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Hunting Adeline by H.D. Carlton

8 reviews

alyciajstewart's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging dark emotional funny mysterious sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

The first 45% of this book is not a dark romance, it's just dark. Addie finds herself in an absolutely terrifying situation that is very hard to read about. The only reason I was able to keep pushing through was because I knew eventually the author was going to get her and Zaid back together. The second half of the book brings back the spice that I came to expect after reading the first book. However, the depiction of the Romance takes an especially dark turn in this novel. Obviously, Addy and Zaid have never had a normal relationship, but the depictions of violence against each other in this book were perhaps a bit too dramatic. I am not a fan of reading about knife play, so most of the spicy scenes were not for me. Overall, I really enjoyed the ending and I'm glad that Addie and Zaid got there "happily" ever after.

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kyrstin_p1989's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging dark emotional mysterious sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

2.5

Editors. Just. Get some, editors. There were so many terribly written sentences, horrible similes and metaphors, and cringe-worthy moments of dialogue that I had to highlight all of them just to make myself feel as though I wasn’t as crazy as fucking Sibby. Since I powered through book one, I felt duty-bound to read this one and finish the duology but god it was a Herculean effort. The plot of the story is still intriguing, although Adeline’s captivity goes on for a bit longer than I feel is truly necessary. I do love the characters, especially Jay and Sibby. Also, there are a few very sexy one-liners during the sex scenes but even those were made less intriguing and spice-filled because of the multitude of errors throughout.

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2sxber's review against another edition

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dark emotional mysterious sad tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.75

Despite how extremely dark this book is, it holds a place in my heart. The resilience Addie has and the portrayal of PTSD brought up emotions from my own past I wasn’t quite aware I was ready to face head on yet. A very healing read for me, which is probably not what I or anyone else would expect. Either way, I loved this book, and it’s getting a reread at some point so I can annotate the heck out of it.
I also would’ve rated 5 stars but I felt the conclusion was rushed.

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brooklynv's review against another edition

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challenging dark emotional reflective sad tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

3.5


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sydneeshae's review against another edition

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challenging dark emotional informative reflective sad tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0


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talesandtitillations's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging dark emotional funny mysterious sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

*Possible spoiler warning*


Going into this book I had wondered how the content could possibly be more difficult to stomach than some of the scenes in Haunting Adeline. Without context of what would be happening in the book, I hadn’t considered is how emotionally challenging it would be reading about such painful and real topics such as were the key plot points in this book. 

As a woman, reading about all the abuse, rape, psychological torture and trauma, etc. was harrowing to say the least. I ended up having to regroup a few times in order to be able to continue reading such dark subject matter.

Admittedly, I usually read fantasy or romance as a form of escapism and this book does not provide any escapism as it shines a cold, harsh light on the plight of the women who find themselves in these circumstances. That being said, this book is incredibly well written, which is clear from the fact that it has such a profound impact on the reader. 

It doesn’t shy away from the darkness or pretend that surviving such harrowing conditions are by any means easily doable. The author doesn’t sugarcoat anything or imply that recovery from the acute psychological trauma of the experiences Adeline has to fight to live through is simple or achievable in the sense of returning to who you once were and being able to overcome the darkness that sinks into your deepest crevices. 

The book is, in my opinion, as realistic a portrayal of the consequences of survival and trauma from these types of experiences as we can hope to achieve through fiction. And to achieve that without losing momentum in character development, plot, pacing and reader’s interest is a feat in itself.

There were whole paragraphs, pages, chapters where I had to refrain from annotating or it would’ve just been me colouring the pages red for all the red flags and dark content. But there is not a moment where I felt that how messed up everything happening was was glossed over or romanticized. 

Adeline’s relationship was just that, a relationship that, although incredibly questionable and oftentimes disturbing, was a choice they made and kept making to the end. There was no illusion that the characters themselves didn’t see how messed up and toxic such relationships are and that they aren’t a healthy thing to choose to engage in. However messed up things between them are and how vehemently we as readers would be against this type of relationship in real life, the book allows for understanding of a broader spectrum of relationship dynamics and why people choose relationships such as the one between Zade and Addie. 

In terms of how realistic the plot is, it is fiction which, whilst it’s set in a world that is familiar to us and consisting of real places and things, it isn’t really feasible to imagine human beings equivalent to Zade really exist. His almost god-like abilities, while explained in the context of the story, can be considered unattainable or far-fetched from what is known to us in the world we exist in. Not impossible, but not very realistic or common if it does exist. However, he isn’t real so placing realistic limitations on him isn’t necessary in my opinion. And I think the author does a good job of portraying that he isn’t as god-like as others, and even he himself, like to fool themselves into believing when Addie is kidnapped. 

I would caution people who read this from glossing over and romanticizing the circumstances, relationships, character development and traumas in the book, and to carefully read trigger warnings before reading. Every moment of this book should be observed and analyzed critically and the emotions brought up should be given the same treatment.

This book shook me to my foundations and had me questioning every thought and feeling and the causes behind why I experienced them, which was incredibly enlightening and therapeutic in a sense. And that’s what dark subject matter should do—show us those dark parts within ourselves that we can’t expose to the world for fear of rejection. If done as expertly as H.D. Carlton has done here, it allows one to start becoming aware and accepting ourselves with those dark parts and all.

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orangeaiya's review against another edition

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challenging dark emotional sad tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

Tough read. I thought the first book was dark but man getting through the first half of this one for me was hard. So much of it dragged for me which is probably great for someone who likes suspense. To me it began to feel like a survivor’s guide at some point. I loved that their relationship was more stable or consistent in this book though. I couldn’t leave off on a cliff hanger!

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jjenkins's review against another edition

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dark emotional tense slow-paced

4.0

Very dark romance, slow conclusion to the first book. Great side characters in this one.

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