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Celle qui devint le soleil by Shelley Parker-Chan

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thedambookshelf's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging dark emotional hopeful informative inspiring sad tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

5.0

As many of you have seen in other reviews, She Who Became the Sun by Shelley Park Chan is one of the most hyped books this year on bookish social media. I am not one to follow hype really, and it’s been a while since I’ve picked up something that everyone else was currently talking about, and guess what? I was not disappointed. 

She Who Became the Sun follows a girl destined for nothingness who takes on the role of her brother, Zhu Chongba, and spins a way to achieve heaven's favor that has been promised to her brother from the moment he entered the world. You follow Zhu in a cunning game for power, desire, and greatness. And you certainly find it, though Zhu is not the only perspective you get, you get many but the other most prominent is Ouyang. Ouyang is a eunuch general who has risen in power to serve as the right hand to one of the most powerful Mongol princes. He has been forced to serve the people who mutilated him and is in a constant battle between his fate and his desire to be loved. 

SWBTS is a very atmospheric, genuine, and deliberate read. You get to the point from the beginning to end, I never felt as if the plot was lacking nor the setting, characterization was impeccable, and everything just hit. Honestly, I’ve read another review on good reads where they stated comparing this to the song of Achilles is a disservice to SWBTS, and I could not agree more. 

This book is so rich in battle and war, not romance, the political aspects feel so real and despite this story being a reimaging of 1345 china under Mongol rule, I learned more from this than I ever did in AP WORLD. All the characters and I mean this, ALL OF THEM, are anti-heroes/morally grey characters. I found it very hard to dislike anyone, and if that’s not good character building, I don’t know what is. I don’t want to get too spoilery but in terms of romance, this book was just it for me, I’m not a big fan of sappy romances in plots like this. It isn’t realistic I feel? So, the way Shelley went about it, was perfect. Also, I just want to state, Patroclus and Achilles have nothing on my boys in this. 

Something else I really want to talk about is the way gender is structured and spoken about in this book, first off, I am genderfluid so having two lead characters that are genderqueer was a win for me. Especially the situation with Zhu, whose gender was assigned a female at birth but does not identify as a female, and yet she also doesn’t feel quite male either. She’s in limbo between the two. I feel like Shelley did an amazing job constructing such in a fluid and relatable manner, same with Ouyang and his struggles of dysphoria. I will say this story is rich with gender dysphoria which for me helped me feel better about the parts of me that make me experience the same dysphoria but for others, it may not come across that way, so be mindful about such once picking up this book. 

Despite this book just being all-around incredible, I really felt known in Shelley’s writing and there are not many books that make me feel like that, but this was one and I cannot wait for the sequel. This book was a 5-star read for me, and honestly, it would have been higher. Oh! And who wants to join my Wang Baoxiang protection club? Anyone? 


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adventurous challenging dark emotional slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0


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adventurous dark emotional inspiring sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

CWs: blood, graphic injury, dismemberment, mutilation, torture, murder, and violence; references to slavery and war crimes; misogyny, sexism, and sexist slurs; some ableist language; descriptions of contagious illness; physical abuse; infidelity; and some scenes containing explicit sex

 (Adapted from the abbreviated review in my Instagram post.)

Let me level with you: I am still struggling to piece together the right words to describe how this book made me feel. The experience of reading it was so heightened and dynamic in a way I still can't fully explain. Regardless, She Who Became the Sun is a powerful story about the evolving, all-consuming nature of desire and about making fate a choice instead of a chance. It's a story that dares to ask: is destiny something we're born into or is it something we make for ourselves?

Her brother was prophesied to be legendary, but when he dies unceremoniously, our nameless main character takes up his name of Zhu Chongba and also his discarded fate of greatness, determined to make it her own. The denial of Zhu's desire is two-fold in this story. As someone raised to be a woman, she was told to discard not only her desire but also her autonomy since her life could only be "in service" of men and secondary to men. When she disguises herself as her brother and joins a monastery in order to avoid famine and death at the hands of the Mongols, she is once again told to discard her earthly desires because her life is to be dedicated in service to the heavens. What she wants and what she dreams for herself is not only secondary and discouraged, but forbidden; it is not to be borne.

But a life of service and obscurity is not good enough for Zhu. In so many ways, she is destined, by both fate and circumstance, to fail. A quiet and meaningless death is the best that she can hope for, and she simply *refuses* that fate. It's a story about Zhu reclaiming her agency in spectacular, dramatic fashion, defying everyone's expectations and fighting for her right not only to live, but to be powerful and to be *known* in every way that matters. It's a story about a character being told that she can't and she won't, and yet finding the courage to do those things anyways. And she succeeds, not because she's an all-powerful being, but because she is unprecedented—because the way she approaches things is different from the way things have always been done.

And in that sense, the story is very much about the power of difference. Zhu presents herself as a man, at first so that she can survive, but then also because she feels more aligned with masculinity and understands herself as someone who is definitely not a woman. She carries herself as a man, but the way that she is a man is inherently different than someone who raised to be a man, and that unique perspective is actually her secret weapon as opposed to a "weakness." Just by existing, she is reconciling so many different perspectives, and her true success comes from being able to understand the world through so many different lenses. For Zhu and other characters, sometimes those differences can be reconciled and sometimes the chasm that needs to be bridged is simply too great.

The story is also about Zhu struggling to balance what she wants to be versus what she thinks she's "supposed" to be. She thinks she's supposed to be a woman, she thinks she's supposed to be a monk, she thinks she's supposed to be exactly the kind of man that Zhu Chongba would have been if he had lived, she thinks she's supposed to be a symbol. But all of those warring expectations don't leave room for her to figure out who she is and what she wants. Does her desire come from someone else's definition of greatness or is she simply stronger and braver for going after an impossible dream that those before her would never even imagine for themselves? Grappling with a reality that exists both within *and* beyond those expectations is a major part of her journey throughout this book.

Ultimately, She Who Became the Sun is a story that asks what it looks like to know your worth and pursue it with every breath left in your body, even when the world is telling you a different story. It questions where we draw the line between selfishness and self-assuredness, and whether destiny actually renders us powerless or grants us the power to fight our way towards a predetermined finish line. Set against an epic and dramatic backdrop of war that is both historical and fantastical, this story is not just astonishing to behold, but it's also a beautiful, emotional, and intimate portrait of a character fighting for her right to exist against all odds. Looking back on this book, I feel a sense of gratitude for having bore witness to Zhu's journey, and I know this is only the beginning of what promises to be a truly incredible and unforgettable epic. 

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