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aishallnot's review
challenging
dark
emotional
funny
reflective
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
3.5 rounded up to 4 stars
This was such an interesting novel following sahara and her journey as a 20 something in college. There were moments (to a certain extent) i definitely related to her of being "halfrican" (half african and half african-american) and feeling this disconnect from our culture to being in our head a lot and not being present in the moment. While this is a dark comedy, this could also be classified as dark academia where we see black characters go through challenges at a pwi in the midwest (the main one being that black students are dying) There are some heavy moments in this book (the mc is suicidal, deals w/ self-harm, and sometimes ed in addition to institutionlized racism), so id be mindful of that.
Seeing how the story ends honestly puts into perspective of how much sahara has grown as a character. At the beginning, she was very depressed and constantly relied on bad coping mechanism, but >spoiler< after experiencing the loss of her friend/crush, she almost feels hopeless. / However with the help of one of her friends, she is able to go to therapy, be more open about her struggles, and finds the courage to live and not become a victim or one of the "unfortunate". The writing in this book is written like a thesis statement which I thought was interesting to see as a reflection of the mc. After reading this book and knowing why she (sahara) written the thesis statement, it makes sense bc she is showing how she almost gave up but didn't and this was almost like a huge f you to the school she is attending.
What I wish we saw from the story was that we see sahara at the end of the school her and how she is doing especially with her family. It wasn't until around 80-85% where we see her development and I kind feel like an epilogue would be nice to see more of her progress. Another thing that kinda gives me this rating was that there were a lot of abbreviations which can get confusing at times. I listened to this one audio majority of the time (which I honestly LOVED the narration), but I think reading the physical at the beginning would have been helpful.
Overall, this was a great story and definitely deals with real life issues that unfortunately continue to happen. I'd say I recommend this book and would be interested to see what the author writes next.
This was such an interesting novel following sahara and her journey as a 20 something in college. There were moments (to a certain extent) i definitely related to her of being "halfrican" (half african and half african-american) and feeling this disconnect from our culture to being in our head a lot and not being present in the moment. While this is a dark comedy, this could also be classified as dark academia where we see black characters go through challenges at a pwi in the midwest (the main one being that black students are dying) There are some heavy moments in this book (the mc is suicidal, deals w/ self-harm, and sometimes ed in addition to institutionlized racism), so id be mindful of that.
Seeing how the story ends honestly puts into perspective of how much sahara has grown as a character. At the beginning, she was very depressed and constantly relied on bad coping mechanism, but >spoiler< after experiencing the loss of her friend/crush, she almost feels hopeless. /
What I wish we saw from the story was that we see sahara at the end of the school her and how she is doing especially with her family. It wasn't until around 80-85% where we see her development and I kind feel like an epilogue would be nice to see more of her progress. Another thing that kinda gives me this rating was that there were a lot of abbreviations which can get confusing at times. I listened to this one audio majority of the time (which I honestly LOVED the narration), but I think reading the physical at the beginning would have been helpful.
Overall, this was a great story and definitely deals with real life issues that unfortunately continue to happen. I'd say I recommend this book and would be interested to see what the author writes next.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Self harm and Suicidal thoughts
Moderate: Death, Eating disorder, and Racism
Minor: Blood, Body shaming, and Racial slurs
thepermageek's review
challenging
dark
emotional
hopeful
sad
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
A really poignant debut novel exploring the negative impact that living in a society utterly shot through with anti-Black racism, misogyny, and heterosexism can have on the mental health of Black queer women. Chukwu does a masterful job, through the first-person POV of the protagonist, at capturing the inner life of someone who has lived with depression and suicidality their entire lives.
To be honest, I think this book would have been too much for me to handle when I was at the absolute depths of my own despair. But now that I'm in a (relatively) mentally healthy/stable period in my life this book was an absolute delight!
To be honest, I think this book would have been too much for me to handle when I was at the absolute depths of my own despair. But now that I'm in a (relatively) mentally healthy/stable period in my life this book was an absolute delight!
Content Warnings
Graphic: Suicide attempt, Addiction, Racism, Self harm, Alcoholism, Drug use, Racial slurs, Eating disorder, Suicidal thoughts, Medical trauma, and Mental illness
Moderate: Toxic friendship, Toxic relationship, Fatphobia, and Homophobia
lettuce_read's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Self harm, Body shaming, Alcohol, Death, Fatphobia, Grief, Racism, and Drug use
Moderate: Racial slurs and Medical trauma
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