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eenicem's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
4.75
Graphic: Rape, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, and Sexual violence
Moderate: Sexual content, Animal death, Blood, Outing, Injury/Injury detail, Death, Grief, Homophobia, Murder, and Suicide attempt
Minor: Vomit, Transphobia, and Ableism
readingintandem's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
4.5
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Sexual violence, Sexual content, Self harm, Rape, Injury/Injury detail, Homophobia, Animal death, Murder, Violence, and Suicide attempt
20sidedbi's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.75
Graphic: Homophobia, Suicide attempt, Ableism, Sexual content, Panic attacks/disorders, Sexual violence, Gaslighting, Suicidal thoughts, Grief, Murder, Stalking, Outing, Sexual assault, Rape, and Self harm
Moderate: Classism, Violence, Transphobia, Religious bigotry, Emotional abuse, Blood, Torture, Sexism, Animal death, Misogyny, Fire/Fire injury, Death of parent, and Infidelity
There is ultimately healing in this story, but the author doesn't flinch away from full descriptions of all the traumatic events.zed_dog's review
4.0
Graphic: Sexual content, Injury/Injury detail, Rape, Suicide attempt, Homophobia, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, and Outing
Moderate: Stalking
albernikolauras's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
This book has everything - great friendships, adorable romance, some fun politics to explore (and main characters who aren't very good at politics), and a murder mystery. It was a great book to read amongst the middling books around it.
Note - This story starts out with an extremely violent scene (check trigger warnings), and for a large part of the book, a character is dealing with the repercussions of that act.
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Self harm, Rape, and Toxic relationship
Moderate: Stalking, Sexual content, Outing, Murder, and Panic attacks/disorders
anxiousnachos's review
5.0
Graphic: Animal death, Suicidal thoughts, Blood, Emotional abuse, Transphobia, Sexual violence, Sexual assault, Homophobia, Self harm, Suicide attempt, Violence, and Rape
Moderate: Infidelity
vibrantcolours's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
Tl;dr topically quite similar to Winter's Orbit and A Taste of Gold and Iron: queer arranged marriage/political intrigue/SFF setting/overcoming trauma etc., though I would recommend those two books first.
Spiritually, it's similar to angst & hurt/comfort fanfic, maybe even a little too on-the-nose.
If you tend to avoid certain triggers, look up the content warnings for this one first
On the positive side, I particularly liked Velasin and that his intelligence was given space to shine (and we didn't only see him suffering/trying to recover), as well as the language/cultural elements, particularly sign language & Vel's friendship with Markel. While I liked Kae, it seemed his defining traits were "kind" and "attractive"; I really felt Vel got more character development and also thought it was unusual that only one of the two multi-POV characters got first-person narration.
Tagging mlm for obvious reasons. Also, enby and trans side characters; similar to the other two books, the queer-normative society recognizes a "third"/non-binary gender with established linguistics (incl. neopronouns) and clothing conventions.
<i>LOL at the length of my tl;dr</i>
Graphic: Sexual violence and Sexual assault
Moderate: Grief, Homophobia, and Animal death
lh_reads's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Death, Grief, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Death of parent, Injury/Injury detail, Suicide attempt, Animal death, Blood, Self harm, Fire/Fire injury, Sexual violence, Violence, Vomit, Rape, and Homophobia
Moderate: Infertility
wandering_not_lost's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
4.5
A book that attempts to be (and largely succeeds at being) a happy romance and a hard-nosed, high-stakes mystery. The structure also kind of segregates these two layers, so there are parts of the book (the beginning, which contains the rape scene, and the end, where no punches are pulled in confrontation between the antagonist and protagonists ) that are dark in the gritty whumping on the characters, but the long middle is much lighter. So, if you read the beginning and go "holy crap, this is HEAVY, what did I get into?", I'd recommend keeping going, to see if the middle can carry you through.
For the romance angle, I really liked it in that it avoids some of the worst romance tropes (misunderstandings/miscommunications carried much longer than they have to be, jealousy, characters not respecting each other, etc.) while hitting on the good stuff (characters acting in good faith and expecting each other to do the same, helping each other with their problems, and a general healthy dynamic). The two protagonists are both good people, and they form a solid team early on, which helps them through the rest of their troubles. At the same time, their relationship doesn't shy away from its issues: Velasin has gone through a lot and has some definite Issues with a capital ISS to deal with. But he makes a minimum of impulsively dumb choices, and Cae throws in with him early on to help while mostly managing to avoid making new problems. They talk. They listen to each other. Also, the long burn they have going is pretty hot, ngl.
The mystery was engaging, and though there is some minimal "it's just magic" handwaving, overall the sussing out of the mystery made sense. The resolution of the mystery and the antagonist's actions were a bit more questionable. Without getting spoilery, it hinged on the antagonist being very good at hiding their motivations, and the author did not provide any clues at all about this. Thus, the reveal wasn't really predictable and came from a really unwise shouting match that the protagonists are in the right place/time to hear.
The book was quite long and had some points where I felt it could have been tightened up or things set up a bit better (
Moderate: Animal death, Sexual content, Death, Homophobia, Rape, Sexual violence, Violence, and Suicidal thoughts
Minor: Vomit
marina_michelle's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
2.75
I will say that I did very much enjoy Meadows' prose and dialogue. I also think their characters themselves felt quite fleshed out and a ton of them were even very likable. Velasin definitely stands out as the strongest character with the clearest voice and motivation. I've seen a few reviews from people saying they found him standoffish and therefore unlikeable, but I think that's a bit silly considering the circumstances he's in. Of course he's going to be standoffish. That's also what made him feel real! He reacted to his circumstances like a real person, flaws and all. I loved Caethari and Velasin's relationship overall and found myself really rooting for them.
Unfortunately none of this was able to make up for the faults, at least to me. To start with, I am not at all the kind of person who feels that all difficult topics are off limits to explore in fiction. However there wasn't really a reason for
The most jarring problem for me was that this book is written in two different points of view. Velasin's chapters are in first person and Caethari's are in third person. It was incredibly distracting. I spent the entire book trying to figure out any artistic reason why the choice was made to write it this way and I came up blank.
Despite being a little put off I continued reading anyway because I did really enjoy the writing itself and the characters. The mystery was engaging enough that I wanted to see where it was going. Unfortunately the culprit ended up being quite literally the most obvious choice possible. Like, I had initially written this character off because I thought it would be too obvious.
I might have been able to roll with that, even if it was a little disappointing, but the real kicker was that the mystery wasn't even solved through any actual investigative work in the end! They'd chased multiple false leads over the course of the story but when it came time for them to check out the lead that would actually get them somewhere they just so happen to stumble across the culprit detailing their evil plan! I would have loved to see them cut one of the earlier false leads and actually follow this one to it's conclusion.
Overall I would probably give any future books by Foz Meadows a try and I think they're a promising author, but I would have liked to see some more discerning editing.
Graphic: Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, Animal death, Homophobia, Injury/Injury detail, Outing, Panic attacks/disorders, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Toxic relationship, and Violence
Moderate: Ableism and Blood
Minor: Alcohol
The sexual assualt happens on page in graphic detail during chapter two and the outing happens immediately after.