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3.29 AVERAGE

dark emotional hopeful sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Plot
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: No

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I am not sure I enjoyed this, but I am glad I read it.

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adventurous informative slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

Outside of reading the basic synopsis on the dust cover of the book, I went into this book blind. When I first began reading, I found myself quite excited about the premise, thinking this was going to be one of my favorite books. 

I adore books that give me a chance to step into the shoes of someone with a life vastly different from mine, so I was excited when I found out that we were following Maddy, a young adult living on the streets of San Francisco. To make it even better, it seemed like it was going to integrate mystery into the book. The premise was perfect - an unhoused 20-something witnesses the death of a young boy, and has to find a way to cope with the mental repercussions.

As the story went on, it seemed increasingly misguided. They made it seem like we’d get some positive resolution for Maddy after the long scenes with Shane’s parents, or that the murderer himself would make more of an appearance and leave a negative impact on Maddy’s life. The book set up so much, but didn’t have much payoff at the end. In fact, the book ended very abruptly and left me in a state of confusion.
During the entire book, Maddy didn’t want to see her mom because it hurt her to know how far gone she was from her mental illness. Dave and his wife kept mentioning that Maddy’s parents probably wanted to know more about her and how she was doing. Maddy was stubborn, and resolved never to speak to her mother again. I’m unclear where the turnaround for Maddy was. There was no climax to the story.


Also, I loved the idea of Maddy’s perspective giving the reader empathy for the unhoused populations around us, but I was a bit confused to see that the author had never been unhoused. She had just lived in SF for a long time. I hope she did some research before writing this, at least. 

Ultimately, because of the first part, I feel comfortable giving it 3.75 stars. However, due to the lack of an ending and emotional payoff, I cannot give it much more. 

This book captured the baffling, often self-destructive behaviors of the unhoused.
reflective sad fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
challenging emotional informative slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

Gut Instinct Rating: 3
Characters: 3.75
Believability: 4
Uniqueness: 5
Writing Style: 5
Excitement Factor: 3
Story Line: 5
Title Relevance: 5
Artwork Relevance: 3
Audiobook Narration: 4.25
Overall: 4.10
informative reflective slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated
emotional reflective medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

This was a powerful story following Maddy, a homeless 20-something who hangs around with her other homeless friends in Golden Gate Park. You get a detailed picture of their lives and how they manage to make do despite hardship. While walking her dog, Root, Maddy becomes witness to a crime, upending the dull but predictable life she had lived until then.

I've never been homeless or lived anywhere with a large homeless population, so I appreciated the detail the author included about how Maddy and her friends lived. I really felt like I got to know them and their lives, their associates, their hangouts, where they go for food, their interactions with cops and tourists. I liked the insight into Maddy's thoughts, and the motives for why her and her friends are on the street. It was a nice look at a subsection of the population I don't know much about.

On the other hand, I felt like the plot the author was trying to tell alongside this snapshot of homeless life fell flat. I don't understand what switched in Maddy's head to go from actively avoiding anything involving the crime to becoming a junior detective on the street. I didn't like some of the characters, particularly the ones involved with the crime. I also somewhat didn't like Maddy turning her nose up at all the opportunities the author wrote into the narrative for her to change her life, and actively encouraged her friends to do the same. Maybe it's a product of the homeless mentality, I don't know. The book also just....ends. There's no real conclusion to Maddy's story, which I guess we're meant to just infer as being the same as it always had been.

In short, the writing is really well done, but the story woven by that writing just isn't compelling. That, coupled with unlikeable characters and motives prevented me from rating this much higher.

Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for providing me a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.