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Graphic: Mental illness, Pedophilia, Rape, Self harm, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Murder
Graphic: Cursing, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Torture, Violence, Blood, Suicide attempt, Murder, Sexual harassment
Graphic: Self harm, Suicide attempt
I do wish she would have handled Niko’s medication issues differently. While some people do experience negative side effects from psychiatric medications, it isn’t typically to the extreme described (and usually that just means a lower dosage is needed). Because of so many people’s hesitancy to use psychiatric medications it’s frustrating to see an author write a stereotype that is rare and prevents people from using life saving medication. Especially when she handled all of the other mental health conditions with such care through out the story.
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Cursing, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Medical content, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Murder
Most of the "dark" characters seemed rather playing at mafia than actually being a part of it, and the book could have been half of its length if the author got rid of all the repetitions and unnecessary scenes, but being in Nikolai's head was so funny, and I liked how they opened up to one another in the end.
Graphic: Panic attacks/disorders, Pedophilia, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Blood, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Murder, Gaslighting, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Mental illness, Sexism, Toxic relationship, Kidnapping, Acephobia/Arophobia
Moderate: Mental illness, Pedophilia, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Kidnapping, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Pedophilia, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, Sexual harassment
I do not like the way this author writes MM, I know it's her first, but I also think it should be her last.
Nikolai is absolutely the reason why I didn't like this book. I do not find him funny, nor a good character at all, he pretty much doesn't have a personality, besides thinking about his dick and violence.
Brandom also fell flat, we don't really have a view of him in some ways besides his trauma and some struggles.
I'm not a fan of the parents chapters, mainly because they're SO bland...
Also these book all follow THE EXACT same formula, c'mon rina, give us something more exciting.
I basically am forcing myself to finish this series, and I just know eli and ava is going to be disappointing.
Graphic: Self harm, Sexual content
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt
Minor: Sexual assault
Graphic: Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicide attempt
The audiobook took this experience to the next level! Teddy Hamilton, Shane East - May your toasters always pop up with perfectly golden optimism, you magnificent doers of great things! 💛💛
If you read only one book this year, let this be it! And for the love of all that is holy, GET THE AUDIOBOOK!!!
Some highlights for me (possible spoilers ahead):
* Niko’s regular heart to heart conversations with Koyla have to be the funniest things I’ve read in a while 😂😂😂
* Niko’s internal monologues, in general 😂😂😭😭
* Teddy Hamilton as Nikolai, ah! Perfection! 🤌🏾
* Shane East’s portrayal of Brandon’s frustration with Nikolai at the start of the book - 5 ⭐️
* F*cking Clara 🙄
* Brandon’s struggle with his sexuality 🥺
* Niko’s respect for consent and the need for aftercare - 5 ⭐️
* Take a shot every time Bran says “Don’t f*cking touch me!” - Actually don’t. Won’t end so well. 🫠
* Bran’s struggle with the black ink. My heart broke for him 😢🫂💔
* Loved how raw, open and honest the book was about the challenges of different mental health conditions - 5 ⭐️
* Niko is just absolutely MENTAL, an unhinged psychopath but deep down, a ride or die teddy bear 💛
* Their countless sweet interactions - Niko only being able to sleep on a bed when Bran is there 🥹, he googled the meaning of his name 🥹, Bran managing Niko’s supply of macarons 🥹, he counts his lashes almost every night 😭😭😭😭
* Cecily and Glyn’s reaction to Bran finally coming out 💛💛
* His parents’ reaction 💛💛
* Levi’s existential crisis when he meets Niko 😂😂😂😂
* Niko’s new tattoo 😍😍
* Bran’s new tattoo 😍😍
* Vengeance for Bran 😡
* Niko’s relationship with his dad! 🥹🥹
Graphic: Self harm, Sexual assault