4.52 AVERAGE


Beautifully written but painful to read, at some point my emotions just turned off completely for a day.
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obsessed with the style this was written and narrated in. everything flowed so beautifully, but was juxtaposed with the painful story within. such well-done creative nonfiction
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ths is the best book i’ve ever read in my entire life and nothing strikes me as deeply as carmen maria machados writing and i will read everything she writes forever this is like the Bible to me now
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if I could give this a one gazillion star review I would
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A powerful intertwining of the author's personal history and queer history. Showing raw humanity in often marginalized communities.

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3.5 stars, rounded down. I really struggled to rate this book, because it’s beautiful and wildly inventive. Straddling the line between memoir & collection of essays (and poetry, perhaps?), the author takes us on a journey through her experience in an abusive queer relationship — about which very little has ever been written. Her prose is lyrical and fantastical, and equal parts heartbreak and whimsy. The beautiful writing notwithstanding, at times this felt a little too Iowa Writers’ Workshop: several chapters felt forced into the book just to try something avant-garde, while in actuality they were just a different way of repeating the same plot points over and over again. Still, the book is so unbelievably creative, the writing so exquisitely beautiful (a little too beautiful, maybe?), that I may end up coming back and changing my rating to 4 stars. Give it a try!
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