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macyjreads's review

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dark fast-paced

5.0


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lexcellent's review

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dark emotional informative mysterious reflective sad tense medium-paced

5.0


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librarymouse's review against another edition

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challenging dark reflective slow-paced

3.75

I found myself at stops and starts with this book. April Balascio has a gift for drawing readers into the experiences she describes, and for having sympathy in her heart for people who have hurt her. What surprised me most about the memoir was how kind and receptive her father's victim's families were to her. Though, in retrospect, given that she turned him in, that should not have been that much of a surprise. The anticlimax of her escape of her father's house shows the banality of evil in people. As she puts it, her father never saw himself as a monster. I know in memoirs like this, we only get one side of the story, but the difference between the childhoods Balascio and her two brothers nearest in age had, vs that of her two youngest siblings does show in her younger sister's pushing back against Balascio's initial instinct to report what she suspected of her father to the authorities for fear of what it would do to their family. I'm glad she left her husband. How she described him in the book, he seemed like a terrible man. A different sort of terrible than her father, but still unkind and combative. Balascio is vulnerable throughout the book, sharing the impacts the abuse of her childhood had on the rest of her life. She shares how her father's presence and child rearing techniques lead to her own problematic habits as a parent, while still taking responsibility for her actions.

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tallulah13's review

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I got a weird feeling and looked up some more reviews and someone mentioned graphic animal abuse/death about halfway through. That’s always a no for me. 

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jackiesreadingjourney's review

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dark informative mysterious sad tense medium-paced

4.25


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wamorrison95's review against another edition

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challenging emotional inspiring fast-paced

4.75

This book is difficult to read and the documentation of April Balascio’s father’s crimes is dark, but April’s story has a hopeful turn in the third act that is a testament to human resilience and makes this book a refreshing, new take on true crime and the work that goes into healing afterwards. 

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