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The psychological dynamics are explored so thoroughly and this book was written over the course of ten years, so I think Russell really put a lot of thought and care in telling this difficult story. This book writes of the relationship in the time of the #MeToo movement (and directly addresses it in the story) yet it distances itself in order to establish individual and unique ideas separate from those of that line of thinking (not saying that writing a story in line with that is bad at all).
Vanessa's POV is corruptive and raw and real. She has a warped sense of the narrative and truly believes in her once in a life time love story with her high school English teacher who is 30 years her senior. Her adult POV is even more thoughtful and her conversations with her therapist are stand out scenes for me showcasing the development as we learn of her long term relationship. This book veered off in a completely different direction than I was expecting and I think it has a real purpose in this day and age.
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Pedophilia, Rape, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Vomit
Graphic: Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Gaslighting, Sexual harassment
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Misogyny, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Gaslighting
Graphic: Pedophilia, Rape
Moderate: Suicide
Minor: Vomit
This isn't a book I would recommend lightly, nor do I think it is a book for everyone. But it's a fantastic, poignant, wrenching study of a young woman's desperate attempts to cope and live with the trauma she's endured for so much of her life, a trauma so all-consuming that she struggles to define herself without it. Nothing about this book is pleasant, but if you're one to be moved by raw accounts and beautifully repulsive writing, this will touch you deeply.
For anyone who can stomach the content warnings, this book is worth your time.
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Emotional abuse, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Gaslighting, Sexual harassment
Graphic: Child abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual harassment
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Child abuse, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Toxic relationship
Moderate: Addiction, Alcoholism, Drug abuse, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Suicide, Grief, Gaslighting, Alcohol
Minor: Bullying, Mental illness, Blood, Vomit
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Toxic relationship, Gaslighting, Sexual harassment
Moderate: Cursing, Death, Drug use, Suicide, Grief, Alcohol
Minor: Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Suicidal thoughts, Terminal illness, Kidnapping, Death of parent
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Emotional abuse, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, Suicide, Gaslighting
Graphic: Child abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicide