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Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage by Haruki Murakami
82 reviews
lachlan90's review against another edition
emotional
mysterious
reflective
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Sexual content
Moderate: Sexual assault and Suicidal thoughts
bolickbooks's review against another edition
dark
emotional
mysterious
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
This book follows a man who is trying to process after suddenly and without explanation being completely cut off by his most cherished friends. One day the people with whom he had been inseparable tell him they no longer wish to communicate, and he knows why. The only problem is he has absolutely no clue what he has done.
Content Warnings
Moderate: Rape, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, and Murder
ambivalentneb's review against another edition
inspiring
reflective
sad
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.75
Hello Ash, I know you are reading this. Colorless Tsukuru was a lot different than his other works, it did not have as much as that feverish liminal feeing as in his other books, but it also felt more defined in clear meaning. I have mixed feelings about this as I love that aspect of Murakami’s books that describe dreamlike environments and symbols but having a clear definition in his own way is good as well. It felt a bit more personal to him as an author but it deviated from his style a bit, but that may just be due to him writing this at a later age.
spoilers now
no really don’t read this
tell your brain to stop automatically reading
last chance
The book follows the life of Tsukuru Takazi and the main event, the splitting of his group of friends: which is defined as a perfect quintet. He is cast away from his group suddenly and without any seeming remorse and he falls into a depression that changes him. He lives a rest of a mostly unfulfilling like until he is 36 and he finds someone he is serious about, but cannot go forward due to all of the conflicting and unresolved feelings within him from years ago, so he sets to find each member of the group and uncover the truth. I don’t want to talk about each individual encounter as this is getting long but ultimately it leads to some introspective eureka of him piecing together why the evened in his life occurred the way they have and how his feelings were not an isolated entities from the diaspora of feelings around him in others. In the end the book leads to compare his life to a subway (his occupation is building railroads) and he reales he has so many paths he could have gone yet he took none after the break of the group, so he decides to chase one last decision with all he has even if it will destroy colorless tsukuru tazaki, as even if he is colorless he has substance.
This sounded a lot better in my head, I like the book b it definitely not in the same regard as his other books or as much. (Why am I like this :skull:)
It was also reminiscent of coming of age stories but it wasn’t cringe so that’s fine.
spoilers now
no really don’t read this
tell your brain to stop automatically reading
last chance
The book follows the life of Tsukuru Takazi and the main event, the splitting of his group of friends: which is defined as a perfect quintet. He is cast away from his group suddenly and without any seeming remorse and he falls into a depression that changes him. He lives a rest of a mostly unfulfilling like until he is 36 and he finds someone he is serious about, but cannot go forward due to all of the conflicting and unresolved feelings within him from years ago, so he sets to find each member of the group and uncover the truth. I don’t want to talk about each individual encounter as this is getting long but ultimately it leads to some introspective eureka of him piecing together why the evened in his life occurred the way they have and how his feelings were not an isolated entities from the diaspora of feelings around him in others. In the end the book leads to compare his life to a subway (his occupation is building railroads) and he reales he has so many paths he could have gone yet he took none after the break of the group, so he decides to chase one last decision with all he has even if it will destroy colorless tsukuru tazaki, as even if he is colorless he has substance.
This sounded a lot better in my head, I like the book b it definitely not in the same regard as his other books or as much. (Why am I like this :skull:)
It was also reminiscent of coming of age stories but it wasn’t cringe so that’s fine.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, and Abandonment
Moderate: Eating disorder and Rape
Minor: Homophobia and Miscarriage
mixuchi's review against another edition
emotional
mysterious
reflective
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.75
If the women and sexual scenes had not been written this way, my rating would've been higher. I actually did not mind the ending for what it was, even though people do not like open-ended endings. I really thought the random story about a guy having only a month to live and being able to see these colors would go anywhere.
I also wonder what happened to Haida and I wished it was more explored and not left the way it was.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Rape and Sexual content
Moderate: Death, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, and Suicide attempt
Minor: Mental illness, Miscarriage, Death of parent, and Murder
catrijn's review against another edition
reflective
sad
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, and Abandonment
Moderate: Mental illness, Sexual assault, and Murder
Minor: Miscarriage and Death of parent
whatdidshedraw's review against another edition
dark
emotional
reflective
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Rape, Sexual content, and Suicidal thoughts
Moderate: Murder
cobhlaith's review against another edition
emotional
sad
slow-paced
4.5
Content Warnings
Graphic: Rape and Suicidal thoughts
kathleendayle's review against another edition
challenging
emotional
hopeful
reflective
sad
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Grief, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship, and Abandonment
Moderate: Death, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, and Murder
Minor: Pregnancy
amethystbutterfly's review against another edition
emotional
hopeful
reflective
relaxing
sad
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
I really loved this book. It is reflective, you see the world through a man who thinks he’s colorless and boring person. There’s some thinking about the line between reality and dreams, how something that you try to ignore/forget comes to you in one way or another and how you have to accept the things you can’t change. It has themes like depression, loneliness, friendships, trauma, abandonment and music. You see so clearly, without any filters to the maincharacters mind and it is so facinating! It normalizes humanity.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Death, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, and Grief
Moderate: Eating disorder and Miscarriage
laurenleannereads's review against another edition
dark
emotional
mysterious
reflective
relaxing
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Death, Mental illness, Rape, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Murder, and Toxic friendship
Moderate: Death of parent