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i though niko for sure would be different to the other mmcs since he has a wildly different personality but it turned out that once he got his own book it didn't matter. he wasn't completely ooc but in the self plagiarised scenes it just felt like his own character and temperament was second to the character of her older mmcs. it was interesting to see why bran was so tortured but the pacing of that plotline was so strange. i wish she went a little further into why niko never slept in a bed too but i can't tell if that was a plothole or just purposely ignored. the whole dynamic between them, at least from brandon's side, felt confusing; i still have no idea why bran loves niko so much - at least we knew niko was obsessed at first sight (literally) which is understandable since he's pretty chaotic, but i needed more than that from brandon. it doesn't really fit with his character in the previous books.
overall this had potential, and i liked the first half, but the repetition and the lack of originality (amongst other things) made it fall flat for me.
Graphic: Panic attacks/disorders, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Violence, Blood, Suicide attempt, Murder, Sexual harassment
Moderate: Mental illness, Pedophilia, Suicidal thoughts, Stalking
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“𝗘𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳, 𝗜’𝗹𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗼𝘁𝗵 𝗼𝗳 𝘂𝘀.”
This book deserves an infinite amount of stars. Holy shiiiiiit I love this series so damn much. It seriously has a chokehold on me. Rina takes you on a complete rollercoaster of emotion throughout this book.
Watching Nikolai and Brendan's relationship bloom, to see how hard they love each other and how they calm each other during their storms is just… gah! Chef's kiss!!!!
Niko's tattoo for Brandon 😍
Brandon and Landon's conversation at the hospital 🥰
White mask finally revealed 🤯
I cannot believe this is Rina's first MM romance. She fucking killed it!
To sum up, I loved it. It was romantic, heartbreaking, beautiful and at times a true rom-com. Who knew Niko could bring out the funny!?
EVERYONE HAS TO READ THIS BOOK!!!!!!!
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✨️ Mafia Prince x Golden Boy
✨️ Push and Pull
✨️ Grumpy x Scary Sunshine
✨️ Secret Romance
✨️ Gay Awakening
Graphic: Cursing, Gun violence, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Blood, Suicide attempt, Murder, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Sexual content
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Child abuse, Cursing, Panic attacks/disorders, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Blood, Vomit, Suicide attempt, Murder, Gaslighting, Injury/Injury detail
this is probably the best book you have ever written, I left half of my heart to bran and niko.
I wouldn't have written a few things (probably the Kolya thing, a bit annoying), but altogether this is IT.
I felt so emotionally connected to both of them and I loved the character development of Landon
Graphic: Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt
Minor: Sexual assault
Graphic: Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Suicide attempt
“I'll be by your side during all of your battles with your demons. I'll kill them for you if you let me.”
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I have a looot of thoughts about this one. 😮💨
I understand that LGBTQ+ representation doesn’t have to consist of squeaky clean characters that are perfect representations of their sexuality. Bisexual characters + people are allowed to enjoy sex (and threesomes) but when this is your first time writing in the POV of an LGBTQ+ character and you end up relying on stereotypes (even unintentionally) then it does make me worried about possible future LGBTQ+ releases and the way that those characters will be depicted.
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Graphic: Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Blood, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders
Minor: Body shaming, Drug use
Bran ended up being everything and more. I cried for him in chapter 21 when we finally get the depth of Bran’s mental and emotional anguish.
Niko and Bran ended up being so beautiful ❤️
Graphic: Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, Murder
Moderate: Panic attacks/disorders
Graphic: Sexual assault
Moderate: Mental illness, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Violence
Minor: Pedophilia, Rape