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I read the book a long time ago, but I've just read one review and thought I should update this.
👍Things I liked👍
--> LEVI! I loved this man. I'm totally in love. (Don't recommend me his and his wife's book. It will ruin my mental image of him, I'm sure.)
--> The domestic scenes were so precious (e.g., seeing Agatha Christie together)
--> There were very comic sentences/scenes
--> I liked how it was a woman SA a man and how it happened.
👎Things I didn’t like👎
--> DUB CONSENT.
--> Niko is way too irrealistically described like this awesome sx god. At 19. Again.. A character that has a mental condition who associates sx and violence (said by him) is a sx god. Great at it! Pleasuring everyone and
--> Nik getting jealous of a child. That is just ridiculous.
Finally... This is not a thing I dislike but just something I want to mention. They have a codependent relationship, which is normal because none of them is in an even slightly healthy place. But one of the famous sentences is "I'll love you for both of us" (said by Nik). This may seem great and romantic, but it is not. The last season of Heartstopper, where Nick talks to his aunt at the beach (if I'm not mistaken), just popped into my mind by being the exact opposite of this sentence.
Graphic: Mental illness, Rape, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Sexual harassment
Graphic: Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content
Moderate: Violence
Minor: Alcoholism, Bullying
Graphic: Sexual assault, Violence
Graphic: Biphobia, Cursing, Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Blood, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Outing
Moderate: Bullying, Homophobia
Graphic: Addiction, Cursing, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Suicide attempt, Murder, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Torture, Violence, Blood, Suicide attempt, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Adult/minor relationship
And I really did had fun reading this, but I'm not entirely sure why. The story sucked me in and I love a totally unhinged characters. Yes, Nikolai was stalking and consent was a foreign concept to him, so I did have to dissociate my brain a bit since I haven't read dark romance in a while.
But I liked the weird dynamic and Brandon's MH issues were actually really well portrayed in my opinion.
The spice was also good and didn't get boring despite there being a LOT.
Obviously a totally unrealistic story concept. Two groups of young hot mafia spawn who keep beating each other up including several hospital visits and burning down buildings in... the south of England? Yeah no, I had to really close both eyes to that to not let it distract me for being just very out there.
But aside from that, I had a great time with this book.
Graphic: Child abuse, Self harm, Sexual violence, Violence, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Child abuse, Cursing, Death, Mental illness, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Rape, Self harm, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Murder, Alcohol, Sexual harassment, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Homophobia, Kidnapping
Minor: Fire/Fire injury
Overall this book is a romanticized toxic relationship. It’s smut; not even well written smut.
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Homophobia, Rape, Sexual violence, Toxic relationship, Violence, Stalking, Gaslighting
Edit: I did reread it because I realized, strangely, it made me hopeful. So there's that.
Graphic: Emotional abuse, Rape, Violence, Murder