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3.71 AVERAGE


Since I read this an eternity ago, here’s a quick, disorganized rundown of my thoughts:

* The romance is terrible and goes something like this: Insta-love, Oh-you-must-be-mine, sex, small talk, talk about sponges, angst, more sex, indecisiveness, food, and small talk.
I do not approve.

The air between us is thick with want. Mine. His. It doesn’t make sense because I don’t know him. I don’t even know his name. He’s only the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen and I’m so, so tempted.
This is the first time they meet. I repeat, THE FIRST TIME THEY MEET. Serve me up, insta-love.

* Our main character Callie refuses to process new information and is impulsive and dumb.
She's extremely frustrating and full of prejudices.
I get it, she’s been through a lot and all, but she was never relatable to me, and I gave zero shits about her.
Like when she finds out her mother has borderline, her father clearly says mental illnesses do not equal crazy (which is so important, and why the fuck are people still ignorant enough to believe so) Guess what Callie does on the next page?
’’Am I like her? If so, am I crazy too?’’
MENTAL ILLNESS IS NOT A SYNONYM TO ''INSANITY''. You're just too ignorant to think beyond all the misconceptions about it.

Callie lies to everyone who cares about her and makes the stupidest decisions in the history of the universe.
Also, she is chocked when a boy doesn’t want her, simply because he’s a guy so his world automatically revolves around sex. *headdesk*

Good family dynamics is the only thing that saved this from being a total train wreck.

Brilliant! =)
SpoilerAlex needed to stay and be with Callie - or they needed to figure out a way to compromise so they could remain together, without the long distance and sad-panda stuff LOL =( I was so bummed out by that part of the ending LOL

This was one of my favorites from this year! Full review at wrapped up in books.

The blurb does not do it justice.
adventurous challenging emotional hopeful reflective sad tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: N/A
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

This review originally posted at More Than Just Magic

Callie’s mother, convinced that her father would sue for full custody, kidnapped Callie at a young age and they became fugitives. This lifestyle lead to some very dangerous situations and at one point allowed for one of her mother’s boyfriends to take advantage and sexually abuse her when she was still a child.

These events happen before the novel starts. The reader doesn’t see the assault take place, we’re only aware of it through Callie’s memories. It’s something that she always carries with her, no matter how her situation changes, even when it improves. I think this is an important thing to take note of – one does not simply “get over” sexual assault, no matter how much time has passed, no matter how good their life becomes.

I also thought Where the Stars Still Shine did an excellent job showcasing how the assault affects her relationships with other people. Calllie is always ready to run and take off. She’s often afraid things are too good to be true. A big part of this stems from the fact that she loves her mother and she trusted her to keep her safe, but living with her mother ended up being incredibly damaging – How can she trust her situation with her father won’t turn out the same way?

It also affects her romantic relationships. Early on a friend sets her up on a date. She’s never been on a date and the only time men or boys have shown an interest in her it has involved sex. So right away she assumes that they’re going to have sex on this date because that’s what all boys want. And then there’s Alex – the love interest of this story. Callie has a hard time opening up to him. The book chronicles the stages of their relationship. From some rocky encounters (including nightmares), to her telling him the truth, to them pushing each other to face things they may not want to, and so on. It’s a slow building love story and at times extremely complicated. But it feels so authentic, which is why it was one of my favourite things about this novel.

Where the Stars Still Shine is an emotional novel that doesn’t shy away from some intense issues. It examines the after effects of sexual abuse and how they affect relationships throughout the course of a victim’s life. I found it to be an honest and realistic read that I highly recommend to contemporary YA fans.

I really wish there was a second book that continued this story. I loved it!

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I had really mixed feelings about this book so I had to give myself about a week after finishing to kind of put together my thoughts and emotions into an accurate rating.

So what did I think? Um, I don't really know.



Firstly, Callie's character was annoying. Not just annoying but stuffed up and stupid. She grew up moving around with a crazy, paranoid yet pretty mother who brings home various boyfriends. Of course, this sort of lifestyle had detrimental effects on her. Callie loses her virginity at 13 and sex to her isn't anything much except for something that allows her to forget her problems. This already bothered me. It wasn't just her whole outlook on sex and guys. But she pushed away everything that was good for her. Even the most stupidest and most damaged of people could see how loving her father was. And Callie pretty much walks out of the house without letting him know numerous times after he specifically tells her TO LET HIM KNOW IF SHE'S GOING ANYMORE. IT'S NOT THAT HARD TO DO, WOMAN! YOU'RE LUCKY YOU HAVE THE FREEDOM TO GO ANYWHERE TO WANT!



Even the romance was a little stuffed. Normally the whole relationship process goes:

  • INTRODUCTIONS - GETTING TO KNOW EACH OTHER - REALISATION OF ATTRACTION - ADMITTANCE - LOVE


But no, Callie is so stuffed up that it goes:

  • SEX WITH COMPLETER STRANGER - SMALL TALK - FOOD - MORE SEX - SOME MORE TALKING - REALISATION OF "Hey, I think I love you." EVEN THOUGH THEY'VE SKIPPED A BAJILLION STEPS.


