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the_true_monroe's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.75
When we utilize art in this way though, what are we trying to do for ourselves? Are we trying to put the worst of us into a form that we should keep sealed shut like a genie in a bottle and mask, or are we wanting to capture each part of us so we can recognize what is going on in our head, why and how we can process that, or for some other reasons?
This book presents two nonbinary, brown, neurodivergent teens who have a curious and mystical connection with a part of the world others are unable to enter and perceive, that seems to revolve around using art as an escape and release. We see these characters who truly have been growing into their true selves, confronted by things from the past they worked so hard to bury deep down.
I absolutely loved listening to the audiobook, and how aside from a focus on internalized ableism, along with experiences of ableism, racism and transphobia , both main characters have solid, strong support systems and people who really do get them. There is no sugar coating but also so much emphasis on how simple it can be for people to accept you as you are, and learn and grow alongside you.
Graphic: Ableism, Transphobia, Emotional abuse, Bullying, and Racism
Moderate: Sexism, Dysphoria, Panic attacks/disorders, and Sexual harassment
Minor: Medical content, Stalking, and Hate crime
janiscox's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
Graphic: Transphobia, Panic attacks/disorders, Bullying, and Racism
Moderate: Ableism, Mental illness, Classism, and Gaslighting
Minor: Drug use, Stalking, and Grief
hobbithopeful's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
I loved the way gender and its fluidity was discussed in this book, how some days they felt more boy and more girl, and how they interpreted it in terms of "70% boy today".
I have always enjoyed all of Anna-Marie McLemore books, and even though this one followed heavier topics and had a more serious tone, I still had a great time reading it, and it left me with a lot to think about.
The Cover
I adore this cover! The colors on the bottom look so dreamy and trippy and creates an out of body feeling for the illustration. The symbolism of them both being in the water with barnacles growing on them, with maybe an allusion to the fact they are both partially emotionally drowning was extremely well done. It is also a pleasant surprise to see brown characters *actually* be brown and not be white washed.
Cover by
Carolina Rodriguez Fuenmayor
Graphic: Bullying
Moderate: Racism, Transphobia, Homophobia, Panic attacks/disorders, and Violence
oliverreeds's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Graphic: Dysphoria, Panic attacks/disorders, Racism, Blood, Bullying, Injury/Injury detail, Mental illness, Sexism, Toxic friendship, Transphobia, Violence, and Ableism
spark_879's review against another edition
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
also this was absolutely not the main focus of the story, but yay for queer parent rep!
Graphic: Bullying and Ableism
Moderate: Transphobia and Panic attacks/disorders
thewoodlandbookshelf's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
Graphic: Bullying, Panic attacks/disorders, Racism, Ableism, Medical content, Violence, Physical abuse, and Transphobia
hmatt's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.0
Graphic: Transphobia, Sexism, and Bullying
Moderate: Violence and Panic attacks/disorders
Minor: Racism and Dysphoria
overbooked207's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
2nd book of August 2022 and 19th of the year:
“And I am a brown girl. Just like I’m a brown boy. Just like I’m both. And neither. In different proportions depending on the day. I’m the gradience of blue and green and violet and silver that the lake turns.” - Lore.
I absolutely loved this book! There was fantastic representation for trans/non-binary characters, genderfluidity, ADHD, anxiety, dyslexia, and more, and the discussions around mental health/illness, self-love, self-acceptance and acceptance in general, and disabilities and how disabled and/or neurodivergent people navigate our world/society in it were so important! The writing style, characters, romance, and magic were also amazing, and I keep thinking about it months later! I don’t think the magic in it was 100% explained, so if you need an explanation for those things in stories, you might be left a little wanting in that regard, but it didn’t bother me too much or take away from the rest of the book being amazing. I also loved the audiobook SO much, and the fact that one of the narrators was Vico Ortiz from Our Flag Means Death made me SO happy! I definitely recommend picking it up, easily gave it five stars, and can’t wait to read more books by the author! TW for transphobia, misgendering, dysphoria, racism, ableism, bullying, a scene of sexual harassment toward the end, descriptions of needles, and anxiety📖🌊🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
Graphic: Bullying, Medical content, Racism, Ableism, Dysphoria, Sexual harassment, Transphobia, and Panic attacks/disorders
Minor: Sexual harassment
hngisreading's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
Graphic: Homophobia, Transphobia, Bullying, and Violence
Moderate: Ableism, Panic attacks/disorders, and Medical content
littlesmaug's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
But I realized that the lake was almost the secondary aspect of the story. It wasn't really the focus so much as this aspect of symbolism. And it was a symbolism that I understood. At first, the lake confused the hell out of me. It did make me wonder what exactly I was reading. But then it clicked... the lake's magic symbolizes the way Bastián and Lore's lives are truly exhausting them. I'm not saying this isn't a book of magical realism or that the lake wasn't this mystical thing... clearly it was, that was part of it, but it was just so clearly a representation, too, that the things they were compartmentalizing/suppressing were rising up to drown them and take over.
The writing was beautiful. I absolutely loved Bastián's POV the most because I remember when my ADHD was at that extent where no one could follow my thoughts. I actually loved the hectic-ness of Bastián's chapters because I understood that process. And I have a lot of students that are like little versions of them.
And Lore! Lore and Bastián kind of remind me of aspects of my soulmate. Ze is on T but also presents very differently on a day-to-day, like Lore. I liked that a lot.
Basically, this book made me very happy. Two nonbinary main characters with neurodivergences that were written from the author's lived experience with both ADHD and dyslexia. I guess it speaks to how much I prefer character-driven books sometimes because I didn't really mind the lake plot being messy and hard to follow. I treated it like symbolism and viewed the plot as more the character development and burgeoning relationship.
Also! No deadnaming. No present transphobia (just some brief stuff in Lore's past). Accepting parents. Lesbian parents! Queer friends! A whole lot of healthy.
Graphic: Panic attacks/disorders
Moderate: Transphobia
Minor: Medical content, Sexual harassment, and Racism