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Graphic: Pedophilia, Self harm, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Cursing, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Violence, Blood, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Sexual assault, Torture, Toxic relationship, Kidnapping, Suicide attempt, Schizophrenia/Psychosis
This book could EASILY have been 300 pages shorter. The backstories and development were saves for the final 60 pages.
The characters feel like they go from nothing to "sure let's bang" with no real development at all. And Niko being horny af for Brandon was so constant and obnoxious it got annoying and repetitive.
1. I hated the constant on and off. It could have made sense with actually decent plot and development. But it just seemed to happen randomly to cause drama. And it happened at moments that made NO sense.
2. Finding out Brandon had been raped makes a lot of scenes shitty. Brandon is clearly still traumatized, so how the fuck is him saying NO and Niko not stopping NOT triggering him? EVENTUALLY Brandon wants Niko, but before that? Brandon comes out as demisexual so he couldn't have been sexually interested in Niko before getting to know him
3. Grace sensing the video was stupid as hell. Even if she thought Brandon wanted it, he was 15. It was still illegal. Even if Niko was a totally normal dude, the video would have ruined her life. It would have made more sense if she had told Niko about it, go into detail so he doesn't think she's lying. Mention to Brandon of he walks in as she is saying all this and could still have the same result.
4. Brandon just had neck surgery for 7 hours fixing nerves and artery. He would not be waking up and having full conversations. He would be medicated, in pain, tired af.
Graphic: Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Self harm, Sexual assault
Bran prides himself on being in control. His schedule is planned, every day following the same routine to keep out the darkness that swallows him whole, but Niko is determined to see every part of him. Watching Bran fight his feelings, deny the pull towards Niko, battle his sexuality and try to cling onto control until it nearly destroys him was so heartbreakingly beautiful. You can really feel his desperation to not unravel, structuring his life to keep his own beasts at bay.
Nikolai could not be more opposite. Letting his beasts free is his favourite pastime, he is nothing if not chaos, sharp edges and reckless violence. But then he meets Brandon and everything changes. All he wants is to understand him. Even when Bran forces him back into the closet, even when Bran pushes him away, he’s there, trying.
Their push and pull is worth every second. You spent half the book waiting for them to break, waiting for the last straw but begging they don’t, begging they find a way to stay together because their private moments? Some of the best of the series.
Graphic: Mental illness, Self harm, Sexual content, Violence, Suicide attempt, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Pedophilia, Blood, Murder
Graphic: Self harm, Blood
Graphic: Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Sexual content, Violence, Blood, Murder, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Suicide attempt
Minor: Death, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, Kidnapping
Graphic: Death, Mental illness, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, Outing
Moderate: Violence, Grief
Minor: Stalking
Graphic: Child abuse, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Pedophilia, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Blood, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Cursing, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Blood, Stalking, Suicide attempt