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chronicallyplotting's review against another edition
dark
informative
reflective
sad
slow-paced
1.0
This memoir is about an author who goes through a long struggle with her health and is ultimately diagnosed with end stage lime disease. And her struggles of also being an addict. She goes through what many with a hard to diagnose illness go through and that is medical trauma and being dismissed not only by medical professionals but her peers and family.
What I could not understand is how the author did not have any personal growth from this or takeaways to help anyone else from her medical journey. It was disheartening that she never fought for herself or advocated for a diagnosis. The author even indicated in her book that she became the patient no doctor or nurse wanted to work with because she was whining all the time for things; she became a person who loved medical attention and wanted to be waited on. She wanted people to care for her and used her friends also. I was hoping for a story of how someone overcame addiction or a medical crises that they had to fight to overcome and get care. Because I personally know the struggle to find good care, but it instead was a book of a person who does not like America but lives here and has a political agenda versus a message about her health journey. She focuses widely on anti-trump rants and Anit-American healthcare rants but offers no solutions to change or how any of it personally impacted her. And it was a person who thinks they are the best author in the world who probably has a tinge of Munchausen disease.
Being a person of the chronic illness community myself I was so hoping for more of a survival story, even if it doesn't have a happy ending. Instead I got a political platform and a woman who craves attention and anyone who doesn't give it to her must be racist.
What I could not understand is how the author did not have any personal growth from this or takeaways to help anyone else from her medical journey. It was disheartening that she never fought for herself or advocated for a diagnosis. The author even indicated in her book that she became the patient no doctor or nurse wanted to work with because she was whining all the time for things; she became a person who loved medical attention and wanted to be waited on. She wanted people to care for her and used her friends also. I was hoping for a story of how someone overcame addiction or a medical crises that they had to fight to overcome and get care. Because I personally know the struggle to find good care, but it instead was a book of a person who does not like America but lives here and has a political agenda versus a message about her health journey. She focuses widely on anti-trump rants and Anit-American healthcare rants but offers no solutions to change or how any of it personally impacted her. And it was a person who thinks they are the best author in the world who probably has a tinge of Munchausen disease.
Being a person of the chronic illness community myself I was so hoping for more of a survival story, even if it doesn't have a happy ending. Instead I got a political platform and a woman who craves attention and anyone who doesn't give it to her must be racist.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Gaslighting, Suicide attempt, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail, Chronic illness, Racism, Toxic friendship, Car accident, Miscarriage, Terminal illness, Toxic relationship, Xenophobia, Addiction, Medical content, Drug abuse, Medical trauma, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Suicidal thoughts, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , and Sexism
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