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Graphic: Animal cruelty, Animal death, Murder
Moderate: Drug abuse
I was the one thinking I was not like other girls! I had part of the story spoiled for me and I knew I had to revisit it. After the first chapter, I was hooked and could not put it down.
Is the plot perfect? No. I have a good few questions and I’m still trying to wrap my head around things. But it keeps you interested. Every page was like being allowed another lick of your favourite snack, and I was definitely full by the end of it!
Dark, funny, and a story that will confuse you as much at it coairvates you. I know this has a mixed response as a book, but I loved it.
Graphic: Animal cruelty, Animal death, Body horror, Death, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Murder, Toxic friendship, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Addiction, Mental illness, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Alcohol
Graphic: Animal cruelty, Animal death
Moderate: Violence, Toxic friendship
a good book if you want to read confusing prose and feel disoriented!
Graphic: Animal cruelty, Animal death, Violence, Murder
Moderate: Self harm
Graphic: Animal cruelty, Animal death, Mental illness, Self harm, Toxic relationship, Toxic friendship
Moderate: Animal cruelty, Animal death
Minor: Animal cruelty, Animal death, Self harm, Blood
Graphic: Animal cruelty, Drug use, Blood, Murder
Graphic: Animal cruelty, Animal death, Gore
Minor: Schizophrenia/Psychosis
I really liked the narrator, Sophie Amoss. I felt like I was in the head of the main character when she was narrating and I could easily picture all the different characters by the voices she used. Her voice is also soothing.
As for the story itself, I loved it. What I actually enjoyed about it was the psychology of the main character and the depiction of creative block and the depression that can be linked to it. I’m an artist and I could relate to some things she said. How we can feel like an impostor sometimes and feel blocked or not good enough and then craving a connection to others to get out of our self-made isolation but also not wanting to.
I liked how all Sam’s emotions : fear, uncertainty, desires… were represented. Without spoiling anything, I interpreted the rituals depicted (please check content warnings) in the book more as a representation of creativity and desire. And I thought it was really interesting.
It has strong dark academia vibes. Which I’m a sucker for. I like also exploring the mentality and struggles behind cults and this book definitely and intimately explores that. It has mean girl vibes and it was nice to see how the author explores the meaning of sisterhood, girlhood, love and desires.
The relationship between Ava and Sam was what kept me hooked. I hoped for more to be honest but I won’t spoil too much. I guess that their relationship is… complex.
I’m definitely gonna get a physical copy, re-read it and annotate the hell out of it.
Graphic: Animal cruelty, Animal death, Body horror, Confinement, Cursing, Death, Drug abuse, Emotional abuse, Gore, Mental illness, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Kidnapping, Grief, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail, Classism
Moderate: Bullying, Car accident, Death of parent
Minor: Sexual content