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Some bits were a bit cringey and the naming his penis thing freaked me out a bit but I got through the book.
I enjoyed the plot and the characters development.
Definitely my favourite of the series. I don't like the previous books that much but this gave me hope and I will probably read the last book as well as its been building up for a while now and the author said it will be similar to this one so fingers crossed the consent is there.
Graphic: Biphobia, Child abuse, Homophobia, Mental illness, Self harm, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Stalking, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Mental illness, Self harm, Sexual content, Violence, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts
I wasn't super fond of Brandon's push and pull, but given the direction of his storyline, I eventually understood it. Regardless, it was frustrating asf at the time.
These two are. Whoo. They are intense for each other. Jealous, possessive, murderous. It's all very sweet.
Graphic: Mental illness, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Blood, Suicide attempt, Murder, Dysphoria
Moderate: Panic attacks/disorders, Stalking
Graphic: Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Child abuse, Mental illness, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Mental illness, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Mental illness, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Body horror, Cursing, Pedophilia, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Suicide attempt
Edit: I reread this book after I read the whole series. And let me tell you, it was as good as before, or even better. I love them to death. Like, so much. I love the way Niko is such a golden retriever. I'm a sucker for the grumpy x sunshine trope, and this one delivered.
Brandon and Landon will also be the death of me. Ugh, I love them two so much, and how much they care for each other. They are my favourite twins <3
Graphic: Suicide attempt
Moderate: Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Blood
The mental health representation in this book was amazing. I can't tell you how much I cried while reading this.
My thoughts on Landon have also changed after reading this. I didn't dislike him as much of at all now that I've read this. I loved seeing him and Brandon reconnect and become close again.
I also really loved the scene where Nikolai and Landon join forces at the end when it truly mattered. I just can't hate Landon now that I've read and understand why he was so distant with his siblings(mainly with Brandon).
I probably have more I can say about this. But I can't put it all into words. But just know that I devoured this book. I did not want to put it down at all. I can't recommend this enough. But absolutely check the triggers before reading.
Graphic: Child abuse, Cursing, Mental illness, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Blood, Medical content, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Murder, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Panic attacks/disorders, Alcohol