for me where the character's struggle hit so close to my own, and that's why I ended up feeling it so intensely. I enjoyed the book a lot, and love, love, love this universe of the Bake Expectations series, but would advise others to be aware of how deeply you delve into Paris' anxiety and the repercussions of it.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Bullying, Mental illness, and Panic attacks/disorders
Moderate: Racism and Islamophobia
Minor: Religious bigotry
purplepenning's review
emotional
funny
hopeful
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
4.25
"By 'eck it's gorgeous"! A little heavy, but never stodgy, book two in the Winner Bakes All series is different from but as good as the first one (Rosaline Palmer Takes the Cake) and could definitely stand alone. "Paris Daillencourt Is About to Crumble" is a sweet, poignant, personal, coming-of-age story wrapped in a satisfying romance and topped with just enough quirky baking competition capers to give it that extra something. The sensitive portrayal and pacing of Paris's anxiety and mental health issues and the navigation of the personal and relationship differences between Paris and Tariq (an openly gay Muslim) is *chef's kiss*. Plus, there are scrummy good bakes.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Mental illness and Panic attacks/disorders
Moderate: Bullying, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Racism, Xenophobia, Islamophobia, Medical content, Grief, Abandonment, and Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Alcohol