Even though, Alex was a cute Greek dude, man-whore attributes automatically put me off a guy.

But despite, my frustrations, this book definitely had me hooked. She had a sad and interesting back story (I will not spoil the big one) and the appealing bit of this book was the whole thing about family. It made me sad to read the fact that she grew up missing out on this awesome, huge Greek family. They were loud, opinionated and food-y (YUM!) and loving. And I love any book which is about the importance of family.



So, this book was both hooking and intriguing. I can guarantee some mixed feelings about Callie about whether you should pity her circumstances or dwell in the feeling of knocking some sense in her head. The romance was entertaining to read, the ending was less than satisfactory (won't spoil) and the characters are bound to intrigue. Callie's journey into normal life and coming to terms with the capture of her mother is a story that is definitely original and interesting.

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* I received this book from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review*

Where The Stars Still Shine is a book about a young girl who doesn’t know herself. Callie has only been taught of the world by her mother, who is absolutely awful at taking care of her. Callie has been molested, gone hungry, and never been to school. Finally she is found and taken back to her huge, loving family.

I felt for Callie in this book because she had never had anyone to trust. I feel like I have to defend Callie because so many people told me she’s to selfish and that makes her unlikeable. Yes, she is absolutely selfish but who wouldn’t be? She’s never had anyone to depend on, and she’s always been able to do what she wants because her mother never tried to really be a parent. So yes, Callie is selfish because being selfish is how she survived.

It also doesn’t help that her father is a wonderful man, and Callie begins to resent her mother for taking her away. Which is totally natural, and then she feels guilty for resenting her mom. Again, totally natural. Who wouldn’t feel guilty for resenting their mom? No matter how terrible she is, she’s still her mom.

The hardest thing for me in this book was the fact that Callie was so promiscuous. It was nothing over the top but she didn’t believe her body had worth. I know that it’s because she was molested, but it still hurt me to see that she based her worth on whether someone felt she was attractive.

I did really like how Callie grew in this story, she did stop being so selfish and started to care about her newfound family. She started to fall for someone who could understand her and let her just be herself. Callie ultimately began to make a place for herself in Tarpon Springs. She even started to see her mom as someone who needed help, and eventually came to terms with her mother’s mental illness.There were times where the characters got annoying, especially Kat and her overbearingness.

I did enjoy this book, and I really thought that Callie did alot of growing up. It’s a good coming-of-age book for anyone who had a messed up childhood. There were times where the characters got annoying, especially Kat and her overbearingness. I would give the story 4 out of 5 stars.

*This review was first posted to Moonlight Gleam's Reviews http://moonlightgleam.com/2013/10/where-the-stars-still-shine-by-trish-doller.html*

Originally posted here on Random Musings of a Bibliophile.

Trish Doller writes books that tackle tough subjects. This makes them not easy to read, but she writes the stories with such heart and passion it is worth it. Where the Stars Still Shine is one of the hardest books I've read in a long while.

Callie does not know what it is like to have a normal life. Her life has been her mother, moving every few months, and learning to dodge the men in her mother's life (one molested her at the age of 8). She hasn't been to school since Kindergarten. She spends time in libraries reading. She has found boys willing to hook up with her, but has never had a relationship. Or a friend. From this life she is yanked and dropped into a world where she has a dad who loves her, a Greek family and community she is a part of, and a friend. She has no idea how to cope. Nothing in her life is ever permanent and she's determined this won't be either. It's heart breaking to read about. I did skip some sections of the book (the ones where she referenced her abuse-because I just can't read about that). Not that any of it was gratuitously nasty or intentionally provocative. I liked the way Doller handled this storyline. (I have simply heard too many real life accounts of this that I can't read about it any book.) The way Callie lives her life and the choices she makes largely come from her inability to trust people or cope with her past.

There is a boy in the book. A hot Greek boy that works on a boat. However, as wonderful of Alex is he can't rescue Callie completely from the horrors of her past and Doller didn't let him. He has issues of his own and isn't always a nice guy. Which makes him so real. One strength with both of Doller's novels so far has been how REAL she makes her characters. I appreciated how there were a lot of forces at work on Callie's life and it this is not a story about romance. This is a story about Callie and it all plays a part. Alex, her new-found family, her complicated feelings toward her mother, they all shape her. I also enjoyed the friendship that grew between Callie and Kat. Kat is also very real and with her share of faults. She can be insensitive and unthinking toward Callie, but she is also something Callie needed, an actual girlfriend. Doller has a knack, like Melina Marchetta, for taking characters who start in a very dark place and bringing them to a better place where they can find healing.Not a perfect place, because there is no such thing, but one withe hope for the future.

This book is not for the faint of heart, but those brave enough to read it will find a beautiful, real story.

I read an e-galley provided by the publisher, Bloomsbury USA, via NetGalley. Where the Stars Still Shine is on sale September 24.