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π Mafia Prince x Golden Boy
π Opposites Attract
π Secret Romance
π Grumpy Sad Boy x Scary Sunshine
π Obsessive & Possessive MC
π American MC x British MC
π Mental Health Rep
π₯ Rimming, Docking, Frotting, Sixty-Nine, Felching, Biting & Marking, Dirty Talk, Mild Edging, Public Sex.
Overall: ββββ.25
Spice: πΆοΈπΆοΈπΆοΈπΆοΈ.5
Humour: π€π€π€
Intimacy: π«π«π«π«
Angst: π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί
First person multiple pov π
Extra CW: blood & gore, injury, violence, death, stalking, cheating, child grooming (past, mentioned and semi-on page), hospitalisation of an MC, description of surgery on an MC, graphic murder staged as suicide, overtaking medication and irregular dosage.
Graphic: Child abuse, Cursing, Death, Mental illness, Rape, Self harm, Suicide, Violence, Blood, Suicide attempt, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Gun violence, Suicidal thoughts, Grief, Alcohol
Minor: Medical content, Stalking
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Body horror, Child abuse, Cursing, Death, Drug use, Panic attacks/disorders, Pedophilia, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Blood, Grief, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Murder, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Self harm, Blood, Medical trauma, Stalking, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Murder
Graphic: Cursing, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Blood, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Murder, Gaslighting, Alcohol
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Cursing, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Rape, Self harm, Sexual content, Blood, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Murder, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Death, Suicidal thoughts, Violence
Minor: Drug abuse, Drug use, Torture, Kidnapping
βPlease let me hold you like this, it doesnβt hurt when you touch me.β
βEven if you hate your yourself, Iβll love you for the both of us.β
βThank you for bringing me back.β
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Wow. Wow. I am stunned beyond words. This was such an impressive read and it didnβt disappoint. I listened to the audio and I really think itβs best to take this story in through audio. The voice actors brought the characters to life and add so much to the numerous vulnerable conversations and raw feelings throughout the story. Unpopular opinion but Nikoβs POV was fine with me, it was kind of a breathe of fresh air because the other MMC from the other books in this series were too similar to be honest so the funny commentary / immaturity POV of Niko was fine with me! I actually liked it. The thing I loved most about their story was the way they described how they saw the other, the numerous euphemisms, similes, metaphors, almost sounded so poetic and further showed how down bad they both are for each other even in their dark moments.
Brandon and Nikoβs story was written so beautiful. The push and pull between the two of them and the numerous scenarios / banter between them was perfect. I really loved how Niko gave Brandon grace and time for him to come to terms with/ accept himself and his sexuality, his constant care for Brandon did not go unnoticed! However his fury was definitely demonstrated through out the book, it was moments I liked that Niko stood up for himself in terms of what he also wanted out of their developing relationship.
Oh Brandon.. Where to begin. The raw emotions and feelings and inner dialogue of Brandon and his internal struggles with mental health was ground breaking. The way the author was able to write such a complex character that not only went through so much but also his stages of acceptance of coming out was written so beautifully. The ups and downs, the highs and lows were throughout the story which further showed how important / made the experience feel very real.
The private conversations with their families and their friends talking about the other was so bitter sweet! I loved the constant support and love surrounding them and Iβm so glad they got their HEA! They deserve the happiness.
Graphic: Homophobia, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Outing
Graphic: Biphobia, Cursing, Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Blood, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Outing
Moderate: Bullying, Homophobia
Graphic: Child abuse, Cursing, Death, Mental illness, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Rape, Self harm, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Murder, Alcohol, Sexual harassment, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Homophobia, Kidnapping
Minor: Fire/Fire injury
Overall this book is a romanticized toxic relationship. Itβs smut; not even well written smut.
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Homophobia, Rape, Sexual violence, Toxic relationship, Violence, Stalking, Gaslighting
Graphic: Bullying, Cursing, Death, Drug use, Gun violence, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Violence, Blood, Kidnapping, Grief, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Murder, Fire/Fire injury, Injury/Injury detail